Insights on sharing the Gospel in the American culture

My speaking is my service even though sometimes it doesn't feel like it. 1 Peter 4:10-11

My weakness keeps me humble and dependent on God

The reason I am always teaching, encouraging and correcting people in my relationships is because of the gift of exhortation from the Holy Spirit that is in me

The need to recognize that we all have different gifts and our walking in them should cause us all to seem quite different than each other

Revelation that the "Church" is being ran more and more like a business rather than by the Holy Spirit

The woman that rides the beast (The Catholic church riding Rome) by Dave Hunt, finally jumps off the page at me in the book of Revelation

Having to constantly guard against "good" or "interesting" ideas that distract me from memorizing

I'm discovering more and more how weak I am,

There is no way that God is asking me to do all this work for mediocre results in His kingdom. I think He has something big planned

God opens my eyes to what it means in my own life to lay down my life as a ransom for many

The trap and challenge of splitting doctrinal hairs and more insights on the doctrine of Eternal Security

How one single sex scene from a movie can contaminate your soul and displace your peace in Christ. We should not tolerate even a small amount of evil/contamination

I want to obey God and follow his "rules" not to be a good "rule follower" but because of my love and relationship with Him

Insights on God giving us "good gifts" and how He sees "good" differently then we often do

Wonderful blessing and testimony comes in from Jeremiah Turner

My parents are still standing against me saying I'm negative and cynical

I receive a powerful testimonial about The John 7:17 Challenge from a group taking it in Florida

I'm seeing the Sovereignty of God more and more, realizing he is in control of even the "fleas"

Realizing I am not the Holy Spirit. I can be passionate about the truth and indignant towards error, but I cannot drive it into someone's heart

When looking at Jesus' flipping over change tables, we can see we have an incomplete or perverted view of love

Jesus is not coming back in sandals and gentleness, but in fire and judgment

Revelation on Repentance. The Jews already knew the Law

I get into a tangle with a Catholic friend after confronting him on all the evils in the Vatican

My parents become upset at me because I am standing up sharply for the truth against the Catholic church

I go pray in the woods and I get these terribly tormenting thoughts and fears that I'm going to be raped by men in the woods. It was an evil spirit of Homosexuality that comes out of the very Catholic church I'm standing against

I later watch a documentary and discover that upwards of 70% of Catholic clergy are homosexual

I am not willing to compromise on the truth, but I need only to present the truth and let it lay, not keep trying to beat it in where there are not ears to hear

A Charles Stanley message again brings conviction about me staying focused on memorizing the teachings vs making "important" messages like ones about the Catholic church

Being distracted by a very attractive Christian woman who is sitting directly in my line of sight

God answers my prayer and causes her and the other lady to get up and move turning their backs to me

I have an incredible call with my children and find out they will get to meet one of the wives of the Jim Elliot missionary group, from the cartoon videos I sent the children

Deeper and deeper study and understanding on God's sovereignty from the story of Saul and David

The only way we can develop strong faith is through long periods of difficulty and suffering

My heart breaks over how lonely I feel because so few around me trust God

The farther I go towards God, the farther I go from being able to fellowship with others

The lie that I've been called to some higher plane of Christianity that not all others have to come to

A fun illustration for the children to help them see God's good purposes for discipline and obedience

Realizing that Charles Stanley is flat our wrong on the subject of OSAS (Eternal Security)

Asking yourself the hard question: Where is the Biblical evidence in my life that I am true believer?

A major spiritual attack happens after confronting the false Catholic system including a terrible fear that I was going to be raped by men on the trail (A Homosexual demonic spirit)

My parents are pulled into the battle and are offended by my taking a stand for the truth

These battles make me stronger, and I must be patient with my parents until they can see the lie

Another parallel to my life today, where God tells me NOT to get distracted by a "needed" message (The False Catholicism), but instead to stay focused on what He is telling me to do (memorize the Scriptures). 6 years later, the Lord has told me NOT to do messages about Covid-19 or Black Lives Matter messages, but to stay focused and finish TGITW recordings

God is testing me to see if I will move off the task at hand because I have found something more "important" to do

God answers my prayer and I receive permission to use Torch Lighters videos in my teaching videos

The Lord answers my prayer to move an attractive Christian woman out of my line of sight while I was working at Starbucks

Amazing call with the children that fills me with joy

I have now memorized 84 of the 93 actionable teachings of Christ

The joy of obeying God when it's tough

I'm obeying God with a difficult sacrifice because I fear Him and want to please Him

I am totally amazed at how much I have memorized with God's help

A terrible dream about being false accused

My mother admits that she realized I've been called to tell people the hard truth, and admits she has known for sometime but has been concerned because she wants people to like me

Some of the ways God uses evil spirits in others for our good, just as God used Saul for David's good the same way He used my ex-wife for my good

God shows me at a much needed moment that He loves me and is proud of me

I finally break down in tears over how hard it is for me to memorize the teachings of Jesus Christ

I am anticipating that God is going to put a new song in my mouth and grant me a crown

More revelations on God's Sovereignty in Psalm 25:12 and Romans 8:28

An Olympic Champion coach analogy that applies to us as Christians

A phone call from an old high school friend triggers temptations to think back about the old life

Trying to capture more of what my days feels like when I just don't feel well

More and more pressure to finish memorizing the teachings of Christ

Questioning why I don't have the same character, same focus, or same work ethic as men like William Tyndale

The testing of my character as I'm having to prove to myself that I can finish what I start

Commentary about doing ONLY what the Father asks you to do in your service

I'm doing the things I don't like to do because of my love and fear of the Lord

PARENTAL ADVISORY: (SEXUAL TOPIC MENTIONED)

God is training me to sit still and hold myself back from all human efforts and reasoning and instead wait on Him to act

All of my blessings that I'm waiting for are dependent upon me finishing the work of memorizing the teachings of Christ (the work He has asked me)

My strength is in the areas of feelings and emotions, not facts

Feeling weary and asking the Lord to refresh me in my faith and hope for Laura

How it turned out that masturbation became sin for me

The strong temptation to email my ex-wife with lots of evidence of all the evil her and her parents have done towards me and the children

Realizing how dangerous to Satan a man is who has lost everything and has nothing to lose

I know I can live without any of my three big prayers being answered, because I already am!

You cannot really learn about God from a book, but from experience (John 7:17)

Right after the 666, here comes the provocative Egyptian woman into Starbucks and the mystery about her is revealed

The Lord shows me that I have been barren by His will, but in time He will open my spiritual womb and take away my disgrace

Being separated from the outward blessings of God

God confirms that I am not to restart up a Bible study around my book yet

A third friend accuses me of being "black or white" in my Biblical thinking when I confront her with Scripture in the face of her personal challenges

I tried to live in the "gray" for years and I received terrible spiritual results

Insights about people that say I am being "unloving" with my sharp corrections

We don't need anymore sweetie type "Joel O'Steens" in this world

Christians today are in desperate need for good understanding

Does Jesus say to you, "You have understood correctly"?

Father opens my eyes to the Spirit's work in John 8:3-5, removing the pressure I and Satan have put on myself trying to save people

I keep having deep revelations after my last prayer walk where I had to hold myself up on my knees at one point

Insights about how many people that call themselves Christians likely do not have the Spirit

Asking the question, "Why Not Me?"

Is is possible that God is going to do something extraordinary in my life and touch many many lives for Christ

God shows me 1 Kings 8:22 and 1 Kings 8:55 as an encouragement for my future promises from Him

An attractive blond haired lady gives me a second look and two smiles and it stirs something up in my stomach, wondering if it was the woman my mother has been wanting me to meet

Laura is a "no show" for the fourth time and I see the Laura look alike AGAIN!

A WONDERFUL update on my progress doing the work to memorize the teachings of Jesus Christ

Revelation about how my anger and offense increases when I try to get around the evil my ex-wife is doing to me through parental alienation, rather than resting in the Lord's design

The World War 1 and 2 Documentaries have had a huge impact on me

Thoughts on suicide being an unforgivable sin

I consider myself as being in a war and being a soldier for the Lord Jesus Christ's army...I'm sort of like a medic

How many Christians try to justify living in the "Gray" rather than in the white or the black of Scripture

Thoughts on humility: It's easy to be humble when everything is going well in your life

Revelation about God testing us and making us wait, and how it shows us how much progress God has made in our hearts

Noticing in my heart that I'm more and more able to consider the possibility that God may indeed have someone else for me, other than Laura

A strong moment of temptation to confront the woman who did a serious wrong to me