Once upon a time, Lauren thought she'd move to Costa Rica on a whim. Everything that could go wrong did, and within a month she was forced back to the States to get her life together (once again). This isn't the first or only nuclear bomb of a shitshow travel story she's managed to create, but this one is special because it led directly to the creation of this podcast. In the midst of so much chaos, she decided to stop running from the things she wants most in life and to finally say YES to herself. In turn, the Universe said YES back. And for that, she's grateful for the shitstorm and is here to tell the story. 

Today Lauren and Madi get real about anxiety, the fear of judgment and rejection, and also what it means to truly be "free." Is a free spirit one who lives in a state of perpetual bliss, absent of all the worries and problems of "normal" people? How can we move through life accepting fear's accompaniment, but never allowing it to drive? Does being in a relationship mean you shouldn't post "sexy" photos on social media? All of this and so much more on today's episode. Plus a lot of talk about freeing the ta-tas, so there's that.

Today Lauren talks about why she decided to create an OnlyFans, the way it's empowered her in creativity and in life, and how sexually empowered women are the key to changing the world. 

The Queendom is finally upon us, but the journey has felt anything but royal. In this episode, Lauren discusses what being a part of the Queendom means to her, the Divine Feminine's role in all of our lives, and how growing up a sexually confused girl in the bible belt was the beginning of a long and colorful road towards self-discovery and (some) understanding. From kissing boys in Kindergarten to almost marrying a gay porn star, she's getting real about her experiences, traumas, and triumphs on the journey to becoming the most radiant and un-ladylike, bad-ass Queen of her own life.