(disclaimer: not for everyone, maybe listen with earbuds) This episode covers exactly what the title says but told from the perspective of a slightly uninformed teen girl who just wants people to stop being defined by their sexual history or lack thereof. I cover the topic of possible Irish Catholic guilt that rests deep beneath my soul, realizations that were uncovered after Sex Ed class, my discomfort in relationships, and what growing up really means. This is not an advice episode, just another one where I ramble about what I'm struggling to understand. 

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We all know the feeling to some extent. You see someone else who appears so cool, so put together, so much better than you could ever be. Instead of taking the opportunity to make a really good possible friend you write them off as too good for you and pull away. This has been a common theme in my life that I'm really trying to reflect on and change. Life's not a competition, you're not being pitted against an enemy. These are real people and chances are they go through the same struggles as you! In this episode I'm trying to put an end to the bitterness and resentment and finally dive into the feelings that have kept me down for way too long. 

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What makes humans inherently good or bad? Is anyone who they say they are? Am I even who I say I am? Why is it that I sometimes push the goodness away from myself but still end up feeling betrayed by others? Let me know your thoughts at the email below or leave a suggestion for a future episode :) Thanks!

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This episode covers telling the ugly truth, horoscopes, romanticizing others, and clinging to the situations and people that feel good for dear life. After doing this podcast for almost a year I've collected some interesting, embarrassing, and super exposing episodes. For the most part I feel good about standing in my truth even when it's uncomfortable, but the voices of fear still takeover sometimes and leave me wondering whether truth is always overwhelmingly good. 

Thanks for a year of listening!

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I felt like going back and reading old journals instead of doing what I needed to get done today, so please enjoy me laughing over my 4th and 6th grade self facing the same dilemmas I face now and getting excited about making toast :) 

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This episode is about trying to choose senior classes, wanting everything to be perfect, and wanting to do things that matter and that make me feel fulfilled in life. Thinking about all of this causes intense stress! Thanks for listening to another rant with lots of repeated and jumbled up ideas :)

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Do you ever find yourself randomly deciding to spill your whole life story to someone you don't even know very well? In this episode I talk about why I might do this. I also talk about hidden meanings in dreams, honesty, and those little feelings I might repress sometimes in order to keep up a relationship. 

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Today I was happy so I talked about it! 

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I got myself my first job interview and i'm choosing to believe in myself. Growing up and trying to meet certain milestones at the same time as your peers is scary and stressful. I'm starting to realize there is a time for everyone to do things at their own pace as well as a time to take the super scary leap of faith to try and better yourself. That's where i'm at now. 

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This one is dysfunctional, catches me getting mad at my sister and Dad, and has a spooky atmosphere. I speak on my two Grandpas passing away and my experiences with grief. Death is painful and sad but also a great reason to keep living with the memory of those you lost always with you. You've got angels on your side :) 

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