The Torn Page

Student Question:  You said tonight that it in meditation it doesn't really matter if you do not experience something amazing and the truth is that I have never experienced anything like that.  All I can say is that I feel better and I am not even interested in putting it into words how I feel better, but sometimes a question does arise - How do I know that I am growing?

Student Question:  Do we have to understand to really let something go?

Student Question:  How are we supposed to learn from people who complicate our lives?  Is it a case of seeing the way not to behave and the way not to treat other people?

Student Question:  What is the egos relationship to money and how can we develop a more authentic relationship with it then what it currently represents in society today?

Student Question:  My whole life I was taught that we are human beings who are here to live a human experience.  I mean as human beings we are afraid and we cry and experience anger and all of those things that supposedly define human beings, as well as having an ego.  But here in Sat Yoga what I have learned, and I don’t know if I am misunderstood, but we are divine beings?  The Atman, the True Self is the Divine.  My question is, are we truly human beings?  What defines human nature?  Do we want to separate from the human experience and focus more on the divine self?

Student Question:  How do you define humility, and is it something that you can cultivate, or does it come from the heart?  Sometimes when I feel that I am practicing it, for example, if someone says something that I know is untrue, or feel that they are judging me or an injustice has been done, but I keep silent, after a while when I am alone I feel really sad and I cry.

Student Question:  We learn here that every issue that one experiences in life comes from the root idea of separateness from god.  Can carrying through with one particular issue and using all of our focus and will power  to follow that to its core and not letting the mind become distracted be enough to then in turn dissolve other issues that are all somehow intertwined?

Student Question:  Sometimes in relationships you can recognize that you are acting out and that the relationship is illusory but there is a great strength that you cannot leave that illusion.  It seems like you still like to stay in that place.  I am wondering if one cannot go beyond that illusion because one has not gone deep enough into the silence, or if there is something else that you can elaborate on?

Student Question:  Sometimes if we observe Maya it seems like there is a higher purpose even within itself.  Is this higher purpose to be a waking of the mind?  Is that the only purpose of it?

I have read about so many spiritual teachers and gurus who have woken up because of suffering?  Is that just the old fashion way to do it?  I know of five or six who got to the point where they were so miserable and they didn't want to live anymore and then they were able to see through.  What are your thoughts on that?