My journey in my Bufo Toad ceremony, which utilizes 5-MeO-DMT, a powerful psychedelic compound found in the venom of the Bufo Alvarius toad was nothing like I expected—it was raw, intense, and completely shattered my illusion of control. In this episode, I, Susan Sutherland, share how this profound experience forced me to redefine surrender and let go in ways I never imagined.
I explore the delicate balance between letting go and taking inspired action toward our aspirations, and how embracing the universe's guidance can open doors to unimaginable possibilities.
Self-discovery is sometimes messy and emotional and this part of my learning had me frustrated, angry and ultimately in tears as I saw more and more of myself through my fears. I share how I attempted to control my spiritual narrative, a conditional surrender with a rider of expectations and requirements. This episode invites you to question your fears and attachments, and encourages you to recalibrate your approach to life, embracing the ongoing challenge of surrendering without passive resignation.
We are diving into what surrender is, what keeps us from doing it, how you can recognize when you are trying to control out of fear versus taking aligned actions.
Let's explore the unknown together, trusting that the universe has greater plans in store, and learn how to work on releasing conditions and allowing life to unfold naturally.
“As you start to walk on the way, the way appears.” Rumi
Check out the subliminal video to help you move towards allowing God/Source/the Universe to chart your course while you paddle.
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Have a great week - xoxo
Susan