Tonight…

I realize that 2026 means I’m turning 45—and that number hits a little harder than I expected.

I talk about drifting through life, choosing focus over distraction, and why one big game at a time suddenly makes a lot of sense.

And I discover that the best moments aren’t the loud ones, but the quiet ones—like singing in the car with Alex.

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Tonight…
It’s New Year’s Eve, and I’m home by myself.
I take a look back at 2025—what it gave me, what it took, and what it taught me.
And then, because it feels appropriate,
I talk about what I’d do if I won the lottery.

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Tonight…
I fall for the lie that Toys R Us is back.
I bring my son to what I thought would be a core memory.
And I find out that my childhood was charged $14.99 by a calendar store. A reflection on nostalgia, rebranding our past, and why it’s better to let memories rest—and make new ones instead.

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Thank you to my good friend Tim Howell once again.  You can find Tim at these various socials.

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Tonight…
We talk about having too many games to play—
why we used to run old games into the ground, even when they weren’t great,
and how having endless options isn’t always a good thing.
I also check in after a small health scare earlier this week.

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Tonight…
We talk about why this year hasn’t felt quite as magical as Christmases past.
I introduce you to my new co-host, Barbara.
We reunite with our monkey.
And somehow, along the way, we connect pro wrestling, J.K. Rowling,
and porn.

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Tonight…
We talk about Thanksgiving—what it means to a lot of us,
how it lands differently as the years go by,
and why Black Friday just isn’t what it used to be.
Also, I’m starting to think my friend in the Russia may have gone missing.

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Tonight…
We’re back.
Thank you to everyone who stuck around while we were gone.
And a special hello to my friend in the Russian Federation
and my new friend in Iraq.
It’s good to be back.

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Tonight…
Just popping in to say I’m still alive.
We’ve been busy packing for the move, which means recording had to take a back seat for a bit.
I’m still waiting to hear back from my Russian friend,
and I’ll be off the air until next month while we get settled.
I’ll see you then.

As always—Baw Phen Ngyung.

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Tonight…
I attempt to explain how to start a podcast.
It goes about as well as you’d expect.
There are tangents, lost thoughts,
and a surprise shout-out to a listener in Russia.


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Tonight…
Just a quick update—I’m tired. Very tired.
We’ve signed a new lease, which means we won’t be in this awful place much longer.
Will I miss it?
Somewhat. There are a lot of memories tied to these walls.
Oh—and somewhere in all of this, I became a published author.

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