Saw a Spiritual reader who revealed things about my life and what i must do to overcome “curses” put on my life

Feeling invalidated and disrespected by Buddhist members. Using hate to learn compassion and generosity

All my frustrations with my sexuality, gay sex and navigating its terrain while learning to love myself

Research and Science on Empirical research on addiction

CMA and AA realizations during recovery. Hating addicts and not feeling appreciated in gay spaces

Court case regarding my disorderly conduct charge

Family drama. Struggle to feel validated by parents. Not feeling loved from family and how this affects self-concepts of self-worth and self-importance.

Dealing with my on-again-off-again relationship with Hagar. Finding the capacity to be alone and love myself

This chapter is about my Sex addiction and religious and familial expectations in reproduction. Questioning male femininity

My sexual identity, questioning my sexuality, as it applies to religious customs, attending Sexual Anonymous