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  • entry sixteen: circle message "I love The Circle"

    y'all.... please don't swing on me cause I MISSED YOU!!! Welcome back to TDD :) you already know the drill.... it's TV Box Talk time BUT we're talking about one of the best reality TV shows of all time... THE CIRCLE. Are you actually joking me? Netflix literally made such an iconic ass show thats unlike anything that I've seen. The concept is genius and I genuinely vibed with a good amount of the players from the show! We went through all of the seasons that are out right now and I blessed you with my own Circle profile so you're welcome ;) But seriously when I pop off, don't act shocked when y'all see me on Season 33 okay? Thanks in advance!

    My Social’s Portal
    My IG: @ janiah_w
    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
    Twitter:@ umjaniah
    TikTok: @ umjaniah
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    Rec Center
    1. Satin by Destin Conrad (Ambre's Interlude, On 10 and Day Party are AMAZING) - https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_k8gA8n-l0tnJkzgxlz8x6ztDqlHu7_wf8
    2. Bitches by Coco and Clair Clair- https://youtu.be/emGB58Zanp0
    3. The Circle- On Netflix!
    * I don't own any of the clips in this entry*

    52 min
  • entry fifteen: Renaissance changed my life

    Beyoncé is one of my favorite artists of all time so of course the first JJJ of 2023 had to be Renaissance because personally, I think it's her best album! I listened to the album in full and drank for my favorite songs (literally all of them except 2) and went through all of the awesome art from this album (the vinyl & box set!) This entry was so much fun & if Beyoncé ever sees this... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and please come to Miami for the tour or I'll lose my marbles! Hope y'all enjoy & I'll see you soon for the next entry! :)   

    The Rec Center 

    1. Ce Soir by Duckwrth ft Syd- https://youtu.be/p0VcoJAiu8s 

    2. Ghost Ride by BLKODYSSY ft Mereba- https://youtu.be/zR7XbT-y7gI 

    3. Day Dreaming by Aretha Franklin-https://youtu.be/T-fz6TAipqo 

    4. Bout It by Liv.e (ARE YOU JOKING, I JUST FOUND OUT SHE DID A COLORS FOR THIS SONG WTF, IT'S MY FAVORITE)- https://youtu.be/sx3M-Z8M9A0 

    5. All I Need by Ronald Isley, The Isley Brothers & Beyonce-https://youtu.be/QDqIb08CiUI 

    6. The Mindy Project- Its back on Netflix! 

    7. The Circle- On Netflix!  

    My Social’s Portal  

    My IG: @ janiah_w 

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries  

    Twitter:@ umjaniah 

    TikTok: @  umjaniah 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries 

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    1 hr 11 min
  • entry fourteen: I love being Black

    Happy New Year y'all!!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, welcome back to another entry of TDD :) we skipped our usual order because I couldn't talk about this topic with anyone other than my special guest since we whole grew up together: MAL!!! MY BROTHER IS OUR SPECIAL GUEST WHATTTT!!! To be black is a blessing & I understood the magnitude from a young age. We talked about the culture, community, life experiences, & our favorite art from Black creatives. OMG and our fat asses, the food lmao! My childhood was the best mainly because I had Mal by my side through everything, even though we would argue like CRAZY. I love you Mal, thank you blessing TDD with your goat presence :) SEE YALL SOON WITH THE NEXT ENTRY!



    The Rec Center


    1. I love being Black on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0u7ugoEFQuasjlZEljFlPZ?si=e3cb43f045974a6b

    2. Best Man Series: On Peacock

    3. The Perfect Holiday: We watched on Youtube TV!

    4. Almost Christmas: We watched on Youtube TV!



    My Social’s Portal


    My IG: @ janiah_w

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries 

    Twitter:@ umjaniah

    TikTok: @  umjaniah

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    37 min
  • entry thirteen: 2022
    DAAAAAAMNNNNN! (in my Lil Uzi voice lol) Welcome back to another entry of TDD!!! Ironically, we've made our way back to another personal entry and it just so happens to be the last one of the year! So naturally, I had to do a recap of my 2022: how it was for me, my highlights, the things I've learned, the energy I want to carry into the new year & some different hobbies I plan on picking up! Speaking from a place of growth, I learned a lot about myself this year and truly feel that 2023 will be transformative for me because of how I plan on applying the lessons this year gave me. Personally, it was one of the hardest of my life BUT I think that things needed to happen the way they did, so I could get to the place I'm at today: hopeful for my future & fully believing in myself <3 I'm ready for my life to change for the better & I'm wishing for all of us to have a new year filled with new opportunities, new experiences & new blessings!!! I love you all so much & want you to know that you can do ANYTHING you set your mind to: use me as an example LMAO this shy girl started a podcast at one of my lowest moments just to put my ideas into action and here we are 5 months later with something that helped me find myself and more likeminded people to share my delusional ass thoughts with like.... A WIN IS A WIN! SEE YALL IN 2023 :) 
    Rec Center
    1. My Spotify Wrapped: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1F0sijgNaJdgit?si=f548a6358ff444be
    2. The Fresh Prince of Bel- Air: Watching on HBO Max
    3. Anti By Rihanna (I literally can't wait for her vinyl entry, I'm going to black tf out cause that album is perfection): https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLypxKwK9RwxylaqIK2bi24U67Qn9H_JvU
    My Social’s Portal
    My IG: @ janiah_w
    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries
    Twitter:@ umjaniah
    TikTok: @ umjaniah
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries
    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries
    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah
    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app
    59 min
  • entry twelve: TV romance makes my world go round

    HI MY LOVERS!!!! WELCOME BACK TO ANTOHER ENTRY ON TDD, I've missed y'all so much and we're back with another TV Box Talk! I don't know how many times I can tell y'all I'm a hopeless romantic but here's me showcasing that in another way because we're talking about my favorite TV couples. I literally get attached to these characters like they're real people BUT they act their asses off to supplement my delusions SO I hope y'all enjoy! And let me know about your favorite TV couples down below :)  

    The Rec Center 

    1. Jane The Virgin- On Netflix 

    2. A Different World- On Amazon Prime & HBO Max 

    3. Parks & Rec- On Peacock (P.S- The Tube legit blocked this clip I added for April & Andy so here's a compilation of their best moments: https://youtu.be/BNZz96AKJJY)

    4. New Girl- On Netflix 

    5. One Tree Hill- On HBO Max 

    6. Insecure- On HBO Max 

    7. Abbott Elementary- On Hulu 

    8. Snooki & Jwoww- On Paramount Plus 

    9. The Terrell Show Episode with Tabitha Brown- https://youtu.be/MEDJ-GsF6oQ (Seriously, when I get overwhelmed with my reality I go back to this video and it genuinely calms me & reminds me that we all have a purpose in this life bigger than the one I'm planning for. Tab was SPITTING this whole video, okayyyy!) 

    10. S.O.S by SZA- https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLxA687tYuMWhgXktHabkjoh4p8kGS9Wai  

    My Social’s Portal  

    My IG: @ janiah_w 

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries  

    Twitter:@ umjaniah TikTok: @  umjaniah 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries 

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app



    1 hr 3 min
  • entry eleven: dazed & delusional (my dream festival lineup)

    HIII!!!! Welcome back to another entry of TDD :) For todays JJJ, I decided to create/manifest my own festival and discuss who I'd NEED to see on the lineup. To be honest, I didn't expect this entry to be almost two hours (like gah damn!) BUT I had to play some mandatory songs that I NEEDED to hear from each artist and literally got carried away. But, I actually went so much into detail (the whole vibe of the festival, when/where I'd want it to be & my bomb ass fits for all 3 days.) So, if this entry told me anything.. it's that I'd be an amazing festival planner & a crazy DJ, which I will be hopping into next year okayyy lol cause I loved it so much. If you had a festival, who would you need to see?! Let me know down below & I can't wait to talk with y'all next time. I LOVE YOU <3


    The Rec Center

    1. Two Birds Both Stoned Podcast's Dream Festival Lineup: (The girls inspired me because this episode from them was SO FUNNY OMG. Emily & Cailyn, If you somehow see this... I love you!!!) https://youtu.be/dHGs_L4qdWE

    2. Pitch Perfect Riff Offs (PSA- the first one shifted me as a person LMFAO I need to join an adult acapella group like I'm crying) 

    - PP1: https://youtu.be/2cX146MJ018

    - PP2: https://youtu.be/CzzCnUARVWs

    3. Dazed & Delusional (Playlist on Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1ArOdC4KsNn0UYmVuSFN0S?si=faf0aa6332d64875&pt=60783a7537aa5c0c5a7583d0b97da649

    4. Life Interludes (Playlist on Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6vTdGN5xUnJHIZ0dChQ550?si=a60bb30905fa4aa6

    5. Pinterest board for D&D: https://pin.it/5KFeyzF

    My Social’s Portal

    My IG: @ janiah_williams 

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries 

    Twitter:@ umjaniah

    TikTok: @  umjaniah

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

     *** I don't own any of the music played in this video!!!***

    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    1 hr 53 min
  • entry ten: Black women are beautiful, but let me refocus

    hi guys! long time, no see or talk... I KNOW & I MISSED Y'ALL SO MUCH :) welcome back to another entry of TDD! On this one, we're literally giving Black women their flowers. Throughout this entry, I got to actually process how being raised & surrounded by so many amazing examples of Black women has shaped me into the person I am today & its something that I'll never take for granted. We even got into some celebs who embody the same power to me and they also need to be highlighted for being the true stars that they are (and not what society wants them to be!) All in all, I think its so important to give Black women the grace that the WORLD seems to give everybody else because we deserve it too! It's not easy being a divine & otherworldly being, so recognize that :)  

    The Rec Center  

    1. I love Black women Playlist (on Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5VJU4KoP1Rxig720B0xiW6?si=fbdc7b4f817b4b46

    2. Renaissance by Beyonce: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzrMYyHmLhGA9MJNeIMOPrciPVTbnk48M

    3. Homecoming by Beyonce (On Netflix): This is actually y'alls homework assignment because a Beyonce entry is coming soon LMAO  

    My Social’s Portal  

    My IG: @ janiah_williams  

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries  

    Twitter:@ umjaniah TikTok: @  umjaniah 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries 

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    1 hr 13 min
  • entry nine: I'm a Disney Channel adult

    Hi, my name is Janiah and you're listening to part one of my Disney Channel rant :) omg, welcome back everyone to another entry of TDD, we're back to TV Box Talk and I couldn't resist!! Disney Channel (specifically) is a part of my being so it was time to talk about my favorite shows growing up and the one's that are imprinted on my mind from that time. The fact that I realized I'll probably be paying a Disney+ bill for the rest of my life is crazy but it's for good reason cause I can't deny how the content from that time left an impact on me. I literally want my kids to experience the same content when they grow up so if they ever see this, you're welcome!!! Thank you guys for listening to me and tuning in. Do we have any favorite shows in common? Let me know in the comments!  P.S- Part 2 is straight movies because I can't rush the greatness that is DCOM and Pixar movies, like be foreal. I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCH. SEE YOU NEXT TIME!!!! :)   

    The Rec Center  1. Entergalatic: I watched on Netflix (easily my favorite movie this year) 

    2. I'm Janiah and you're watching Disney Channel on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/76XGxN7ZxdXIcHrOVJEPg8?si=9a745f44063d4e56

    My Social’s Portal

    My IG: @ janiah_williams

    Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

    Twitter:@ umjaniah

    TikTok: @ umjaniah

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

    The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

    YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


    This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

    51 min
  • entry eight: If you're reading this, I'm drunk

    The title of this entry is very, very, VERY true! Welcome back to entry eight of TDD! This J’s Juxebox Jointz is for the one & only, If You’re Reading This, It’s Too Late!!!! Like WOW, to be in 10th grade again, running around school with my wire headphones trying to learn the lyrics to this album the first day it came out :’) It’s going to go down as a classic for me & I know so many other people can relate. I took shots for my favorites per usual & basically threw an album listening party!!! What do y’all think of this album?! Let me know in the comments & I can’t wait to talk with y’all soon :)

    The Rec Center

    1. Seven Days In June by Tia Williams: https://www.amazon.com/Seven-Days-June-Tia-Williams/dp/153871910X
    2. If You're Reading This, It’s Too Late: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsFUbQpMyyfgUhx4RKwPzK8wWf01-0T1D
    3. Home 2 Drake’s Best Work on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4vGnlEWhMqQkqGzeiZiJlS?si=0c63be1505584f06&pt=02860197bdc1967368a9b0399193f865
    4. Two Birds, Both Stoned Podcast: https://youtu.be/dHGs_L4qdWE

    5. My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      *** I DON'T OWN ANY RIGHTS TO THE MUSIC PLAYED IN THIS VIDEO, I JUST LOVE ME SOME DRAKE***


      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      1 hr 35 min
    6. entry seven: to all the boys I've loved

      Welcome back to another entry of TDD!!! There's so much going on in this one (in the best way!) It's our first entry in a new spot AND I HAD MY FIRST GUEST, my amazing mother who literally pulled up and dropped some amazing gems and insight on this entry's topic: being a hopeless romantic and what love looks like for everyone. To me, there's no one way to love someone but I will say there's a right way, depending on the person! I used to dull down the type of love I wanted just to be in a relationship with whoever, when in reality, the right person will love me the way I see fit for myself: boombox outside the window, love letters, throwing up every time you don't see me LMFAOOO like nothing too crazy ;) In all seriousness, I truly do love, love and I can't wait to fall in it! I'm no longer settling for the bare minimum when it comes to it and I'm standing on that. I definetely plan on revisiting this topic down the line cause I can really talk about love all day. Can y'all relate? Let me know in the comments!

      & A HUGE THANKS TO MY MOM FOR BEING AN AMAZING GUEST, YOU'RE SUCH A MF ICON AND NOW HISTORY FOR TDD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :)

      The Rec Center

      1. Love Jones (The Movie)

      2. Grand Crew: I watched it on Peacock!

      3. Love in all of its forms: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Rmq8mt8hlEQ72IdKjreFs?si=680279b1c5f540ad&pt=116a2348de32a01ac901b888ad09b2d4

      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      52 min

    About The Delusional Diaries

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    The Delusional Diaries is a safe space for me to be delusional and fully immersed in the things that make my heart glow! Every once in a while, I’ll come back to reality and leave a diary entry about…