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Through A Glass Darkly
By Sean Patrick HazlettSociety & Culture
Through A Glass Darkly episodes
- Monroe Institute Insider: Healing, Orbs, & Other Dimensions | Jordan Crowder
After a near-death experience involving a mysterious blue orb, Jordan Crowder says he was given three profound questions:
Who are we? Where are we? Why are we here?
In this episode of Through A Glass Darkly, Jordan reveals what happened next — from a life-threatening medical crisis to radical healing, transcendental meditation experiments, and training at the legendary Monroe Institute.
He describes encounters with non-human intelligences, altered states of consciousness, lucid dreaming, astral experiences, and a worldview that suggests reality itself may be a training ground for consciousness.
Is Earth a school… a simulation… or something else entirely?
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Biography
Jordan Crowder is a consciousness researcher, coach, entrepreneur, and host of the Conscious Observers podcast. After a life-threatening medical crisis in 2019 that included a near-death experience, he embarked on a quest to understand the nature of reality. His exploration led him into meditation, consciousness research, and training at the Monroe Institute, where he studied remote viewing, out-of-body techniques, and consciousness development. Based in Florida, he works with individuals seeking deeper meaning, healing, and expanded awareness while continuing to explore the frontiers of human potential.
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Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
49 min - He Died… Then A Blue Orb Gave Him a Mission | Jordan Crowder
After years of addiction, Jordan Crowder nearly died — and his consciousness left his body. What he experienced next changed his life forever: an out-of-body journey, a mysterious blue orb encounter, and a message that launched a quest to understand reality itself.
In this conversation, we explore near-death experiences, higher self communication, the dark night of the soul, hidden forces shaping the world, and the profound questions:
Who are we? Where are we? Why are we here?
This is a story of transformation, consciousness, and the possibility that reality is far stranger than we think.
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Biography
Jordan Crowder is a consciousness researcher, coach, entrepreneur, and host of the Conscious Observers podcast. After a life-threatening medical crisis in 2019 that included a near-death experience, he embarked on a quest to understand the nature of reality. His exploration led him into meditation, consciousness research, and training at the Monroe Institute, where he studied remote viewing, out-of-body techniques, and consciousness development. Based in Florida, he works with individuals seeking deeper meaning, healing, and expanded awareness while continuing to explore the frontiers of human potential.
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
1 hr 7 min - Lights Flashing, Objects Flying… Then She Became a Medium | Barbra Banner
What happens when poltergeist activity becomes a spiritual awakening?
In this episode, certified medium Barbra Banner discusses how her life was completely transformed after unexplained paranormal events began erupting inside her home — flickering lights, flying objects, orbs appearing on camera, and strange electrical disturbances. These events ultimately pushed her into full-time mediumship.
Barbra shares how she went from having zero meditation experience to becoming a trance medium in just five years, training under world-renowned teacher Suzanne Giesemann and working with spirit guides who deliver shockingly specific evidence during readings.
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Barbra Banner is a certified medium with over 35 years of experience supporting individuals in crisis, including work on crisis hotlines, in hospital emergency rooms, and with a city Crisis Response Team. Through this background, she has witnessed the depth of human emotion and the powerful healing, joy, and even unexpected lightness that spirit communication can bring. Her readings are compassionate, meaningful, and often uplifting and fun. Guided by a lifelong calling, she is honored to serve as a bridge between worlds for those seeking connection, clarity, and peace. Barbra Banner is a Certified Medium with Helping Parents Heal and Mark Ireland’s Certified Medium Listing.
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
1 hr 1 min - From Oil & Gas Engineer to Ayahuasca Retreat Founder | Sam Believ
A Latvian offshore gas engineer hits the “dream life” early—money, house, travel—then realizes the happiness never arrived. Years later in Colombia, ayahuasca becomes the unexpected tool that helps him break depression, rebuild his worldview, and eventually create a retreat that now runs nearly year-round.
This is a grounded, first-person account of what ceremonies can feel like, why people return, what “synchronicities” actually look like in real life, and the uncomfortable truth: not every retreat is safe.
For early access to videos & a private discord server, to help build the channel, & to support it, sign up here. You can also provide one-time support to this channel here.
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Biography
Sam Believ founded LaWayra together with his wife Estefania in 2021. LaWayra was born as a passion project from the desire to drink medicine from his home and share medicine with some friends. It slowly grew to become one of the world's best Ayauasca retreats.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
58 min - Epstein Files & the Occult: Ritual Power, NHI, & the Dark Path to Control | Steve Mera
In this uncensored deep-dive conversation, researcher Steve Mera explores the most disturbing implications of the Epstein files—and how they intersect with UAP research, occult physics, psionics, and NHI.
We examine theories suggesting that ritualized practices, trauma, and intent may play a role in how the phenomenon manifests—not just symbolically, but physically.
This episode goes far beyond conventional UFO discourse.
For early access to videos & a private discord server, to help build the channel, & to support it, sign up here. You can also provide one-time support to this channel here.
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🐦 Facebook
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Books
📖 The Rochdale Poltergeist: A True Story
📖 House of Fire and Whispers: Investigating the Seattle Demon House
Biography
Steve Mera is one of the UK’s most respected researchers in the realms of UFOlogy, Unexplained & Supernatural, with over 1,000 hours of mainstream alternative TV Program interviews, such as National Geographic’s ParaNatural and Wild X-Files. He is the head tutor for the UITC Investigators Training Courses in Ufological Studies and the CEO of Phenomena Magazine, the world’s largest e-zine of its kind, distributed in 12 counties to over 1.8 million subscribers. He is an accomplished author of several books: A-Z of the Unknown, Strange Happenings, and Paranormal Insight, and he's the founder of the Scientific Establishment of Parapsychology (Est 1996) and the Chairman of MAPIT - Manchester's Aerial Phenomena Investigation Team (established in 1974).
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Nazi Cocktail
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
1 hr 18 min - Sasquatch & the Paranormal: Portals, Orbs, & Skinwalker-Style Cases | Steve Mera
Sasquatch encounters don’t stay “biological” for long. In this episode, researcher Steve Mera talks about the growing pattern of Sasquatch + UFO + paranormal overlap—including orbs, portals, cloaking, poltergeist activity, vanishing footprints, and the eerie “Oz” effect reported in hotspots and national parks.
We dig into why compartmentalizing (Bigfoot vs. UFOs vs. poltergeists vs. “supernatural”) may be the biggest mistake investigators make—and why the data starts to make more sense when you treat these events as one high-strangeness ecosystem.
For early access to videos & a private discord server, to help build the channel, & to support it, sign up here. You can also provide one-time support to this channel here.
Links
🌐 Website
📺 YouTube
🐦 Facebook
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Books
📖 The Rochdale Poltergeist: A True Story
📖 House of Fire and Whispers: Investigating the Seattle Demon House
Biography
Steve Mera is one of the UK’s most respected researchers in the realms of UFOlogy, Unexplained & Supernatural, with over 1,000 hours of mainstream alternative TV Program interviews, such as National Geographic’s ParaNatural and Wild X-Files. He is the head tutor for the UITC Investigators Training Courses in Ufological Studies and the CEO of Phenomena Magazine, the world’s largest e-zine of its kind, distributed in 12 counties to over 1.8 million subscribers. He is an accomplished author of several books: A-Z of the Unknown, Strange Happenings, and Paranormal Insight, and he's the founder of the Scientific Establishment of Parapsychology (Est 1996) and the Chairman of MAPIT - Manchester's Aerial Phenomena Investigation Team (established in 1974).
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Nazi Cocktail
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
53 min - Sasquatch & Ancient Ones: Bioengineering & Hidden History | Kewaunee Lapseritis
In this explosive epsidoe, Kewaunee Lasperitis shares extraordinary firsthand accounts of telepathic contact with Sasquatch, interdimensional portals, and ancient engineered beings known as “The Ancient Ones." He also discusses suppressed human origins, Lemuria and Atlantis, bioengineering of humanity, ancient hybrid beings, and why modern science refuses to investigate these phenomena.
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Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Books
📖 The Psychic Sasquatch and Their UFO Connection – Exploration of telepathic encounters between humans and Sasquatch and their UFO connection.📖 The Sasquatch People and Their Interdimensional Connection – Accounts and theories about Sasquatch as interdimensional beings.
Biography
Kewaunee Lapseritis is a Holistic Health Consultant, Master Herbalist and Master Dowser with background in anthropology, psychology, conservation, and holistic health. Kewaunee taught anthropology for one year at North Adams State College and later taught dowsing and psychic development at the Wisconsin Society for Psychic Research—Milwaukee. As a world authority on the Bigfoot/Sasquatch phenomenon, he has meticulously researched the subject for the last 65 years. Mr. Lapseritis is also a social scientist and both a Sasquatch and ET contactee.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
1 hr 2 min - Psychic Sasquatch & the UFO Connection | Kewaunee Lapseritis
In this episode, Kewaunee Lapseriitis—a lifelong Sasquatch researcher and experiencer—describes a decades-long journey that moves from boots-on-the-ground Bigfoot / Yeti investigation into something far stranger: telepathic Sasquatch contact, “star people,” and an interdimensional UFO connection.
You can also watch the episode here.
For early access to videos & a private discord server, to help build the channel, & to support it, sign up here.
You can also provide one-time support to this channel here.
Links
🌐 Website
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Books
📖 The Psychic Sasquatch and Their UFO Connection – Exploration of telepathic encounters between humans and Sasquatch and their UFO connection.📖 The Sasquatch People and Their Interdimensional Connection – Accounts and theories about Sasquatch as interdimensional beings.
Biography
Kewaunee Lapseritis is a Holistic Health Consultant, Master Herbalist and Master Dowser with background in anthropology, psychology, conservation, and holistic health. Kewaunee taught anthropology for one year at North Adams State College and later taught dowsing and psychic development at the Wisconsin Society for Psychic Research—Milwaukee. As a world authority on the Bigfoot/Sasquatch phenomenon, he has meticulously researched the subject for the last 65 years. Mr. Lapseritis is also a social scientist and both a Sasquatch and ET contactee.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
58 min - Footprints to Portals: The Most Extreme Sasquatch Evidence Ever Shared | Mike Paterson
In this explosive episode, Mike Patterson returns to reveal what mainstream researchers tried to suppress — and why Sasquatch may not be biological animals at all. Mike shares years of firsthand encounters involving telepathic communication, cloaking abilities, portals, orb activity, interdimensional travel, and physical evidence that challenges everything we’ve been taught about reality.We dive deep into:🧬 Scientists Tried to Silence the Narrative — Why veteran researchers urged him to hide the “interdimensional” side of Sasquatch.🧠 Telepathic Contact & Mind-Speak — Direct mental communication, delayed-response encounters, and waking voice experiences.🫥 Cloaking, Invisibility & Apports — How Sasquatch allegedly vanish at will and produce physical objects as confirmation.🌀 Portal Residue Evidence — Black powder material discovered indoors and later linked to portal or high-energy phenomena.⚛️ CERN, Dark Forces & Global Control — What he says he was told about dimensional interference and elite manipulation.This conversation connects Sasquatch phenomena with UFO disclosure, interdimensional entities, consciousness research, ancient civilizations, hidden history, and modern control systems.
You can also watch the episode here.
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Biography
Mike Paterson has been involved in Sasquatch field research since 2008 with ongoing contact experiences since 2012.
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
48 min - Sasquatch & High Strangeness: Missing Time, Orbs, Apports, and UFOs | Mike Paterson
In this episode, Mike Patterson discusses his over 10-year Sasquatch contact journey in Ontario, Canada—starting with a close-range vocalization near populated areas and escalating into ongoing high-strangeness: wood knocks, chest-thump-like sounds, massive “whoops,” and reports of missing time. Mike also describes a long-running interaction on a private property where activity appears to move indoors, including apports (“marbles”) that seem to appear unexpectedly, along with accounts of orb/light phenomena and a broader “consciousness” component to the encounters. If you’re interested in Sasquatch eyewitness accounts, Ontario Bigfoot reports, and the overlap between cryptids, consciousness, and paranormal/UAP-style phenomena, this one goes deep.
You can also watch the episode here.
For early access to videos & a private discord server, to help build the channel, & to support it, sign up here.
You can also provide one-time support to this channel here.
Links
📺 Subscribe on YouTube 🌐 Website
Biography
Mike Paterson has been involved in Sasquatch field research since 2008 with ongoing contact experiences since 2012.
Note: As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Sean Patrick Hazlett’s Books
Weird World War III
Weird World War IV
Weird World War: China
Nazi Cocktail
Hellhold: And Other Stories
Necromancer: And Other Stories
Hell’s Well
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories
Alien Abattoir and Other Stories (Audio)
The Post-Apocalyptic Tourist’s Guide to the Mojave Desert
Intro: "Mark of the Doomslayer" by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
Copyright © 2026 Through a Glass Darkly. All rights reserved.
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About Through A Glass Darkly
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Through A Glass Darkly is where the paranormal meets military science fiction and fact. I interview national security professionals, historians, writers, and other content creators on everything within the current cultural zeitgeist and beyond...
My four key areas of interest are: 1) geopolitics; 2) writing; 3) the paranormal, particularly where it intersects with geopolitics and national security; and 4) my journey using this channel and other revenue streams to become financially independent within five years (i.e., by the end of 2026).
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