This isn’t a polished episode. It’s not a masterclass or a list of tips. It’s just me, saying it out loud.

On May 22, 2025, I watched my dad take his final breath.
 And nothing has been the same since.

In this episode, I talk about what it’s like to witness death—and how it cracked me open in ways I never expected. The things I used to obsess over? The overthinking, the self-doubt, the constant need to get it “right”? I don’t have the capacity for that anymore. I’m not the same person I was before he died.

If you’ve ever lost someone… if you’re navigating grief… or if you just feel like life has shifted you into a new version of yourself—this one’s for you.

Unfiltered. Unscripted. From my heart to yours.

Send us Fan Mail

Support the show

👇🏽 Join The Out Loud School — the global community to train your voice, visibility, and self-expression on camera.

vasavikumar.com/theoutloudschool

📣 Connect with me on Instagram

instagram.com/mynameisvasavikumar

🌐 Learn more about my work

vasavikumar.com