The Deep by Zoe Marshall

Ghia is an autosexual. They are romantically and sexually attracted to themselves. Today we're going to explore this sexual identity, which I admit I've never heard of, and discuss how it affects relationships, mental health and self love.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

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The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Mikki has this amazing blessing and curse that she can speak to dead people. Apparently they like to show up at the most inopportune times and if you have this gift, it's important to set boundaries. This podcast describes a world that you may not see and may not believe in but it's super interesting and somewhat comforting to learn about.

In fact I became so fascinated by this that I've done a reading with Mikki that you'll find over on The Deeper later this week.

Connect with Mikki at her links below:

Mikki Fisher IG

www.mikkifisher.com

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Last week we heard from Brendon, a dad who was diagnosed with stage 4 terminal cancer. If you missed it, go back and listen to part 1 first. This week we discuss some of the more unconventional treatments that Brendon has had done. It's absolutely wild and it's not a cure. This is just one person's experience and we're certainly not recommending this for you or your loved ones. However it is incredibly fascinating to see how other parts of the world and other people treat disease.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Brendon is a father of two boys who had a very treatable form of cancer. After treatment his doctors told him he was in the clear. Only a few months later it was discovered that his body was absolutely riddled with cancer and this time it was terminal. Brendon shares the brutal treatments he's endured as well as how his family have handled the situation, including his young sons.

This is part 1 of my chat with Brendon. Next week I'll be releasing part 2 which discusses some of the more unconventional treatments that Brendan has been through.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Imagine being able to remember every moment of your life. Even when you were a baby. Today's guest Rebecca has a condition called HSAM, Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory. She can re-live the best moments of her life, like blowing out the candles on her childhood birthday cakes but also the bad memories, which can feel like they are raw and real. This is such a fascinating chat with someone who experiences memory and time differently to most of us. Enjoy. 

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Today I'm speaking with two survivors and recruiters of the nxivm cult. They escaped and shut the whole thing down. nxivm was positioned as a self help business with tiers to advance. But there was a cost and over time there were strategies designed to keep you in. Strategies that were controlling and horrific.

This article explains the terms we discuss.

Content warning: This episode discusses disordered eating, abuse, and pregnancy termination. Support resources are linked below.

• Lifeline 13 11 14
• 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service
• Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au and SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637
• Disordered eating assistance The Butterfly Foundation or 1800 33 4673

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Stacey is a madam, she manages everything when it comes to brothels and sex workers, including clients. After 16 years she wants out, but not before she tells us everything she has experienced.

Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit & graphic content.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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Last week we spoke to Jaclyn, today we get to speak to Craig. He is Jaclyn’s husband, the one who cheated. The one who left his family for another woman. Very rarely do we get to hear from the adulterer. Why did they do what they did? What were they thinking?

It’s a conversation that is full of shame, regret, lessons learned and so much love. It's his first time speaking about this publicly.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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What would you do if you were pregnant, had a 2 year old son and found out the love of your life was leaving you for someone they met at the gym?

How would you deal with the betrayal? Would it make you crazy?

Would you do things you regret? Would you take them back?

This is a wild story of infidelity, forgiveness and redemption.

Follow Jaclyn on Instagram @forthewildfemme.

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Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

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You've never met a woman like Karly. We spoke to her husband Steven in this season. He came out as gay, leaving his young family and starting a new life. So many of you wanted to hear her perspective so we got her on the show. Honestly this woman is incredible.

Follow Karly on Instagram @__Karlyanne

Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.

Credits:

• Joanne Helder - Producer
• Caleb Jacobs - Music
• Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner

Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.

The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.