Subj.2change Podcast

A lot has happened since I last hopped on the mic. So many transformative things have taken place. Lots of shifts, openings and closings so it’s time to decide what’s in and what’s out as I continue to move forward with post grad life, my career and my art moving forward. Let me know what you think and share what your current ins and outs are🩷💖

Coming in hot with Episode 1 “Transcending Shame by Sending Nudes”🫣 I was inspired to create this episode because this year I began to tear down through years of sexual trauma and shame by exploring sensual arts (pole & heels) and have recently been leaning into my hedonistic desires by sharing my own sensual art on a paid platform🙂‍↕️And with that came a lot of PROJECTION about my choice to monetize my offerings. But in doing so I’ve been able to transcend large amounts shame by leaning into the gifts God gave me😇 I hope this episode provides a different prospective at the ongoing pursuit of freedom and PLEASURE as a birthright and an extension of reverence to Source✨

SEASON 1 is over! Thank you all so much for listening. It really means a lot. Look forward to more yapping from me and hopefully some special guests in the future ! It’s been super fun to experiment and find what works best for this platform, I’m proud of this lil pod that has been in the works for a long time💖

What to expect in season 2:

Visuals

Special guests

A new mic

And so much more

Thoughts post the lunar eclipse on September 26th and the ignorant anticipation for the lunar eclipse on October 2nd that put this all into perspective 🙄

At some point being a victim is a choice. I’ve realized that through triggers and traumatic events I have been presented with opportunities to reject victimhood and do something about it.

There are too many resources and tools that exist and surround us to just allow things to happen to us. “Stepping into my Villain era” has become a trend, but how are you going to be a Villian if you arent MAKING A PLAN!

Bad things happen, feelings get hurt but TRUE JUSTICE is about getting what you deserve and not about hurting others that hurt you. Being a “Villian” isn’t about being evil it’s about having an insatiable desire for what you truly desire at the expense of no one and NOTHING. Allowing your triggers to work for you instead of against you. Allowing rage and sorrow to inspire ACTIONS

I can’t stop crying. Since preparing for my last year of grad school and all of the body syncing I’ve been doing this summer has my body crying out and releasing during this retrograde. I’m crying about things that happened lifetimes ago, I cry when I’m out in public alone too long and instead of loathing it, I’m grateful my body is purging itself of pain I’ve been hellbent on holding on to. Holding onto pain isn’t fair to your body and I’m realizing that through these abrupt and random waves of tears. But there is beauty in pain and nothing but space and opportunities to communicate deeper with source that I’m ACTUALLY ready and willing to let go of any and everything to be available for what I’ve been praying for. It can all GO

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My first installment of a NEW SERIES called “Fast Takes”; an episode where i dissect downloads and revelations from my fasts, that have provided me with insight and clarity on how to continue forward

This week I discuss the split occurring with the assimilation of political campaigning tactics being used to harvest and Collect energy rather than cultivate community and using the chakra system as a guide and to strengthen intuition to navigate spiritual attacks.

I hope you all take something away from this, please rate, follow and leave a comment 💖