It's all about presence

You've been seeking God- Truth- Love- Virtue-

Until one day God turns around and starts chasing You

What this is like no one can describe-

For a period of time- we run like hell when we discover

It just might be the most terrifying thing ever

But the running slows

The trust increases

It's a very slow process

But so is everything that's real and true

Much love to everyone on this journey-

Everything is happening for you. 

Most play by the rules and don't know. The few that know the rules are powerful. 

Dear Friends-

I've very often thought that all of life is a preparation-

Every moment for the next-

Literally

When you experience hate in the people closest to you, it really prepares you for what you may encounter in the world-

It's almost like- the thing that you experience at home is the thing that is meant to sharpen your sword-

And then, if you truly experience it in the World, that thing can never really feel the same. It can never really be of that extent. 

You have the understanding- and the knowing now that all of it truly is, human nature. 

Most play by the rules and don't know. The few that know the rules are powerful. 

Continue on your journey- life is very intentional. It does not give anything we do not need. It does not do "waste."

Everything always goes to something. 

Lots of love on this pursuit

Check out my New substack with A LOT about this- my poetry, recent happenings with my mother, and a different side I learned about Michael Jackson. So Excited to share all of this. Thanks so much for being with me on my journey. 

For millions of people around the word, they were forced to face their subconscious mind that they'd been running from all their life during the pandemic. For many of us, if the pandemic wasn't enough or didn't affect us directly, we had our own personal circumstances and journeys. 

Some of us went through both- we were directly impacted by the pandemic, and also had our personal journeys. 

For those of us that were ill and also encountered and healed our psyche, we are emerging from this period as butterflies after a long awakening. 

The period we spent in isolation is now coming to an end. And our new personality, depth, character, and integrity is showing. 

The ways in which we were held back our entire life are now allowing- we are creating and building the purpose for which our life was intended. 

If you are on this path, stay the course of your potential- prioritize building and creating, until you are fervently operating at the state of your potential longterm, and sufficiently operating on a daily basis in the form of morning routine to then go about your day in your potential state. 

life is taking care of everything. Just stay the path of your potential. 

Lots of love. 

In the last few days I've been operating at my potential Consistently. It's not my thinking mind- in fact it requires me to let go of my thinking mind completely. It's just flow. and I've realized, that I need to start my day in this way and then go about whatever else I need to do- laundry, eat, even basic bodily functions. It's like- the most important thing is my potential. And when I'm calm, and regulated, I'm able to go through my day in a better way- more stable. 

And life really is about this stability. The more you access your potential, the more you're in tune with this stability. It could be 3 hours that you spend at the start of your day to achieve your potential state, but at the end of those 3 hours you realize that the stability you access is actually way more stable than who you were before. 

We're all working with a primitive caveman like brain- that literally is the complete opposite of who we are. Give your mind an outlet to channel its hoards of energy- and do it until you are cleared sufficiently and access this stability. Then go on about your day. 

Think I figured out how these magicians do it- enter large tanks of water in shackles. 

I can't fully be mad

just letting it flow

The Natural Return to Life- who would have thunk it lol.