The Mind Stops Here

Jac intro, bodywork/rolfing, break the rules, addiction and denial, responsibility is an ability to respond, self-honesty under every level, contraction at work, homeopathy and energy work on your energy field, desire is always associated with an I, total unconditional love for the character, fear in the body that needs to be exposed, ego coming into wholeness, sex without desire running, Heisenberg's principle revisited: Does state of mind in the observer have an impact on the observed object?

Jac intro: pulling attention back/resting in the natural state, the doing to get into the natural state, grief vs. suffering, discernment and choices, an organic pull towards harmony, diversity making machine, let 'I don't know' be your benchmark, spiritual bypassing, mind is bringing what is known into the personal and that doesn't fit, rolfing/bodywork, overwhelm, incompleteness and not having closure, what would it be to have no motivation stemming from desire.

Jac intro/guided meditation, a sense of 'me' versus a personal 'me', labeling -- concepts -- experiences, labeling of subject-object disappearing and reappearing as your self, a willingness to not let go, taking things personally, family constellations, letting go of self criticism and self doubt, going prior/beneath the blank state.

Jac intro and guided meditation, depression and indifference, when it starts getting destructive at a core level then it is time to leave, consciousness does not need a body/mind to know itself, doubting mind, relationship with money, mantra to stop fighting with the mind, infusing body with frequency of pure consciousness, bodywork for releasing tension in the body, dwelling on unknowns will cripple you.

Prior to awareness is playing as the character, sense of you must have value in order to make idea of separation plausible, the idea of "i am my body", consciousness in and of itself and a knowing that does not need body/mind, Courage, a not knowing and a total trusting, energy of what you are comes through love from the other side of love and has no agenda, in the depths of full-on experience is it known that it is not real, devotion flowing, do you forget what you are at any time?

Does a rock bottom experience need to happen prior to awakening? protecting the form against certain energies, awakening is for knowing what you already are, functioning in the world while going through the spiritual path, chakras, grabbing a thought/buying into story even when there is a knowing that it is not real, levels of identification, is there just stillness or is there a me/sense of me with the stillness?, energy of fear, me as pure consciousness is learning to be fully human, desire versus yearning, thoughts are energy balls.

Guided meditation, beliefs and believability loops and their impact on the body, re-birthing, subject-object and what dissolves is the object, being ensnared by mind and thoughts, difficult marriage/relationship, finding a lifestyle that supports you, family matters.

Consciousness is prior to existence, guided meditation, some ideas that may have no foundation in any story, love is movement, coming back to satsang because drama is luring you again OR something not being solid yet, being on a roll in life, total acceptance of yourself, fear of dying and losing the chance to know myself, movement of energy in satsang.

Jac intro: nothing needs to be dissolved for truth to show itself, the more attention stays inside the more mind loses its effectiveness in fabricating lies, identification, hanging on to grace to lead you home, process of manifestation from "prior to all of it" to duality, potentiality of pure consciousness, Knowing, non-being that underpins the whole roll out into duality, what happens when the body dies, idea of Karma and balancing the books, doing something loving for yourself, Choice & Free will.