The 4th Dimension with Toby C

Lights, Cameras - ACTION! This Tinseltown legacy had the panic attack from hell. Entertain the thought that Toby C. with Susan C. will take you on an adventure into the duality of evil that exists within us all. Put the spotlight on the demons of anger, despair, shame and the disconnect that emerges as we attempt to hide our fear-driven insecurities behind the smokescreen of arrogance and entitlement. We had to stop blaming God for our disappointing humiliations. Some of us finally became as open-minded to conviction and as willing to listen as only the dying could be. Then it happened. The wicked obsession was lifted right out of us – the index of maladjustments finally closed! 

From thriving on the privileged sands of La Jolla, to living under bridges and on the Streets of Bakersfield, this Country star had turned into a black hole. Robert B. had somehow let Satan comfortably nest in the bosom of his selfish incessant need to find “rest and relaxation” at whatever the cost. It cost him dearly. Toby C. and Robert explore the moment evil threw at him every obstacle to the true peace he sought. It was time to expel this deadly obsession and that time had finally come. Fear had left and real serenity restored. 

With our 19th episode, The 4th Dimension begins an all-new season hosted by Toby C.

Join Toby C. and his guest Paul E. – whose father was a Baptist minister and whose grandfather died of alcoholism. A chiseled judgmental pedigree of honorable distinction, he inadvertently set himself up for the disappointing heavy hand of God's will. Shocked into a living hell of personal traumas and self-knowledge, Paul just didn't know how to cope with the bitter morass of self-pity. But Satan did and proceeded to guide Paul through the gates of a lonely living hell - a hell of rejection and sadistic irony that nearly killed him. Help us make sense out of this humbled spiritual being enduring a human experience.

Ann B. conquered every obstacle, challenge, and distorted set of values she encountered. Regrettably, her belligerent self-consciousness, opened her up to unimaginable misery, constantly springing the bated traps of Satanic obstacles. She tried to deny, that her raging inferno of anger, was stoked by terror, bewilderment, and fear – a fire that only a massive amount of alcohol could hope to extinguish. Join Toby C. and Ann as they examine the pitfalls of blaming God while obscuring the evil amplification of our self-centered decisions. 

Her dark dreams, deeply rooted with rodents and sexual deviancy, opened Marie B. up to reoccurring R.E.M. sensations of being levitated from her bed by an evil spirit only to be violently smashed back down.    Dispossession, delusion, and failed Deliverance Prayers were the keepers of her shameful legacy of family alcoholism. Satan never missed an opportunity, through apparitions and other displays of darkness, to ease the agony of low self-image brought about by unfair judgment and the misdirected anger of others. Join Toby C. and Marie B. on an objective look back at the beginning of sobriety and the evil resistance she encountered every step of her agonizing renaissance. 

Christopher naively opened himself up to evil at a young age although he did not know it at the time. Drugs and alcohol were a rite of passage, and the crazier things became, the more interesting life was. Potholes of misfortune turned into sink holes of rage. Molehills of calm turned into mountains of boredom and ambivalence. The Devil never missed an opportunity to amplify the misery of Christopher’s self-serving decisions. His futile attempts to escape unhappiness served him up accidental death, prison, and immeasurable suffering. Where was God? Better yet, where was Satan? Join Toby and his guest as they objectively examine the presence of evil, especially in Christopher’s most desperate moments to get better.

James’ ghost story is a misadventure of denial, ambivalence, and deception. If the devil cannot make you bad, he will make you busy! His self-centered illusions that fueled his envy and anger kept him on an emotional jag indefinitely.  Looking back James can see where the Devil did for him that he could not do for himself. His most desperate moments to overcome this insanity becomes clear now. Join Toby C. and James G. for a visit into a dimension of clarity, a space where the dark vibrations of discouragement are now tangible. Examine the external malevolent vibrations that kept James from any hope for spiritual progress and freedom from the bondage of self. 

Like a fly to a bug zapper, Andrew was attracted to the "shiny" objects of his desires.  Satan's sweet evil bate brought him into the fast lane of yachts, loose women, and quick money. Who in their right mind would want to give up all these lonely indulgences? His surreal life of Nirvana was slow seeping into a living hell of paranoia and resentments. Could not a guardian angel keep him from temptation and deliver him from the evil of skid row - Las Vegas? You decide! 

The common childhood psychosis of feeling less than. John's approach was to project himself onto a superior identity… or so he thought! Fantasy and the bondage of self, culminated in a relationship with Satan that led him to the summit of radio notoriety. A dream come true or a nightmare? John still could find no true joy and was never satisfied. He was a prisoner to greed and envy although he didn't know it at the time. Join Toby and John on an interesting journey into what it feels like to have a million and a half listeners per show and still feel as though the most important listener is missing... Himself!  

Despite his best efforts to avoid the evils that plagued him, Channing was vulnerable. Recovery was new, refreshing and meaningless, the devil knew it and evil found him again. He hits bottom time and time again. Does he die now? or does he recover again – for another beat down?