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  • this is ONE LAST WAVE actually. feat DANIEL FISCHER.
    dan fischer was heading out on his surfboard, in his regular everyday way, & he decided he wanted to take his dad - who had passed away - with him. 
    a simple act of remembrance started a wave – literally – of kindness & healing & paying it forward & connection, & it's become bigger than dan ever imagined it would or could.
    we chat about love & loss & human connection. finding light in dark places.
    with special guest: @onelastwaveproject.
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    48 min
  • this is WHEN I WAS A TEEN actually.

    being a teen is no picnic but also actually the best. today's stories include: weird teen style, teenage love, teen pregnancy, 80s, 90s & 00s babies & the crystal clear memory of a first not-so-great kiss. it's about to get all teen nostalgic up in here. 

    with special guests: @momma.barbosa, @_natandjen & @rebeccagarner_author.

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    29 min
  • this is LEISSE WILCOX actually.

    leisse wilcox is obsessed with relationships. she's an expert in helping people finding truth and beauty in the relationships we have with ourself and others. 

    leisse is a TEDx speaker, 2x author, NLP practitioner, top podcast host, cancer survivor, solo parent of three girls…and taco enthusiast.

    find leisse @leissewilcox on instagram and on the interwebs at www.leissewilcox.com.

    her books: alone, the truth & beauty of belonging and to call myself beloved, a story of hope, healing & coming home, can be found on her site & where books are bought! #shoplocal #shopsmallbusiness 

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    50 min
  • this is PARENTING actually.

    i can't believe it's taken me 84 episodes to get to parenting, but let's face it, it's a biggie. 

    we barely scratch the surface but this episode is loaded with a bunch of different stories from all different types of parents & parenting situations. same, but oh so different. 

    with special guests: @britszc89, @thefeelingslady, @roamandramblephoto, @whyamipod & @sweetpotatochronicless.

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    33 min
  • this is FADS actually.

    i never owned a pair of penny loafers & i cobbled together looks through the fashion racks at bargain harold’s and bi-way. my hair was my hair – god help me - and it was what it was.

    when it comes to fads, i think we’re all just trying to stand out by fitting in and it can be a little bit messy. fads come & go and sometimes they swing back 'round again. 

    with special guests: @ellencbateman (twitter), @ellabye (instagram), @thatgirlmaureen01 & @sharronmatthews.

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    21 min
  • this is LU IN LULAND actually.

    we're baaaackk! & i can't think of a better guest to kick off season 3 with!

    LU has created LULAND - a world of positivity, female empowerment, graciousness, gratitude & community. it all began with a clothing swap & now she’s about to drive across the country in a green leopard print bus named after her mom, stopping in cities to meet new people, talk about liberation, sex, self-love, all while throwing a massive party in each place.

    with special guest: @luinluland.

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    50 min
  • this is 2022 actually.

    a little look back with a large look ahead, it's the final episode of season 2! with a beautiful astrology reading from my special guest kesley, @irongypsylife.

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    find kesley at www.kesleytweed.com

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    20 min
  • this is THAT THING THAT HAPPENED actually.

    today's topic could be a million-parter - cuz let's face it, EVERYTHING is a thing that happened. i like to think there's a lesson - or a great story! - in all of it. what do we come out with? how do we learn? or is it just a thing we get to tell over a round of drinks?

    with special guests: @bad_girl_camp_, @carolinehabib & @gregkrinoshow.

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    24 min
  • this is MY MEMORABLE HOLIDAY actually.

    i feel fortunate to be able to say i've experienced some pretty momentous holidays in my life. both of the travel & marked-date-on-the-calendar variety. today's stories give me all the feels. and definitely make me want to travel again asap.

    with special guests: @eranthomson, @serenaholmesauthor & @melodiejewel.

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    20 min
  • this is the SELFLESS THING I DID actually.

    not gonna' lie, it wasn't the easiest thing in the world to get people to tell their stories of selflessness but i was determined to get them, 'cuz i know they're out there! these ones do not disappoint. #DoGoodShit 

    with special guests: @dylanlockstar, @candace_jongkind, @jayelehm, @afk2pt0 & @bigbikegiveaway.

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    27 min

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the world needs human connection now more than ever. through me (host jeni b!) & my guests, tiia tells vast, relatable, heartbreaking, heartwarming, funny, sad & sometimes uncomfortable stories.