Your nervous system might be the reason your spiritual awakening feels like chaos.
I’m back after my second dark night of the soul—and this time, everything was different.
In this episode, I break down the real difference between my first dark night years ago and this one:
control vs. surrender.
The first time, I fought everything.
I tried to control my body, shut down the experience, and make the spiritual awakening symptoms stop—and it made everything harder.
This time, I let it happen.
After working with both an energetic coach and a nutrition/fitness coach, I finally started resourcing my body—and saw a pattern I had missed for years: chronic nervous system freeze states I had been writing off as “bad days.”
That awareness led to a full nervous system reset—and a week of intense activation leading up to it.
But instead of spiraling, I let my body lead.
And what used to feel like a dark night… became a dark day.
We talk about:
- dark night of the soul symptoms
- nervous system regulation + freeze response
- spiritual awakening and embodiment
- and why the way you move through these moments determines how hard they have to be
If you’re in the middle of your own awakening—or feel like everything is unraveling—this will help you understand what’s actually happening.
You’re not breaking.
You’re being rebuilt.
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Nicole is an evidential medium and former corporate executive who blends data, systems, and spirit communication after her son began seeing the dead. She’s obsessed with exposing the hidden patterns and frequencies keeping you stuck, and recoding them so you can finally live the life your soul designed for you. She offers private readings, mentorship, and classes in mediumship, spiritual growth, and soul-aligned business.
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