Going deeper into this concept as I've been on both ends of experiencing it. 

Other people have assumed knowledge of my interior, and I have assumed knowledge of theirs. 

None of it is verifiable. 

Any thing we think about someone else is just our own projection- we are only seeing what WE see. 

The mind plays games like this- the brain is literally a classifying machine. 

You must break out of the illusion altogether- especially when you find yourself in situations that involve suffering- either yours, or someone else's. 

peace

All the ways we use our voice and how profound that is for our being, wellbeing, purpose, and mission. 

Something happens when we merge the part of us that believes that we Chose Life vs the part of Us that knows we were Chosen. 

That actually I didn't chose or rather when I did it felt like heaven. 

And when these two can no longer be separated, maybe that is the goal of the seeming journey- i have suffered out my suffering. 

On our Way to this Realization, a huge aid are the activities that help us connect to ourselves. Whatever that looks like- speaking, writing, creating, building, playing, meditating, moving, caring-

the way that you know is that thing brings you into a higher place.  

and that higher space makes you forget about all problems and actually reality itself. Reality doesn't exist in that space. 

Sometimes we realize that we're fighting reality- and sometimes this realization only come when we fight less. Whatever brings you to this realization, be grateful, even if it is painful/uncomfortable- for that is how we make change. 

When you connect to those things you love- the ones that bring you to a higher space- you find the truth of all things which is the frequency of love. Ever yet higher than anything else. The truth doesn't allow the existence of anything else. In that truth you realize the blessings of your life.

i do not give in to the trap of the mind because I know it very well as what it is- a trap

I have spent too long catering to it, dancing with it, playing with it, talking to it, to then doing the HEAVY WORK of COMING OUT OF IT to fall under another moment of delusion. 

I will not let that VERSION OF ME BREATHE. I WILL SUFFOCATE THAT ILLUSION. I know the trap it in its entirety. I WILL NOT LET IT BREATHE. 

This time calls for overwhelming insertion of Truth and Conscious Presence. 

You will have to override your brain every moment. That Is Growth. The More You override it, the More you Grow. 

In the true place, there is Only Love. 

All other experiences, concepts, even understanding, belong to lower frequencies. 

In the highest place, there is Only One. 

There is only God. 

Moving in the human body- and all the other experiences- whatever we come to know them as, can exist. 

They don't register as anything. Because there is Only Love. 

I have come here to be a very specific human being- I have come here to embody my Soul- which is Unconditional Love. 

Despite the experiences with people, I am not meant to turn away or close my door. I am meant to Love- both myself, and others. 

And I shall heed this. Because this is who I am. Who I have come here to Be. 

I don't know how much of a difference this makes in the suffering we experience-

But knowing that every moment of our life really is following the order of the expanding Universe- THAT-

That there really is only Growth-

And that what we are experiencing is only what we are Ready-

It's amazing to think about it that way. That, every moment is really in perfect order. 

Going deep into the experience of pain, suffering, mentally and physically and owning the opposite of it through it

i love you all thank you so much for listening

I hope these things help you- please let me know if and how they resonate. 

trying to figure out what works for stabilizing myself in the new energy that's been released from decades of adhd- figuring out things as we go

thank you for being here. wishing you well and good health.