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This is INNERCINEMA.

Not a meditation. Not a therapy session. Not a breathing exercise with some lo-fi music underneath it.

INNERCINEMA is a full somatic experience designed to take you somewhere most personal development content is too scared to go inside. To the parts of yourself that sit underneath the achieving, the performing, and the relentless forward motion you've been calling ambition.

This episode is for the high performer who has built something real, hit real numbers, done real work on themselves and still can't shake the feeling that something is missing.

If the wins keep coming but the fullness keeps not coming ..this one is for you.

Disclaimer: This experience is intentionally intense and emotionally activating. If you're looking for a relaxing wind-down meditation this isn't it. If you're ready to crack something open press play, find somewhere quiet, close your eyes, and stay with it.

If anything comes up that feels too big to sit with alone..reach out. That's what I'm here for.

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THE TECHNICIAN PODCAST

WHAT IF YOUR DAD DIDNT HURT YOU? 

What if the thing you've been carrying your whole life..the wound, the unworthiness, the need to prove yourself .. was never actually about what happened to you... but about the story your child brain made up about what happened?

This week I sat down with Mitch Hunter - physiotherapist turned meditation teacher, academic turned mystic, and one of the most grounded spiritual humans I've ever met. 

Mitch has 30+ years of meditation practice, has trained in Buddhist monasteries and caves in India, worked in chronic pain at university level, and had a stabilised spiritual awakening in 2019 that completely redirected his life.

This conversation went places I didn't expect. We talked about what meditation actually is (and why most people are doing it wrong), how your nervous system holds onto experiences your conscious mind has forgotten, and why the most powerful healing tool on the planet isn't a technique, it's your own awareness.

Mitch shared the story of a childhood memory that surfaced during deep meditation.. his dad burning two sticks that meant the world to him as a 9-year-old ..and how seeing that moment through adult eyes dissolved decades of overachieving, people-pleasing, and proving his worth. No therapy. No framework. Just objective truth.

We also went deep on my own journey — a past life experience during holotropic breathwork that unlocked a shame pattern I'd carried my entire life, and how one moment of being truly seen cracked it wide open.

In this episode:

— Why concentration comes before meditation and why most people skip the step that matters most 

— The difference between data and drama, and how your brain weaponizes meaning against you 

— How Mitch went from physiotherapy clinic to Buddhist monasteries to a 5,000-year-old temple ceremony with 2 million people

 — What actually happens in the body during a spiritual awakening (and why Mitch lost 10kg in 3 weeks)

 — The one question that changes everything: "What literally happened?" 

— Why the people most triggered by your truth are the ones who need you most 

— How living your truth isn't about chasing peak experiences

 — it's about being fully present while you take your sausage dog for a pee

This one's for the men who've done the work but still feel like something's missing underneath it all.

Connect with Mitch Hunter: Instagram: @_hunterhealing 

Website: hunterhealing.com 

Email: [email protected]

Connect with Trav: Instagram: @thetechnician 

Podcast: The Technician Podcast

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What if your anxiety isn't actually the problem but just a signal that you're performing for others instead of expressing yourself?

In this raw conversation, I sit down with voice coach Mitchell Ryan to explore shadow integration, nervous system regulation, and what it truly means to be present in a world demanding constant performance.

From childhood isolation to finding flow through music, this episode is a masterclass in authentic communication and masculine vulnerability.

You'll discover:

• The "Monster at the Pub" approach to shadow integration (game-changing)
• Why curiosity is the only real form of meditation
• How hustle culture traps you in doing energy vs. being energy
• The bullying paradigm shift that changes everything
• What happened when Travis spoke to 400 kids about depression
• Mitchell's journey from isolated kid to voice coach through music

This episode is for you if:

• You feel like you're constantly performing in conversations
• You struggle with parts of yourself you wish would disappear
• You're sick of spiritual bypassing and want practical tools
• You've been hustling hard but still feel empty
• You want shadow work without the woo-woo jargon

Key Moments

"Take Your Monster to the Pub" - Travis's shadow integration method that changed a client's life

"Curiosity is Presence" - Why you can't be curious in the future or past

The School Assembly Story - 400 kids completely engaged, and the note left on Travis's car

Mitchell's Origin - Years of isolation, one conversation about guitar, everything changed

Guest Bio

Mitchell Ryan is a voice coach and energy worker specializing in authentic expression and nervous system regulation. Find him on Instagram: @mitchellryan

Quotable Moments

"Curiosity is presence. You can't be curious in the future or the past." - Travis

"What if you went to the pub WITH your monster? He doesn't need to fight anyone—he just needs to be heard." - Travis

"When spiritual people can't explain their work simply, they don't actually understand it." - Mitchell

"You can build a multimillion-dollar business through hustle—but you'll be trapped in doing energy forever." - Mitchell

Resources Mentioned

• Alan Watts - On presence and the illusion of control
• Luhan Matus - "Whisperings of the Dragon
• The Offspring - "Come Out and Play"

Connect With Travis

🎙️ Instagram: @the.technician.au
🎙️ Work With Travis: REWIRE, Simplified Depth, Blueprint Retreats

Rate, review, and share this episode. You don't know who needs to hear this today.

Let's fucking go. Trav 🐻⚡

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She Had Everything on Paper... Here's Why She Walked Away | Pippa Martin

Six years ago, Pippa Martin had it all: the house, the car, the degree, the relationship. She was 110kg, deeply unhappy, and living someone else's dream.

Then she made a decision that changed everything.

She quit her job, sold her house, and moved to the other side of the world with someone she'd known for just three months. She lost 75 pounds, built a multi-six-figure fitness business, and lived across Thailand, Vietnam, Spain, and the UK.

But that was just her first reinvention.

Recently, she walked away from that thriving business to pursue something even more aligned with her truth.

In this conversation, we explore:

→ The moment she realized "success" was suffocating her → What it actually takes to burn your life down and start over → Why the 50/50 relationship myth is destroying partnerships → How to know when it's time to choose yourself → The real cost of following someone else's blueprint

This isn't about chasing viral moments. This is about honoring the courage it takes to become who you actually are.

If you've ever felt trapped in a life that looks perfect on paper, this episode is for you.

CONNECT WITH PIPPA: Instagram: @pippamartin 

WORK WITH TRAVIS: Instagram: @thetechnician__

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• $1-3M: Power through with control
• $3-10M: Must delegate (triggers abandonment fears)
• $10M+: Leadership requires healing survival patterns

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WARNING: This episode contains unfiltered truths about the coaching industry that might make you uncomfortable.

Travis and Taylor pull back the curtain on why most coaches are destined to fail, sharing brutal realities of building sustainable businesses without typical hustle culture BS.

What You'll Discover:

Industry Reality Check:

• Why 99% of coaches will fail in the next 5 years
• The $30K coach who blocked her own paying clients
• How "alignment" became code for "I'm too scared"
• Why people PAY coaches they know won't help them

Real Business Systems:

• How Taylor built 50K+ months working 4 days/week
• The simple weekly practice most coaches ignore
• Why one-on-ones can scale to 50K months
• Building sustainable revenue without burnout

Uncomfortable Truths:

• Your wounds are sabotaging your sales
• How success changes friendships (and why that's good)
• The shadow work that transformed Travis's voice
• Why your nervous system caps your income

Key Quotes:

"Most people will pay coaches that they know won't actually get the changes for them. 'Cause that feels safer." – Travis

"You're not healing. You're just remembering who the fuck you are." – Travis

"Stop trying to look successful instead of being powerful." – Taylor

Takeaways You Can Implement Today:

1. Start tracking income vs expenses weekly
2. Speak to symptoms in marketing, not root problems
3. Audit your collaborations - stop diluting your brand
4. Build nervous system capacity before scaling
5. Embrace boring systems that create freedom

Who This Is For:

• Coaches stuck at the same revenue level
• Business owners tired of fake success stories
• Anyone ready for uncomfortable truths about their patterns
• People wanting sustainable strategies, not quick fixes

Skip this if you want to stay comfortable or need get-rich-quick schemes.

This conversation challenges everything you think you know about online business. No overnight success promises - just sustainable systems and psychological insights for lasting transformation.

Ready to stop playing small? This episode gives you the roadmap and uncomfortable truths you need.

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thetechnician__/ (Travis) Specialising in shadow work for high performers

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thetaylorleec/ ( Business Strategy Consultant) 

"Stop living like tomorrow's guaranteed. Start living your actual life." – Trav

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This one’s gonna sting .. in the best way.

Ever noticed how the moment your business is flowing, your relationship feels solid, or money’s finally stacking… you start doing dumb shit? You ghost people. You pick fights. You blow money on things you don’t care about. 

You burn the whole thing down..then wonder why you can’t “just be happy.”

In this episode, I break down the brutal truth: it’s not because you’re broken, it’s because your nervous system is programmed to think good things are dangerous. 

And that wiring? 

It’s not random .. it’s your mother wound, your father wound, and the survival patterns you learned as a kid running your adult life.

We’ll go deep into:

• How your childhood trained you to equate safety with danger.
• The sneaky ways mother wounds and father wounds destroy business, relationships, and money flow.
• Why calm feels like a trap ... and chaos feels like home.
• The real reason you self-destruct when you should be thriving.
• The exact steps to rewire your system so you can hold success without burning it down.

If you’re sick of rebuilding from scratch because you can’t seem to keep the good things, this episode will feel like I’ve been living in your head.

Listen if you’re ready to stop treating peace like a countdown to pain  and start building a life you can actually keep

Share to your stories and tag me! Send to friends... help me out REWIRE this culture out us as TECHNICIANS

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From Burnt-Out Nurse to $30K/Month Content Queen

What happens when the version of you that built your life no longer fits the life you crave?

In this raw, no-BS episode, I sit down with the unstoppable Charlotte McKinnon a mindset mentor, UGC queen, and ex-nurse turned online powerhouse  to unpack the truth about reinvention, healing body image wounds, and scaling a soul-led brand that actually feels good to live inside.

She also touches on when a close friend literally said to her face " you're not successful enough to be my friend" & the night she heard her family say " she wont make it" 

Charlotte doesn’t hold back. We dive deep into:

How she left nursing and rewired her entire identity after burnout almost broke her

Dealing with everyone around you telling you, you won't make it.. even your closest friends and family

Friends leaving her because she's not succesfful enough.. 

Questioning everything and barely getting by with rent and food.. 

How she scaled to $30K+ months, built a community of humans, and still stays real AF online

The secret link between body transformation, emotional healing & spiritual self-trust

What to do when your growth scares the people around you .. and how to keep going anyway

This episode is for the woman (or man) who knows they’re ready for more .. but keeps playing small because of fear, shame, or the subconscious belief they still have something to prove.

If you’ve ever felt stuck in a business or body that no longer feels like “you,” this conversation will punch you in the gut, crack your heart open, and wake up the part of you that remembers who TF you really are.

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You’ve got the offer. The sales page. The sexy branding. The professional shoots and posting content non stop...

So why the f*ck aren’t they buying?

In this episode, I sit down with Tayla Bubeck .. subconscious brand strategist, psychology whisperer, and unapologetic authority in the space of invisible influence .. to crack open what’s actually driving conversions, connection, and cash in your business (and no, it’s not another Canva template).

We dive into:

🔮 How your brand DNA is shaped by your unconscious identity
🧠 Why logical marketing strategies fail without emotional congruence
👀 The sneaky ways trauma and people-pleasing leak into your content
🎯 The psychology of energetic authority vs performative confidence
💔 How your past rejection wounds might be tanking your visibility
📈 What actually makes a brand undeniable in 2025 and beyond

If you’re tired of shouting into the void, overthinking your content, or doing all the “right” things and still not getting results ..this one will slap you awake in the best way.

Tayla’s approach isn’t just branding...it’s psychological reconditioning, and her results speak for themselves

To connect with Tay , just follow this link: 

https://www.instagram.com/taylabubeck_/

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💥 Episode Summary

What happens when the healing journey breaks you before it helps you?

In this raw, unfiltered episode, Todd Jarratt shares the story of his psychotic break during a silent Vipassana retreat, while living alone in a van on the road. What started as a mission for peace turned into a terrifying descent into anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and daily dissociation.

But it wasn’t the end .. it was the beginning of everything.

Todd walks us through how this breakdown became his breakthrough. He shares:

• ⚡️ What actually happens to the nervous system in a trauma response
• 🧠 Why somatic freeze is often misunderstood (and how it showed up in his life)
• 🛋️ How therapy helped him rebuild trust with his body and mind
• 🧘‍♂️ The dangers of forced stillness without trauma awareness
• 👊 Why most men suppress their emotions until it explodes
• 🔄 How becoming the client made him a better coach

Whether you’ve been through your own mental crash, or you’re supporting someone who has .. this conversation is a must-listen for anyone walking the line between collapse and growth.

🧠 Key Topics We Cover

• The difference between anxiety vs. nervous system dysregulation
• How trauma can show up after silence, stillness, or isolation
• The link between childhood programming and adult shutdown
• Tools Todd used to navigate freeze states and daily dread
• Rebuilding identity and nervous system safety after psychosis
• The truth about how “doing the work” isn’t always clean or linear

If you'd like to connect with Todd: 

https://www.instagram.com/toddjarratt/