Yall know I try to do my shows on Tuesdays. Due to tequila and wine, I am usually unable. My Tuesdays are a day of relaxation and freedom. In the past week a lot of yall were fucked up. That eclipse mixed with the WOLF full moon on the same day tore yall asses up. Eclipse is about shadows. It is about seeing in the dark. Even a solar eclipse is about two celestial entities traveling at the same time and blocking each other out for moments in time. So in essence all you love and light folks got yall asses whooped this week. AND the moon was in Cancer...my sign. I laughed at all yall this week. Welcome to my world. The only time I am perfectly even is when the universe is in chaos. It is almost like I am saying to myself," I been here before". When you have lived in chaos the thing you crave most is peace.

A lot of chatter lately about moonwater, charging crystals, sage, tarot, and other divination TOOLS. We are already the magic we seek to perfect. You do not need a $1000 crystal to affirm or denounce anything. You need guidance from your most high. You need guidance from your ancestors. You need to function without mal intent. You need to understand that you and I are not the same. Focus on the power in that fact. Some of what you all are calling love and light is actually stupidity and demonic. All love has conditions unless parent to child. There are many forms of love and even from parent to child, we sometimes fail at showing the love we never saw in our own homes. The tools for which we are gifted are great. If you dont have the love or purity in your heart (no matter how black) NAN crystal or tarot card can help you.

First show of 2020! We are finally in a new decade. I have been taking inventory of myself and those around me. My life is lit right now. My spiritual side is flourishing and I am at peace. My decision to let things go that do not love or revere me was a selfless decision. I feel so much better. I hope that you all manifested your best life for 2020. I did.

It has been two weeks since my last show. Your auntie lost her voice. No sore throat. No coughing just actual damage to my vocal chords. I had to sit still and be quiet for about a week. I recorded a show New Years eve but had to delete because I sounded like Marlon Brando in the Godfather. Now I just sound like a gremlin. I was able to sit down and go through my social media feeds and get a list of monumental things I saw or was involved in during 2019. The list consists of exactly 100 things. I am thankful for it all. Buckle up...its a long show. We must purge and be thankful for our past. After this show we start anew.

I did a show earlier. Due to poor sound quality, I am re-recording. Thats how serious I am about my shit. I will recap my week. There are eclipses going on tomorrow as we speak and that means a lot of revisiting. I am done with the old shit. I am welcoming new feelings of happiness, vulnerability and all things solid. A lot of us hate falling in love. I'm certain that's not my problem. My problem is being in love and then having to exit love. It has to be done organically. If not that love is just as dead as your hopes and dreams for that relationship. Only in BUSINESS should we stay out of our feelings, as there is no money there. Everything else, feel free to feel.

We never talk about it. We get upset about it. We cannot live without it. Death. People think that death is an ending to life. This is incorrect. Death is the stopping of a persons PHYSICAL existence in THIS realm. Hence why it’s important to say and do what we need to do by our loved ones. We need to do this while they are still here in the physical. I’ve done over 300 shows, in that time I’ve lost 5 people I cared and loved for all eternity. I know for a fact that when they left they knew I loved them. They knew I would do what I promised each of them. I promised I would LIVE. Above all things I would make them proud and take care of anything they left undone. I stand on that. Their deaths were actually a rebirth in ME and the rest of my family who loved them just as much. In tarot, the death card does not mean DIE. It means that new things must be born. It means old ways are done. It means you got past the hard part (Tower Card). I never discussed the selfish part of death while I watched someone die. Let’s talk about it. #chuch

I was in crisis this week. A good old fashioned love/like crisis. Since I stay out of love, to read my own cards is very difficult and confusing. I am more versed in business and money (pentacles) matters.S I consulted a reader in Germany, Austin, my cousin in Detroit and pulled for myself. I even used a deck from my classmates daughter jokingly. Result... still the same. My girl from Haiti even pulled and said... be careful... he’s coming. Not in a scary way. In a “keep your heart 3 stacks” way. I’m thankful for divinity. I’m thankful for truth. I’m thankful for partnerships that turn into partnerships. Love is in the air. I’m holding my breath. I love falling in it. I just hate being in it. I always want to run and get out of love. It requires much. I’m a giver, so me giving to the wrong person will result in another 300 shows. I’m not bitter because of love. I’m better for it. Some things are already written for us Gods. We are just here to actualize it. Whatever is meant for you will find it’s way to you in any lifetime.

Happy Soulful Sunday y’all! Today we will delve into the difference between kings and queens, as well as Gods and Goddesses. When you test a queen she is limited in her responses. She has her kingdom, court, country, lineage and God to worry about. When you test a God.. there is no limit to the wrath. It is the thing that makes good mythology and nightmares. Scorch the earth we call it. We are all out here trying to heal from things we don’t speak about. While you’re doing that STOP testing people’s gangsta. A God is a God no matter how much mercy they have shown you in the past. Please believe it and receive it.

My little cousin/godsister was married recently. My family attended. I was around her age (late 20’s) when I was married. Divorced in my 30’s. A wedding is an actual display of love and family. A marriage is the work that needs to be done. A family is what yields the work. Prior to this union I had my own experiences and thoughts on what love is and ain’t. Tune in or call in.

Today we will talk about cowardly lying. People that lie for no apparent reason. Then ghost YOU as if you did something to THEM. What would make you not want to talk to someone you betrayed? You deny them the opportunity to UNDERSTAND why you betrayed them. It is actually an opportunity for you to beg or plead to keep this person in your life. Begging is necessary when you had the blue print and still coulndt build. You owe people a solid for wasting their time. I will also be talking about a recent convo I had with my sister Beautiful Seeasia about my purpose. If I work in the shadows and deal with shadows, my life is devoted to showing people theirs. That was an epiphany that upset me to my core, yet it is true. I accept that. Now I can continue to heal.