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  • this is MICHELLE WOLFE actually.

    meet michelle wolfe! 

    she has a podcast - MUVE FORWARD, an activewear line - MUVE LIFE, and a great general philosophy - KEEP MOVING.

    we dig into a lot. health and wellness, living without moms, being a responsible but partying teen, how to be a good human and how a simple 'whatchya doin' can change a stranger's day. (& yours too!)

    my special guest: @themichellewolfe.

    find michelle at www.themichellewolfe.com.

    muve life activewear at www.muvelife.com.

    *this episode is lovingly brought to you by @1dept - http://www.1department.com. please check them out!

    x.

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    37 min
  • this is FOLLOWING MY BLISS TOO actually.

    this is my second episode on FOLLOWING BLISS & it's a hot topic whenever i'm searching for guest stories. everyone wants to talk about their bliss and that makes me very happy.

    bliss begets bliss & all that jazz.

    following your bliss means trusting that everything is going to work out, even if it’s not in the ‘perfect’ way you imagined. it's all about believing in your happy thoughts & life & dreams, and then following through, sometimes, against all odds - and if you're living it, then bliss is happening anyway. 

    which is really how life should be.

    with special guests: @81 petals, @jasongeorgephotography, @wildsoulbloom, @margotdaleyphotography & @andytherd.

    x.

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    20 min
  • this is MARRIAGE actually.
    ah marriage. it's a funny one. some people are ALL IN, and some won't touch it with a 10 foot pole.
    some people are one & done, and some people go back again & again.
    there's the religious and traditional and cultural side of it. there's family pressure. there's second go 'rounds. there's sticking in it far past the point of expiration.
    oh, and there's love.
    remember love?!
    it's a hot topic & i think we cover some good ground. 
    with special guests: @michellequance, @jennifer_hernandez_coaching, @iamsamyeo & @dr_scottr.
    book michelle for photos! http://www.michellequance.com/
    join jennifer to learn about breathwork! https://www.jenniferhernandez.ca/
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    24 min
  • this is GOOD PEOPLE actually.

    i was raised by good people. so, what’s my definition of ‘good’ in this situation? well, it’s kind. generous. hardworking. selfless. humble.

    but those seem to be pretty obvious when it comes to what we think of as GOOD & maybe even a little antiquated, 'cuz like everything in life, GOODNESS changes.

    as a little girl, i couldn’t possibly have known that later in life, goodness would include just simply being nice to a stranger or looking a person in the eye when you’re speaking to them or saying hello. like, that’s kind of where we’re at, isn’t it?

    today's stories will restore your faith in the GOODness of people. 

    with special guests: @begoodtopeople, @jasongeorgephotography, & @meet_the_good_ones.

    *this episode is lovingly brought to you by @1dept - http://www.1department.com. please check them out!

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    22 min
  • this is WHAT NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT ME actually.

    ok, so if you’ve been listening to this podcast for any amount of time at all, you’ll know that the idea of doing an episode on the things that no one knows about me seems pretty laughable. it’s going to be a very short episode. 

    but for real, as much as i talk a blue streak - my stories & my personal stuff - there's also a lot that i keep to myself. 

    some things seem silly to share & some are actual secrets & some are just for the people who are close to me. 

    i love shocking people when i tell them i’ve never had a coffee. but i also like that there’s stuff i’ll never tell.

    whether we're the oversharing type or we simply write it in a journal or we never speak about it again for the rest of our days, when it comes to the things that no one knows about us, it’s really up to us. & today's episode spills the tea... just a little.

    with special guests: @jasongeorgephotography, @macrame.by.freddie, @tythepoetess & @rain.city.jeff.

    jason's book, THE WORLD WITH JASON GEORGE: CANADA, can be found at www.jasongeorgephotography.com. 

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    19 min
  • this is FOUND WORDS, LIBRARY BOOKS & LOVE actually. feat SHARON MCKELLAR.

    this is a story about libraries but it’s also about found things and human connection and love, actually.

    it all started in oakland, california, about 10 years ago.

    sharon mckellar was a librarian then, and one of her favourite parts of the job was finding things inside the books. things like love letters, recipes, kid’s drawings, photos, receipts, to do lists, anonymous poetry. the list appears to be endless.

    when sharon started finding them, she put a call out to her colleagues across the 18 library locations in oakland to send her anything they’d found and she couldn’t believe how many pieces were coming in, so she began to catalogue them.

    there are currently over 350 notes – a lot of them post-its, which, if you know me at all, you know i relate to in a big way!

    it’s called FOUND IN A LIBRARY BOOK – and it’s delightful.

    find it at: oaklandlibrary.org 

    instagram: @oaklibraryfound

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    29 min
  • this is BLAKE AUDEN actually.

    hello hello! i hope you had a great summer! my first guest back for the second half of season 3 is lovely. that’s the best way to describe him & i'm thrilled that he agreed to talk to me.

    he is a poet & author, he's been writing his whole life & he loves words just as much as i do. 

    we talk about our love of words, dealing with anxiety, humans we've met through social, love, heartache & all the things.

    blake’s released four books to date and his new book - To Drown As A Cure For Thirst - is out on october 4th.

    find him on YT at BlakeAudenPoetry.

    instagram: @blakeaudenpoetry.

    website: blakeauden.com.

    i hope you enjoy our chat!

    thanks for being here.

    x.

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    twitter: @jenibesworth

    25 min
  • this is 100 actually.

    the energy of the number 100 is positive and optimistic. 100 is a perfect square number. there are 100 years in a century & 100 pennies in a dollar.

    a person who lives to be 100 is called a centenarian.

    there are 100 letter tiles in a scrabble game & 100 sweat glands in one square inch of skin.

    'keep it 100' means to be authentic and truthful. keep it real. 

    the record number of points scored in one NBA game by a single player was 100 points, set by wilt chamberlain on march 2, 1962.

    if you had $100 billion dollars, you could spend $3 million dollars a day, every day, for the next 100 years.

    you are currently listening to the 100th episode of this podcast!

    with very special guests: mr & mrs greene, corinne & bob, & my childhood neighbour, mrs white.

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    13 min
  • this is MY CELEBRITY CRUSH actually.

    when i typed “different types of celebrity crushes” into google, i got quite the mix of results. things like: what to do if you have a big celebrity crush, how do i get a celebrity to notice me, do celebrities fall in love with fans, how can you tell if a celebrity likes you, and - how to get over your celebrity crush obsession haha.

    celebrity crushes are fun though right? i mean, hopefully. i think that’s what they’re supposed to be.

    today's stories run the gamut! they're so fun. we dig into past crushes, who stands the test of time & of course, the 'laminated list'.

    with special guests: @katieprentiss, @aishahashraf, @truthandcoffeetime, @lucasstagg & my daughter @lolabesworth.

    x.

    check out denise & brian on the TRUTH & COFFEE TIME podcast!

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    23 min
  • this is MY SAFE SPACE actually.

    sometimes things, sometimes people, sometimes places.

    it all counts. 

    with special guests: @michellequance, @melanieluongo, @alluringartistry_ & errol vas.

    x.

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    23 min

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the world needs human connection now more than ever. through me (host jeni b!) & my guests, tiia tells vast, relatable, heartbreaking, heartwarming, funny, sad & sometimes uncomfortable stories.