We explore the hidden psychology of distrust — not just as an emotion, but as a weapon of modern psychological warfare. From social media echo chambers to the rise of polarization, we unpack how chronic suspicion erodes mental health, fractures communities, and fuels authoritarian control.

You’ll learn:

• What distrust does to the brain and body

• The role of cognitive dissonance, learned helplessness, and information fatigue

• How “divide and conquer” tactics are used to manipulate public perception

• The connection between social fragmentation and rising anxiety and depression

• Practical tools for resilience, emotional regulation, and media literacy

• A closing guided meditation to release distrust and rebuild trust

This episode blends clinical insight, neuroscience, and empowering strategies to help you navigate a world where confusion and mistrust are often weaponized.

Stay to the end for a grounding meditation designed to calm the nervous system and reconnect with your inner clarity.

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What if our institutions were built not just on logic—but on magic? 

We like to think of data, psychology, and governance as neutral, modern, rational. But beneath the surface lies something older, stranger, and often hidden.

The Hidden Curriculum is a new podcast exploring how symbolic systems—mysticism, psychoanalysis, and myth—shaped the foundations of modern institutions. From therapy to bureaucracy, from Freudian introspection to predictive policing, we ask:
What unseen forces guide how we classify, diagnose, and control people today?

EPISODE ONE:

Manipulating Minds — Psychoanalysis in the Service of State Power

In this premiere episode, I trace the evolution of psychoanalysis from its mystical roots in Jewish esoteric thought, to its absorption by Cold War intelligence agencies and modern surveillance regimes. Drawing on the work of David Bakan, we look at Freud not only as a scientist—but as a mystic secularizing old spiritual traditions into a new psychic language.

That language—the unconscious, repression, transference—would soon be picked up by institutions of power, turning personal exploration into state infrastructure.

From therapy couch to black site. From dream interpretation to metadata.

In this episode we uncover:

• How Freud's theories drew from Kabbalistic and mystical thought

• Why psychoanalysis became a tool of government influence and propaganda

• How private insights became bureaucratic records

• The legacy of these shifts in today’s data-driven systems of control

Why This Podcast?

As a former psychotherapist, higher education behavioral interventionist and researcher, I’ve seen how ideas meant to liberate can become tools of categorization and coercion. And as AI, behavioral tracking, and predictive systems expand, it's more urgent than ever to ask:

Where did our ways of knowing—and managing—people come from?

This podcast is for anyone drawn to:

• The history of ideas

• Critical psychology

• Digital ethics and surveillance

• Political philosophy

• The unconscious, symbolic, or mystical

• Questioning systems that feel "normal" but aren’t

If that’s you, you’re in the right place. Consider subscribing here for future episode breakdowns, reading recommendations, and behind-the-scenes reflections.

This isn’t just a podcast. It’s an invitation to see the world’s machinery—and your own mind—differently.

In this Earthseed Nidra, you are invited to rest deeply into the embrace of change—to soften, surrender, and reconnect with the wisdom that already resides within you. Rooted in the Earthseed philosophy of “God is Change,” this practice is a gentle journey to help you plant and embody your Sankalpa, the soul’s deepest truth, waiting to unfold and guide you.

If you’ve felt stuck, misaligned, or uncertain about how to move forward, this practice is for you. As you journey inward, you’ll:

• Soften and ground: Feel the weight of your body settle into the Earth, letting go of tension and distractions. Drop into stillness and connect with the present moment.

• Plant your Sankalpa: Visualize the seed of your deepest intention and plant it firmly within your heart, trusting the Earth to nourish it.

• Activate healing energy: Let golden light fill you from within, activating feelings of peace, gratitude, love, and wholeness as you align with your soul’s truth.

• Trust the process of becoming: Know that transformation happens effortlessly, in perfect time, just like the cycles of nature.

Whether you’re drawn to psychosomatics, yogic philosophy, or metaphysics, this slow, healing journey will guide you into embodying your Sankalpa and transforming your reality from the inside out. It’s an invitation to align with your true self and the natural flow of change.

Perfect for:

• Those craving deeper purpose and alignment in their life.

• Anyone looking to nurture the habits and mindset that will help them manifest their true desires.

• Individuals seeking clarity, purpose, or a deeper connection with their soul’s truth.

• Those who know they need change but are unsure of where to begin or how to make it last.

• Anyone wanting to create sustainable transformation and cultivate a consistent, aligned path forward.

Let this Earthseed Nidra guide you to the fertile ground of your inner wisdom, where your becoming is already in motion.

A Devotional Audio Journey Inspired by Octavia Butler's Vision

“All that you touch, you change. All that you change, changes you. The only lasting truth is Change. God is Change.”
— Earthseed: The Books of the Living

We introduce Earthseed — a technology of change rooted in Octavia E. Butler’s prophetic work, Parable of the Sower. This series will guide you through sacred texts, somatic practices, and tools for personal and collective transformation.

Learn why “God is Change,” and what it means to shape God.

“O man, in the end Light must conquer, and darkness and night be banished from Light.” - Thoth

This practice is crafted to guide the listener into deep states of rest, where Truth is not something found, but something revealed—from within.

But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

Matthew 13: 11-16

I have a lot to say, but I’ll leave with this:

Internal complacency has taken more lives than external criticism ever has…

My dad was a mystic.. I’m sure of it. “take the kinks outcha mindddd, Boogie!”

Roger that, daddy… Roger that!

“Take a look, it’s in a book…. A Reading Rainbow”

This guided meditation invites you to cultivate a profound sense of love and compassion for yourself and others. Through gentle visualization and affirmations, you’ll awaken the warmth of your heart, extending kindness from your own being to loved ones and eventually to all living beings. This practice supports emotional balance, inner peace, and a deeper connection to the world around you. Join this journey of self-discovery and interconnectedness, letting compassion flow freely through you and beyond.

This guided session offers a transformative Yoga Nidra practice, designed to bring the mind and body into a state of conscious relaxation and harmony

Welcome to the Salt Eaters Collective with Aisha, where we delve into the world of somatic healing, neuroscience, and self-realization. Inspired by Toni Cade Bambara's 'The Salt Eaters,' we explore the profound journey of embracing healing through discomfort.

This week's installment of the 'FAAFO: Meta Alchemy' series delves into the transformative power of aligning your energy centers from a neurobiological and somatic perspective. Learn practical tools, reflective exercises, and understand the science behind how our consciousness can be elevated to heal emotional and physical conditions.

Aisha discusses the importance of aligning energy centers or chakras for achieving a higher state of consciousness. Discover practical tools and exercises to balance your energy, improve mental and emotional well-being, and foster resilience.

Join us to transform your life from survival to thriving with love, peace, and empowerment.

00:00 Introduction to The Salt Eaters Collective

01:00 The Concept of Somatic Healing

03:24 Understanding Energy Centers and Chakras

04:35 The Map of Consciousness and Its Impact

06:15 The Mind-Body Connection and Healing

17:10 Practical Tools for Energy Alignment

19:50 Conclusion and Final Thoughts