NO LONGER A PREDATOR

Episode 1 THE5DP

TRIGGER WARNINGS

(Topics in the 5D podcast that can trigger you)

* Rape

* Incest

* Religion

* Multidimension theories

* Q anon

* God

* Guns

* Snitches

* Karma

THE 5DP

This is the 5D podcast and we talk about everything that does and does not exist in this Universe/ Reality/ Dimension.

I speak my mind and I’m 100% honest and my opinions may offend but they always come from a place of good intentions, compassion and love. 100%! I never want to hurt anyone unless they deserve it. lol. But I’m not joking.

Fair?

Most of the time I will walk away from negative situations because the “Revenge Whore” side of my personality has been turned down now and I usually decide to live my life instead. But it’s still there, I know it. These things never go away. They just get “turned down.” And THANK GOD. Or you get old and run outta energy ha. One or the other.

This is a great premiere episode with my co-host this week Mason Jenderson (alias). We couldn’t have more opposite opinions on EVERYTHING, but I do find he challenges me to be better sometimes and I rate him as my long-time friend for this and many other reasons. GOOD DUDE. I have learnt a lot from him about world/American politics and I don’t want to teach Mason anything except to think…….. ..just a little.

The thing with thinking is, you are not born with the discipline of it. This is a learned skill that takes a lot of self-motivation and of course, discipline to learn to do. CRITICAL THINKING has never been more important to master.

I made the theme song FOR THE 5DP, all my podcasts are a copyright lawsuit waiting to happen lol. shhhhhhhh

(not me, not me, I’m just a little flower. No one home ever ever)

THE MUSIC

I like to showcase some new music every podcast, old tunes I love and some DJ mixes I have done also. I will credit everyone at the bottom from whom I play. This video below is a song I have featured within the CAST it’s by one of my fave newly discovered producers Johnny Jewel (he has lots of tracks for free on soundcloud better organised than YouTube), who mostly does movie soundtracks and Versace Runway soundtracks sometimes I believe. This is one of his popstars, he has a few. She has some other electronic tracks with Jewel featuring John Ono Lennon as well. Curious, he gets around. He does a great duet with Lana Del Rey called “Tomorrow Never Came.” But this is GLUME sometimes known as BRITTANY i think, produced by Johnny Jewel called SURGERY.

Enjoy the 5D podcast I will have mics next week so you can hear Mason “I’m not a slave to the system anymore” Jenderson better. And, if you have anything within the 5DP you want us to chat about or if you are a paid subscriber, just come on up and do a podcast with us! Put us dowwwwwn bittchhh. SURGERY, we love it.

THE PLAN IS SECRET FOR ONLY SOME BUT GO ON 8KUN AND WORK IT OUT FOR YA OWN GOD DAMN SELVES WITH THE WHITE HORSE AND RABBIT. HOP HOP

I’ll post the latest Q ANON riddle thing here every episode. See if you can crack it. They are spies, as Mason states in the 5DP, they can not reveal their identity. (does this sound like a cartoon for 8-year-old boy to you or….). lol.

No, bless them.

And

Anyway let’s go down the rabbit hole…..

Q DROP STRAIGHT FROM THE SOURCE (and I’m never trying to be funny or make any of this up. What I write as the Q SOURCE Q DROP is the word for word……..I know………..I know. But, they are a man (maybe) with a plan, which is more than I can say for myself (Woody Allen joke, whoops trigger warning there).

Q DROP 14TH OF SEPT 2023. - LATEST Q DROP CODED UPDATE. (don’t play).

08/12/23 (Sat) 06:11:10 No.49

(… Hey that’s the day Centrelink cut me off. Nothing is a coincidence)

(START OF THE CODED Q DROP, COMMENT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THIS ALL MEANS!!!!!)

If they Bill Cooper me,

Take the whole thing down, and with it it’s evil.

If they don’t, then follow me and we will take it down with our light.

Rage against the dying of the light.

“Stripped and stabbed, by faceless men,

Well fuckers, he still stands.”

I’m still free to speak, right?

Q_source

IT CAME WITH THIS PIC V

What a shame about the Trump chicken thing, seems most likely he took it down himself he looks like a fucking idiot lol. Personally, I think Trump should put it back up, it looks really bizarre and great - If THEY hate him so much and can kill Epstein, dangerous terrorists they do business with, KENNEDY…… Why would “they” just take this silly SNL chicken bit down and not just kill Trump…….?? That is my question. ohhhh my. I mean, If they really hated him. hmm

(this below, was underneath this Q drop, it looks to me like they are just malfunctioning with this one. Someone was accidentally just butt dialled this drop and all the quotes they use to sound mysterious have been accidentally copied and pasted up and they haven’t noticed. It was probably NEWMAN. THATS WHERE I SEE THESE PEOPLE POSTING FROM. Like that control room in Jurassic Park. Every time that’s where I go in my mind).

Q Source reply to the drop above

It all comes true.

Revelation 19:11-19:17

(This is that part of the bible - The Heavenly Warrior Defeats the Beast)

Revelation 19:06

(This is 19.06 - Then I heard what seemed to be the voice of a great multitude, like the roar of many waters and like the sound of mighty peals of thunder, crying out, “Hallelujah! For the Lord our God the Almighty reigns) And…..

Prophecy of Pahana. (breathing ?)

Don Q uixote (gangster?)

The Little Prince

(The parable was one of the main methods of preaching of Jesus Christ) shocking

The Quran (is the bible and vice versa I HEARD)

The BiBle (first testament I adore)

I’m just Winging it (we can tell)

Return of the King. (Elvis, blahhh. or probably Arthur lol.)

Let’s Go Brandon Stark. Team Brandon won the GoT. (no comment)

Skywalker (luke!)

B Wing Fighter - (they have a thing for Star Wars)

It’s the only way to fly. (hmmm)

Follow the white rabbit.

(Jefferson’s Airplane said not to and look where Alice ended up! That thing is wayyy too obsessed with time, he is horror. KILL THE WHITE RABBIT)

Your personal Jesus 🌹.

(ooooooo ooo grooovy. The emoji was them not me by the way……..)

Q_source

I love you

Credit’s for the music

Johnny Jewel plus Guests feat. GLUME and John ONO LENNON (Italians do it better, boys are bad that’s the danger).

Johnny Jewel newly founded soundtrack maker synth Italian freak like NINA. All the segments of short bursts of music are Jewel.

PLUS….

Grimes - Skin

Taylor swift - Vigilante Shit and I did something bad

Lana Del Rey - Poem from her poetry book Violent Bent Backwards over the grass

Gucci Mane - Homeboy on a shirt

DESIRE - The band

DEATH GRIPS - MY SECOND FAVE BAND IN THE WORLD

Alice from Alice in Wonderland having a breakdown

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…..i had to stay. I cry for this reality. But i do what i’m told.

this mix is a different version but its the final cut

i think this is it.

The 5D Podcast up next ….give me a minute i just got out of hospital there was a lot of blood. blahhh. im in a bad way. but not dead…… if i could know why that would really help.

I let him go last year when i decided to just lay down and die.

….again I HAd TO stay. So here i am

VIVIAN V

goodbye jethro cave. thanks for dropping by.

CREDITS:

First Aid Kit - The Asthmatic, the future

Vivian V - Raven//Dove

Leonard Cohen - Marianne, if it be your will, my mind, i’m old. the anthem, kanye west poem, beautiful junk, how to read a porm

Kanye West - runaway, fml, dark fantasy (nicky manage), kanye west talks about hate, god, the plan, the plan gone wrong and god,

johnny jewel - death

Antony and the johnsons - If it be your will

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So Kanye lives in grief of his mother dying and he is one of those ones that death leaves mangled up into something that used to resemble you, Sometimes you have a human drug to fall down upon which might make it seem alot easier but the human drug doesnt last forever the human drug actuslly can make it worse or something. …..GRIEF.

I’ve lived in grief all my life and I know another griefer when I meet them. He doesn’t have bi-polar or autism hes just a smart guy living in greif and finding it fucking hard to cope with especially when someone you love actually dies, I mean fuck, that makes the alone part even more lonely. You try to ignore it but there are times when you are in a crown of people who have somewhere to go and you, you are just there in grief…..

WE ARE FREER THAN WE THINK KANYE

We are freer than we think, so be free Ye, but doN’T die. I need you..

GRIEF - Ye depicts this grief very well at the end of WAR, fast forward to 29.30mins. That is grief. Thank you Kanye. Its not “poor me.” It’s an identification that Kanye exudes, like in runaway, that makes us want to be with him and on his journey because its our journey too. And FUCK Hitler, you need hype to get the important message out there and maybe he was a little pissed at jewish lawyers, maybe, but he had a message and the last seconds of this video is part of it. GRIEF. LOVE.

“Would you believe in what you believe in if you were the only one who believed it?”

i do ye but its really hard…..

WHY YOU LISTENING TO LIL BABY LISTEN TO FUTURE BITCH? YOU AINT LISTENING TO YE, YO LISTEN TO DRAKE BITCH? YOU A FAKE BITCH! (not you just generally hip hop speako). SUBSCRIBE! podcasts only avail if you subscribe now xxxx DONT LISTEN TO YE LISTEN TO …..The Mona Lisa Podcast BITCH

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RAVEN + DOVE = DEATHLOVE

= GRIEF

= GONE FOREVER

= GRIEF

= THE ONLY THING WE KNOW WE IGNORE

= WHAT IF I SAID “YOU ARE DEAD MEAT?” YOU WOULD LAUGH

= WHAT IF I SAID “YOU WILL DIE A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH MAYBE?”

He gets up, he looks good, he stands there and strokes that one note. He is a man. A man who has seen the depths of the patterns of the universe. He’s “crazy” but she will love him, less than he loves her by default.

What if she loved him even though he was crazy? WHAT IS SHE LOVED HIM because he was crazy? Does that make her a crack addict? Maybe? Did he want to hurt her? Did he want to see how deep the bullet lay now after all that? He saw it and he stayed away for many days. She can never look at a magic eight ball the same again.

All the while she’s no half-truths, only naked lines and she’s caught between space and time. She’s been raped and she still wants love for everyone and she can forgive, even though the forgiveness he believed, was always owed to him.

What if she hugged him and said it was ok, would he allow it?

What if she had a cigarette lit it and smoked it and then he cried and she begged him for forgiveness and she was just going to love him and leave him, so what happened?

why did you never love me? Why did you ever love me? What don’t you love about me?! I just wanted to be free.

But we are freer than we think (foucault),

Well, if I could make a deal with God and get him to swap our places, I’d be running up that road, that hill, that building. Counting the seconds until there were no problems.

…..if i only could.

Sooooon to be able to access the podcast and this is when ill actually start to speak on it, you will have to subscribe even just for free which is an option. These last few podcasts and there are a few subscribe-free ones to come, maybe 2. Just giving you a little insight into who I am today and what means a lot to me and WHOM doesn't. Mostly THAT list goes off the page. And it would include people you wouldn’t have guessed, and so would my meaning list. Don’t pigeonhole me! lol (hate that expression). Don’t Raven-Dove me. I did a quiz, what two animals are you? Last night, and I got a DOLHOR - dolphin and horse…

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That was Andy Warhol, the Velvet Underground, Paris Hilton, the fuck wit. from that dumb band melancholic rats in pumpkins with no education just fucking blind dumb luck, chance 50/50, bullshit, yes smash him sure, and Courtney Love.

More on the philosophy of Warhol AND Love when I find the right words to say to you daddy free Winona always and forever and Paris don’t spend two in her or do if your vincent

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In the opening song before this interview, Divine performs “Born to be Cheap” and she sings her song in her signature raspy voice, shouting lyrics that really are about nothing at all, but represent a culture that like John Waters describes as “RAW BEAUTY”. All the while she dances like drunk Uncle Bernie on your wedding day in the suburbs somewhere, anywhere…..I’ll go with Dandenong in Melbourne, or the Crown Casino would definitely be the perfect setting too. (Which is coincidentally where people from Dandenong seem to spend their weekends most weeks and Jesus/God that culture makes me grateful I am banned from the Crown Casino, like I should be).

The performance see’s Divine shuffling around like Grandad on New Years Day at the R.S.L club. With her bleached blonde hair that stands up like she has been electrocuted and a dress I personally think you might only see on a Friday night in Surfer’s Paradise in Queensland. (One of my favourite places on earth).

This is the John Waters trailer for Polyester that is shown on the recording you can not see, Water’s describes it akin to a deodorant commercial (lol). The cheesy music played over the top said it all but below is another preview of Waters same film, just in case you had not heard of him or seen one:

Divine was a muse to many, including Jethro, myself, quite a few sex workers i used to work with, one naming herself Divine after the cross dressing bundle of joy. Divine really was a very special character of the time, and forever she’s seminal and time-less and there will never be another.

She sytarted made brilliant music, so brilliant in fact New Order stole one of her songs and made their song out of it called “Blue Monday.” They shamelessly changed not one note on it, and paid Divine the sum of zero dollars. This would have been when Divine was first starting out in clubs and didn’t have the money to fight the copyright infridgement, she wouldn’t have been the only one to fall victim to the talentless band, who obviously lacked any creativity without Ian Curtis. that is all.

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“…and I was dead”

This quote had a huge impact on me. HUGE. Not because it was gothic or provocative or anything like that. Because it was sad. I loved sadness because I could relate to it, identify with it and it felt comfortable but also uplifting. I got off on sadness. It was probably why I later became a sadist, a thing I am not anymore. Well, I guess I still am but I choose not to be which seems to get me off better these days. And the bad karma II couldn’t handle it anymore.

And I don’t rate The Brown Bunny as my favourite film for any other reason (and when I saw it I had no idea of the controversy or care for the unsimulated sex scene. I liked the act in the film because it was something done in many films and it’s interesting. Mixing the worlds of old 80s and 90s porn films and film films. It sent me on a journey of finding other films that have done this. They were mainly French. I liked brown bunny because its a meaningful film. I love that most of the story is told in the last 15 minutes and its a 2-hour film. But its not actually, the other minutes of the film builds up to the last 15 minutes and these things he’s doing in that time, make the las 15 minutes much more meaningful. They are understood. And then there’s other routes you can go like…oh….well was she giving him a blow job or is it a delusion or is it her spirit? She obviously wasn’t really. Like Dogville. She is….but she isn’t. So it’s not all that bad even though in hindsight its fucking horrific.

it’s all understood especially when she says “and i was dead". it made me sad.

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Mr and Mrs Smith lived next door to us when we were kids. There was one patch of grass connecting our house with Mr Smiths house. I went outside and my brothers and sisters followed and my father, my mother was somewhere, I think she was just inside. And.....oh my god....Mr Smith....what I saw that night.....i can't......i can't even talk about it.

I never talked to Mr Smith that much, he never really said hello... - Lynch.

#SORRY ABOUT THE ADS - SBS it's free so I allow it. LOL. won't be every podcast. Bunnies on episode 2.

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