I have to start off by saying sorry. Towards the end of the episode, there are some audio problems and it's all my fault. I used the lapel mic and got animated, at which point it wrapped up in my clothes. I edited out most of it but sorry nonetheless. Instant gratification has been the bane of my entire existence. Addiction, fat loss, muscle building, relationships, etc have all been ruined by my need for things to give me an immediate return on investment.