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  • entry six: Insecure helped me realize who I was

    Welcome back to another entry of The Delusional Diaries :) We made our way back to another TV Box Talk and Insecure has been on my mind heavy for these last few weeks! I just realized how there truly hasn't been a modern TV show that I've related to so much on so many levels: the characters, the culture, the storyline, & the journey of it all! Issa Rae is one of the greatest creators PERIOD, but to be an iconic black woman carving the way for so many black creatives to express themselves & their art as THEY feel best, is something she'll always get her flowers for, from me. Insecure is my favorite show of all time & I'm so lucky to have watched and appreciated its' impact in real time! IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT, PLEASE WATCH IT RIGHT NOW!!! Thanks for tuning in to another entry & I'll see y'all next time <3

    The Rec Center

    1. Drink Champs- Issa Rae: https://youtu.be/h6XkYp-tcTw
    2. Drink Champs- ASAP Rocky: https://youtu.be/gwZfCvr_GK8
    3. The Lion King: The Gift by Beyoncé: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mjlktYsXPOdjvsZBlkV9oFus2kbA3zyzE
    4. - My favorite songs from this album are Bigger, Find Your Way Back, Ja Ara E, NILE!!!, Keys To The Kingdom, Already, Otherside, Spirit & Black Parade.

         4.  ADD Quarantine Games that make me crack tf up

      -  https://youtu.be/qnDcBoYYlPQ

      - https://youtu.be/3SZAXE9b2AY

      - https://youtu.be/pFvuh3Ari6U

        5.   Aaliyah Jay's Girl Chat on How To Fall In Love With Yourself- https://youtu.be/ii9ugVySdcc


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      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

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      Twitter:@ umjaniah

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      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      1 hr 6 min
    5. entry five: Flower Boy is for me & no one else

      Welcome back!!! Here's the first official J's Juxebox Jointz and of course, It was going to be about my baby daddy :) and please, don't come to me as a woman or man cause I don't care, he's mine!!! On a serious note, Flower Boy will forever be one of my coming of age albums and I wanted to give it the shine it deserves!!! To me, the album is perfect (it's my favorite from him) so we celebrated my favorite songs with some shots!! So grab something & join me for this impromptu listening party LMAO it was so fun :)   

      The Rec Center  

      1. My Playlist with my favorite songs from my baby daddy: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0oj4SE7qe53sCmL3z8lLr0?si=918ec3c68d524bc6

      2. Pillow Talk Remix by Tyler The Creator: https://soundcloud.com/tudordinica/pillow-talk-remix?si=fa4aa8ffabff41ec9af152311ef6ceed&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

      3. 911 (Live) by Tyler The Creator ft Steve Lacy on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert: https://youtu.be/l1Pv00NX9cA

      4. Renaissance by Beyonce: Beyonce RENAISSANCE Full Album 

      5. The Lorax Movie: I watched it on Peacock! 

      6. How I Met Your Father: I watched on Hulu!  

      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      * I don't own any of the music in this audio!!!*

      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      1 hr 23 min
    6. entry four: my bills are paid, but at what cost?

      Hi you guys, I'm literally uploading this before I give my soul away for the next 8 hours on this dreadful Monday :) which basically sets the precedent for this episode, I HATE WORKING & I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE! The only full time job I'd want (which I forgot to add to my amazing list) is being a professional bed rotter! Could you imagine being paid to do NOTHING in your bed for the rest of your life? I can and when I crack the code on how I can make it happen, I'll let ya'll know. In the meantime, I hope you all enjoy this entry & let me know what you think!!


      The Rec Center

      As If The Podcast By Aja MyQueen: https://open.spotify.com/show/2jaOYDJBwAlpj88rQJuuPa?si=dkonbpNYQ8CoQ0neCDl8Fw

      Da Art Of Storytellin' Part 1 by Outkast- https://youtu.be/F0tamp9XdqU

      Ravyn Lenae's Tiny Desk - https://youtu.be/KsDT5Wa0hwI

      Teddy Ray vs Doboy: Smoking Weed Challenge- https://youtu.be/GVLCPf4MG1s

      The Try Guys: Just a bunch of videos I love from them- https://youtu.be/cciw0MyXMyI

      https://youtu.be/Syff4tqo7w0

      https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9qQXSjI-WOq3xfvfayFwW-KyIlNlr1nQ


      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      1 hr 8 min
    7. entry three: I'm a doctor because of Grey's Anatomy

      Yeah... you see the title. It's a beautiful day to post entry three ;) IYKYK!! I literally have my M.D because one of the greatest shows of all time and what a banger for the first installment of Tv Box Talk! We discussed my favorite kinds of TV styles & the shows that fall under and everything Grey's Anatomy: the crazy stats behind the show & even crazier moments that have taken place on that show. I said what I said about my favorite characters and I wanted to spare y'all in the audio with my opinions but... Addison > Meredith AND I'M SORRY LMAO

      Let me know if you liked Tv Box Talk & what you'd want to talk about next! As always, I love you all & can't wait to chat with you next time :)


      The Rec Center

      1. The Mindy Project: On Hulu, I seriously rate it a 9/10! I'm on season 3 right now during my rewatch and it was such a good choice for a show I've seen but haven't seen in a while!

      2. Private Practice: ALSO ON HULU, omg I just confirmed. The storyline of the show is way better than Grey's to me because it's so realistic. The acting is insane and I love every single character, seriously! I'll rate it a 10/10 so y'all should join me because I'm definitely rewatching it after Mindy.

      3. Twin Flame by Kaytranada & Anderson Paak: If I don't see Kay live... I'm ending it all. Just saw the video & I LOVE IT! https://youtu.be/nFk20L7MrDw

      4. Sunshine by Steve Lacy feat Foushee: This song feels like getting ready to go meet someone that you know you shouldn't LOL and I love it for that. Def a song for me to daydream about romantic love which fuels me everyday :) https://youtu.be/RC8u7RJe-TE


      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      56 min
    8. entry two: I want to be a song in my next life

      WELCOME TO ENTRY TWO EVERYONE!! This is our first installment of J's Juxebox Jointz which is so exciting! I love music too much to not give it its' own space to be celebrated and adored for the iconic medium it is. It just so happened that the first episode & my first time going to Rolling Loud happened at the same time so I got to speak on my experience which was THE BEST :) I appreciate you all for tuning in and keeping up with the Pod, I'm overflowing with gratitude & can't say enough how much I LOVE YOU (whoever is reading this) 

      The Rec Center This whole episode was exactly that LMAO so I just created a playlist of all the different songs I mentioned throughout this entry. I'm in the lab trying to figure out how to make an Apple version? but here's something for the Spotify girlies! 

      https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4pm29gMu31GIFLZ1PMppGP?si=pTi6IZLeSh6-SFgV_CW6qQ&nd=

      1 - We Are The World (25 For Haiti): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glny4jSciVI Also, I'm so dumb because they definitely raised money from this & there's actually 80 people on the record! But the video reminds me of my childhood lol 

      - BopDrop https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bopdrop-social-music/id1493303435 My user is @umjaniah :) go drop some bops!


      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah


      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      1 hr 8 min
    9. entry one: hi, my name is Janiah and I'm lost

      This is the first episode of The Delusional Diaries!!! I took this episode to let y'all know a bit about me & where I'm at in life right now. 23 has truly shown me how tough your twenties are but I can wait to navigate this chapter with you all :) THANK YOU FOR WATCHING, I LOVE YOU!!  OMG & here's links to everything I mentioned from The Rec Center!  

      1. Joyce's Journey To Finding Love: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwcDsF24OEk  

      2. The Terrell Show (WAIT THE ONES WITH COCO JONES AND AMBER RILEY ARE MY FAVORITE): https://www.youtube.com/c/TerrellGrice  

      3. Mariota by Westside Gunn ft Stove God Cooks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RP_yi9Uw7Pg 

      4. Hypnos by Rayvn Lenae: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLqJlmvd-5V23P3bywRjXqZYASpFugepXL


      My Social’s Portal

      My IG: @ janiah_williams

      Film IG:@ three3threefilmz

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast IG: @ theedelusionaldiaries

      Twitter:@ umjaniah

      TikTok: @ umjaniah

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast TikTok: @ thedelusionaldiaries

      The Delusional Diaries Podcast: https://anchor.fm/thedelusionaldiaries

      YT page: https://youtube.com/@umjaniah

      This episode is sponsored by Anchor: https://anchor.fm/app

      50 min

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    The Delusional Diaries is a safe space for me to be delusional and fully immersed in the things that make my heart glow! Every once in a while, I’ll come back to reality and leave a diary entry about…