That Infernal Noise

In this episode Neish and I talk about her struggles with seasonal depression and how it is already setting in this year for a myriad of reasons. Please excuse the abrupt ending of the episode we had some technical defaults because I forgot to plug the laptop in lol.

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In this episode Neish and I talk about a subject all too familiar to us, our self doubt. She is very open and honest about her struggles as a Mom of 2 adult kids and 2 middle school aged ones and has a revelation or two about her relationship with her own mother as we are going through our conversation.

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In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and spun out on Neish. Now I have gotten to a point where I know there is more work to do and I need to figure out the issue I may have. I guess growth doesn’t take a break.

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In this episode Neish and I talk about our Momma Trauma. How people like us weren’t done any favors by our mothers and how we were treated by them at times by having to be more responsible than even they were and how that has perpetuated itself throughout the course of our lives. 

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In this episode I talk about the recent insight and clarity I am gaining and it ends up being a love letter of appreciation for my partner in life. 

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In this episode Neish and I have a candid discussion about our constant growth and the frustration we feel in that with others and “why don’t they get it.” We get kind of heated in talking about her mom and things that happened that neither of us agreed with.

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In this episode I get super honest and vulnerable about how I have been struggling since my Mom’s death especially with clearing out her house the past two weekends. I also describe the experience I had on Saturday night when I was having a particularly hard time and how good it help to feel that love again.

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In this episode Neish and I sit down and talk with our daughter Kaylee. We discuss where she is in life right now, the various traumas that we dealt her and how we have all grown since then. This is one of my favorite episodes that we have ever recorded and a great insight to what the parent/child relationship should be.

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In this episode Neish and I have a candid conversation about things of a sexual nature and how she is a little spicy in that regard and I am a down right degenerate. We address the stigma’s surrounding sexuality, kinks and sleeping around and explain a little bit of how we are.

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In this episode Neish and I have a bit of a therapy session and the Star Wars analogies are heavy in this episode. This is one of the myriad of reasons I love this woman, only she and I could have a serious in depth conversation about emotions and the things we are going through while comparing it to Star Wars storylines and archetypes.

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