Natural state, prior to natural state, existence, prior to consciousness, money, non-existence, personal "I", existential fear, sex-safety-money and spiritual conditioning.

“prior to consciousness” guided meditation, questions to consider and discussion, jac's theory on a capacity when consciousness collapses, insufficient nurturing.

The personal self, intuition, attachment, trap door, surrender and trust, beyond all of it, an echo, time, jac's experience, self-image.

Physiological events with enlightenment, self-referencing, frequencies, prior to consciousness, echo of knowing, migraine, managing identity in the world, owning my masculine side, self-love, intention.

Frequency of beauty, attachment to beauty, fear, self-love, preferences and desires, sleeping through life, values and rules, mind as the liar, sexual relationship, sugar addiction.

Layers of perception, space and time, past lives, taking on energy of others, frequency of anger, impatience, constantly talking in mind, traumas, anxiety and fear.

taking attention away from mind, micro and macro, self-reference, relationship with power, favorites and inheritance, conditioning around wills, relationships, ego and enlightenment, pulling attention back

Self Love, Short-circuits, thinking mind and working mind, Music as a spiritual practice, Art, Spiritual Practice, suffering, does God exist?, Jac's path.

Taking things personally, balance and well-being, “knowing” outside of all of it, mind playing catchup, other dimensions, life cycle of ego, karmic debt, addiction to thoughts, Desires, avoidance, existential fear, natural state, emptiness, prior to consciousness, Innate knowing, pointing to prior, reaction to waiting.

Different approaches, sole purpose to wake up, unity, prior to consciousness, devotion, sense of choice, subject-object perception, knowing, attention at home, integration, jac's change in direction, functioning in the world, Observer, disharmony, powerlessness, anxiety, attachment to family.