Still Searching

Still Searching

By Joshua TrujilloSociety & Culture
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Still Searching episodes

  • Unplugging From the Algorithm (And Yes, Take a Shit Without Your Phone)

    This episode goes way deeper than the title suggests. I explore mindfulness, shadow work, digital addiction, and what happens when you unplug long enough to hear your own mind again. From bathroom breaks without your phone to confronting the parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding, this is a raw, unfiltered dive into presence, privacy, and learning to think without the algorithm shaping every thought.
    If you’ve been feeling overwhelmed, overstimulated, or just disconnected from yourself… this one’s for you.


    The Meditation Tree

    31 min
  • Embracing the Unseen: A Journey into the Shadow

    On this episode of "Still Searching," we're diving into the concept of the shadow self, inspired by Carl Jung's teachings. Think of it like Kendrick Lamar's "Mr. Morale and the Big Steppers" – it's about facing our true selves, even the parts we hide. We'll also explore how living in the present, like Eckhart Tolle suggests in "The Power of Now," can help us accept and integrate our shadow selves.

    Join me as we explore what it means to confront and love our whole selves, not just the parts we show the world. It's a journey of self-discovery, vulnerability, and growth. Let's get real and talk about embracing our shadows together.

    The Assessment: The Seven Frequencies of Communication

    42 min
  • Smokin' On Top 5's!

    Hey UMG, don't come for our headtop! We're just sharing love for music with our 53 loyal listeners. We promise, no copyright infringement. Just a few music lovers recapping our favorite songs and albums that got us through 2024.

    “Play that opp sh—t around me, I’ma tell you, ‘Turn it off’/Heard what happened to your mans, not sorry for your loss/Should’ve prayed before them shooters came and nailed him to the cross/I let your boy get a pass, b—h, you lucky he soft, for real”

    1 hr 29 min
  • Merry Christmas, God is dead

    Questioning your faith? Feeling spiritually lost? You're not alone. Ryan Pryor and I tackle radical theology in this 90-minute episode, exploring a faith that prioritizes authenticity, human experience, and fighting for a better world. Prepare to have your beliefs challenged.

    1 hr 31 min
  • Go And Up Your Rank

    Two Paths to Power

    One: insecure, wounded, ego-driven—flexing wealth, chasing validation.

    Two: secure, grounded—moving in silence, creating value. Some build empires privately; others boast purchases publicly.

    Some face the mirror; others blame the world. In a fake world, anyone can claim power. Few can embody it authentically. Many can start feuds. Few can finish them. And some battles are won before they even begin. It's asking whose world you choose. What power are you building?

    ⁠theaudhdfuturist⁠

    Listen to 3 of my favorite Kendrick cuts from each album bellow

    go and up your rank playlist


    1 hr 10 min
  • Tripping Through Music and Mental Health with Mizter Bonezz

    Welcome back to another mind-bending episode of the Still Searching podcast! This week, I'm beyond stoked to have the one and only Mizter Bonezz join us. He's not just a dope musician, but also someone who's been through the wringer with mental health and come out the other side with some incredible stories and insights.

    We're diving into how music can be a lifeline when you're struggling, and how it can help you navigate the ups and downs of life. Mizter Bonezz opens up about his own journey, the hurdles he's faced, and how his art has been a form of therapy.

    But that's not all—get ready for some wild tales as we chat about acid trips and their impact on creativity and mental well-being. Mizter Bonezz shares his personal experiences with psychedelics, and trust me, you don't want to miss these stories. We'll explore how these trips have influenced his music and his view of the world.

    So, if you're curious about how psychedelics can expand your mind, passionate about mental health, or just a fan of Mizter Bonezz's sick beats, this episode is for you.

    33 min

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Quadruple conscious musings of Josh Trujillo and friends on life, family, mental health, spirituality, OG Bubba Kush and the like.