I don't technically celebrate Lent anymore, but I was raised Catholic, which is part of my identity. I coincidentally arrived at a very confusing and painful point in my life, and I am using these 40 days and 40 nights to lock things down. I want, dare I say need, you to accompany me. I am a bit embarrassed by this episode, as I break down and cry, and it's not subtle. I start talking about something that I haven't talked about at all, even in my private life, and that is the death of my friend Orlando Sanchez. He was famous and well-respected in Grappling, but he had been my friend before he ever tied his belt. I also have been having some aggressive depression and anxiety; frankly, I lost it a little. Thank you so much to all my sponsors and everyone who listens and subscribes.

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