You could wait until everything is just how you think that it needs to be, in order for you to have the beginning that you think you should have, so that it all turns out the way that you expect that it should.
Or you could trust that it almost never, if ever, goes the way you thought or said that it would. And that there's no better time to start, ever, than right now.
So do that. Right now.
Just start.
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