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"Hey there, what a sweet, sweet, sweet time it is to just reflect and talk about what's been going on, and just really dig into this moment. So I'm seeing that the more that I follow my heart, the more I follow just genuinely what feels good, whatever inspired action comes about, the more I follow that wholeheartedly trusting with deep faith that I'm in the right place at the right time (because it feels good) the more I am exactly where I'm supposed to be, the more I run into people, and have incredible enhancing conversations. I'm always in the right place at the right time.

Anytime that I am feeling off or feeling extreme about something, or there's extreme discomfort, or judgment or heightened sense of anything that does not feel good, it really means that my personality is pasting a story on the situation. And it's not truly seeing clearly from a neutral space. It's pasting on a certain experience for part of the ego to express and there's nothing wrong with that. It's just so liberating, when I can acknowledge that there is a part of my personality that is playing a limiting story. And so I want to acknowledge that there's weight that is lifted off of my chest off of my shoulders. As if I have to fix anything. And if anything, it's just more of a letting go of the story of just easing up softening on the details of the story, that justification as to why it's so bad, or I in these times, I catch myself pointing my finger. Anytime I'm pointing my finger and I'm feeling frustrated, I'm pointing at something outside of me. It's because I'm, I'm not truly seeing from the all that I am.

And when I do that, it feels really bad. Because what I'm really doing is I'm cutting myself off from this greater aspect of myself.

This full, WHOLE, complete version of me that is here. That is accessible. And that version of me sees from a different perspective. It sees from a higher perspective. And not higher as in good or bad. It's just higher as in a bird's eye view, a neutral observation, with clarity, and seeing from that space feels really good. I really know and recognize when I'm there, when I'm observing from that space. I call that alignment. My ally, because I have aligned my personality, my beingness ,my awareness with this view point, this way of perceiving. When I'm aligned with that, it feels the best. Anytime that I'm Not aligned with that, I really start to feel off. That's when I remember that I AM creating my story.

So, just wanted to put that out there because if you don't act on inspired action, and you act like you don't know what the next best thing to do is sometimes, at least in myself, if I don't listen to my inner guidance system, I end up creating some sort of uncomfortable situation. That creates a little bit of pain. A little bit of fire so that it pushes me immensely to do the thing or take action. And darn man, it really is uncomfortable sometimes!

Now again, there's nothing wrong with being uncomfortable, especially if you can work with understanding that that's how you create action. Like I noticed that in myself and my partner, we have in times been addicted to creating pain in our lives to push and propel us into action. And what I'm realizing for myself is that Damn, that really doesn't feel good. Haha So I am looking at acknowledging that it is gold.

Pain is gold

It pushes me into taking action but there are precursors. Precursors to that pain that I can... I can jump on before it gets too uncomfortable, I can just go ahead and take that action or move in that direction before it's painful. I want to enjoy it more. I don't necessarily want to create pain for myself, but it's been something that I've used as fuel. I've used it to create momentum for myself and I think that a lot of people are doing that. A lot of people. And there are a lot of us that do that and are just unaware of it. So it really feels like victim mode when uncomfortable situations happen.

But these uncomfortable situations happen to propel us into digging into more of who we are. To reveal what is behind the personality!

One, it's uncomfortable, because there's a version of our personality that is telling a story and is having an experience. And that's epic. But again, there is this larger part of us, this wholeness, that when you go into that bird's eye view, you can really see how the personality is limiting itself. And that's so powerful, because you take your power back. You realize that, oh, I was creating that, that pain for myself to experience. It's not so much outside of me. It's within me. And everything outside of me is reflecting what's in me. That's not really how people talk about their experiences. But for me, I mean, it started with, I remember the very first time I ever heard of anything like this was, in the book "Think and Grow Rich" by Napoleon Hill. The first four words in that book are

'truly thoughts are things'.

And so ever since digging into that book, I've really ran with that concept.

Truly, thoughts are things.

What are thoughts? Thoughts are things.

They express through us. And what they also do is they create a magnetism within us.

Our thoughts create a space that magnetizes us to whatever external experience matches that quality of thought. So our thoughts are truly things! And whatever we dwell on, whatever we harp on, whatever we focus on, inside of our being, within our thought fields, it is going to be reflected outside of us!

These teachings go so far back in history. I mean, it's just been out there in plain sight. There is a small number of people that are actively practicing this, and taking responsibility for every aspect of their life. And that includes all of the pain bodies, all of those painful experiences. Because, you know, it takes a different kind of person to take credit for all of the 'fucked up' things that happen in life. But man, oh, man!!! It is the most, by far, one of the most empowering things to take credit for. To own the fact that you're creating not all not only all of the good, the epic experiences in your life, but also all of the bad, and all of the uncomfortable experiences in your life. It's all you. And so after digging into 'Think and Grow Rich' that kind of propelled me into digging. Digging into more empowering questions like, what is this? What good is here for me? What good is trying to reveal itself? There has to be more to all of this in life than just, you know, creating a career, getting married, having babies paying bills. Those are amazing! Those are extremely amazing things that I'm so excited to continue to dig into as a human being, but there is more to all of this fundamentally. And so for me, that feels really good. I know that this world is a playground for me to play in. And I'm molding it. I'm shaping my experiences, based off of my thoughts in my imagination.

My imagination is literally God expressing through a human body, a human form. I'm not saying my personality is God. I'm not saying the personality is God, but I'm saying what creates the personality, what gives me the experience of being a human, in essence, is God. Imagination is God. Your imagination is creating your life. That is God. You are not separate from God by any means. But the personality has the ability, the freedom, the free will, to choose to experience what it is like to be cut off from source. To be cut off from God. To be cut off from that bird's eye view.

That bird's eye view is God's view.

When you're in alignment with God's view, you see the perfectness in which you are in which everything is perfect. There is not a hair on your head that is by accident. Nothing is by accident.

Everything is divinely orchestrated, and you have the ability, I know this so deeply from personal experience, that you have the ability to tap into this God view And see yourself as its fullness.

And when you come from that space, you can't quite be a victim in the same way ever again. Sure, you can play victim you can have these experiences like oh, 'that hurt' or, or, 'oh gosh, this really sucks' or 'I'm grieving' and you know, it's so amazing to be able to grieve. It's so amazing to have all of these experiences. All of them! There's a vast array of colors of emotion to experience, but at the end of the day, you are all of them. You are not just one aspect of our personality, you are this God view and you have access to it. When you take take the time to just ask that question, because reading or listening to this isn't gonna do shit. It might inspire you, it might feel good, it might resonate with you, sure. And it might not.

It might piss you off a little bit. Great.

I love that side note, I digress. But side note, if I piss you off, great, I'm doing my job. Because guess what? I'm pointing out where you are cutting yourself off from who you truly are. There is something behind your personality that is watching you be mad. And anytime you're mad, I know so deeply because I know that anytime I'm pissed off, I'm in an emotional space that's heightened. I'm judging. I'm cutting myself off from my god view that I have access to. My birthright. But I in that moment, I'm choosing to identify fully with only an aspect of my personality. That's why it feels bad because I'm cutting myself off literally from the lifeline, the fuel in which I truly am. Which is Source. Which is perfectness. Which is wholeness. Which is my birthright, which is your birthright. And so, Oh, I feel so good to just share this and shine a light on this because we are way more than we think we are. And we deserve as a collective as a human species to tap into this group mind into our God view. So that we may enjoy the experience a little bit more. I really believe that for my life, tapping into this sight, has allowed me to experience life more fully. Because when I play victim, oh, and I am so good at it. If I want to go in there, I will dive deeply and I will justify the shit out of it.

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And I will show everyone and I will have them feeling for my victim mode, I have justified so well in getting anyone to feel bad for the things that I've experienced. It's so trippy. And I never realized that I was doing that. But it is so much more satiating to truly see that I was playing victim. I wasn't a victim, I was playing.

I was assuming the role of a victim.

But this world is all roles. Characters. There are aspects of the whole, we get the fruit, we have the freewill to play with these aspects to have a personality to have it be molded and shaped by our childhood. And then if we have some emotional intelligence, we have the ability to understand and learn that personality is a sponge. And we have soaked up all of these characteristics from our environment, from our parents, from our friends from our experiences, and therefore we have a personality that is shaped boom, awesome. But we also have the ability to wring out that sponge, lay it out and soak in more of what we truly want.

What is it that we want? What do you want? Who do you want to be? What kind of being Do you see yourself growing into? Have you thought about it? Did you know that you can change?

Sure, it may take some redirection. It's definitely going to take redirection and might take some continuous constant redirection of thoughts and redirection of focus. But it's possible. It's so possible. I am doing it. I am living proof of completely embodying this divine essence of who I really am, who I truly am that when I am playing too long, when I'm playing in the dirt for a little bit too long, I will really feel it. All right, Brooke, it's time like you're really playing victim mode here. It's time to get out of that. It feels so bad. It's the smallest things like if there's any type of judgment if there's any type of space that I'm feeling small and or if I'm limiting myself in any way that has to do with relationships with anyone feelings, financials, anything if I'm playing too small, if I deviate from the truth in which I am, which is whole perfectness complete, mirroring the creator in its in it's glory, if I play in an aspect that does not align with that for too long, my body will let me know. And it fucking hurts. It's very clear. Now sometimes I act like I don't know, and I'll play with it even more. I don't know. I don't know.

Um, it's getting to the point now that I really just don't even have the ability to play victim for too long and and that feels really good because it's so easy to To be victim and then manage it very well. That space becomes a familiar environment. So we are so familiar with being a victim that even if we're no longer "a victim" we will justify anything that we find in our experience to initiate that feeling again. So, what it will do is it will literally create a concoction of chemicals in your body so that you can stay in your state of comfortable victim mode. And I know that sounds like, is the word dichotomy? It sounds.. it sounds a.. is it dichotomy? Maybe? Anyway. And it sounds contradictory, because when we think about it, we don't want to be a victim. Like anyone, if they knew that they're being a victim, they wouldn't want to continue to create that. But what happens is that the personality is so familiar with being a victim that it will continue to create this concoction of chemicals so that the body feels like it's normal. That's what it's used to.

We are incredibly habitual beings.

Even being in victim mode for too long will create an uncomfortable comfortableness with it. And we just continue to create scenarios to justify those chemicals inside of our body. Meanwhile, we're probably pointing out at everything outside of us for the reasons why we don't feel good, not really realizing that that is what we are focused on inside of us.

Our thoughts are focused on being a victim.

And truly, thoughts are things

What we continue to think inside of our beings will always be reflected outside of us. So if you want to create anything different for yourself to experience in this world, in this beautiful fucking epic world, that you can create whatever you want to experience in, if you want to experience something different, you might want to look at the inner dialogue, you might want to start there.

What are you thinking about all day?

What are you thinking about?

What's the quality of thoughts that you're thinking all of the time?

That's a really, really, really powerful space to start. And I continue to look at that every single day, every day, checking in, moment to moment, checking in as often as I can check in on. What am I thinking about? How do I feel right now? If it feels good, you're on it. If it feels bad. You're telling a story. So just take a look. Take a look. What's being focused on you powerful motherfucker. Pardon my French but don't because I love it. I love dropping that bomb.

Seriously, you're so powerful. What do you want to create?

What do you want to create?"

Transcending triggers is a daily practice. Everything that pisses us off is pointing towards the "thing" to let go. Maybe there's something to forgive. Forgive deeper. If it hurts, it's pointing towards the very aspect of ourselves we could choose to soften our judgement on... maybe. Maybe not. That's what I'm seeing for me right now. Everything is a mirror. Of course that's easier to say than it is to experience. It's a tough pill to swallow sometimes. To own the notion of creating my own reality. But by recording and documenting my own practice, I seem to be more gracefully taking my own advice on a very consistent basis. And for that, I am deeply thankful. It feels really good. It feels safe and exciting to explore. I feel strong. Flexible. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. I know there is an intelligent creator within my body. This body is a vessel for source to express through. I choose to engage myself consciously in flow states throughout the week to allow my body to go to 'work' and my mind to take a break from ALL thoughts. Sometimes I'll set an intention to focus on. When I prime myself into a flow state like this, I allow myself to create consciously. Coherently. On purpose. I'm excited to see the growth by episode 340. I'm a baby in all of this. That sank in today. I'm excited to pour more of myself into this and organize myself even more. I'm thinking about changing the way each episode begins because I'm so over the intro on this bad boy. Haha well. Keeping it real. I will continue to grow! This is a documentation of my empire in the making! A unified global society who is dancing with the divine consciously, and a people in sync with the greater good of All.

Manipulation is everywhere. We engage in manipulating energy every day. Always, in fact. When we don't know who we are, it is easy to be manipulated by another. I'm sure you have heard this before 'When we don't know what we stand for, we'll stand for anything.' Anyways, in this episode I share an experience of a woman coming up to me wanting to do a reading. She proceeded to drop in a few insights she had that were correct. That she wouldn't otherwise know if she wasn't a bit intuitive. Ah, Intriguing. However, this reading took an interesting turn when she started pointing a finger at me telling me my "third eye is blocked", "there's a dark energy around me" and that I NEED coaching and to use her services so that she can help me. Now. Now. Let's just take a teeny look at this. Whenever ANYONE points at you and tells you there is something wrong with you and you need to pay for a service to get right **THIS IS YOUR SIGN.** This is an instant sign that there is something off. There is an opportunity for you to co-create with this energy and go down the rabbit hole of 'I'm not good enough, take my money and tell me how to be full' but I must add that your pain is being taken advantage of and widely manipulated for a personal gain. Now, You have every right to do this. I just want to share that with plenty of personal experience, every time I do this or have done this it feels like I am coming from a place of LACK… BECAUSE I AM if I choose to believe that I Need Anything Outside Of Me to be fulfilled. I know that doing this is not of the highest alignment. Why? Because it FEELS bad inside of my being to think of myself, for even a moment, as a victim. It just doesn't align whatsoever with the mighty director of infinite possibility that is my true essence. Also, I drop in this episode what my intention for the upcoming Solo Hawaii trip is. My intention for this trip is to dig into my own practice. To move through aligned awareness that I AM the infinite possibility of Creator. Source. Spirit. God. I am standing on holy ground no matter where I may be. My intention is to walk through the grace of God that is here accessible and see what wants to be created through my body. My vessel of life. To live on purpose and to move into this as a lifestyle. To completely drop the victimhood or emotional reactions. To ask questions like What good is trying to reveal itself as my life? A dance with the director. A dance with the Divine. I'm excited to see how things grow and evolve.

This is a clip of radical trust. Where my ego was hit by a heavy trigger and I decided to consciously direct myself by recording myself talk through it instead of emotionally react and do something I know I would regret on some level. This is a clip of a real-life walk through of something that was Quite difficult for my ego to manage. In fact, it's been about three weeks wince this was recorded and I had to wait before sharing it just to check in with what my highest version of myself sees for me… my ego did not want to share this process haha. For real. Now, Looking back to this moment makes my heart warm because it was a pivotal move in my life. FUCKING BAD ASS MOVE BROOKE! YES! I'm sending this version of me 'sitting in her van recording this' massive love and props for stepping into the patience it takes to direct your life non-emotionally. To direct your life on purpose. YOU GO GIRL. I really could have made this one difficult for myself. But I didn't. Instead, I aligned with the force that creates worlds and surrendered to that very intelligence that Is Me. It is my birthright to direct from this golden center. As is yours.

Two weeks "off" leads to massively deep self awareness (if you look for it).. thank you self for digging in and eating your own words. Keep goin'. Dive deeply into your own practice of self discovery. Whatever that looks like. This definitely includes tending to all the scrapes and bruises from the emotions we shelter and how we nurture them. It's the accepting of all aspects of you. Don't hide. It's only you behind the mask. Fall in love with yourself daily. Every version of you. Even that one. Heck, die daily! Live full on. Turn on the aspects of the you you've been hiding! Call 'em out!! Call those suckers out! Gracefully and patiently.. or not ;)

Self talk is vital. Okay okay okay digs into a flow of 'keeping myself in check'. What are you expecting into your reality? What are you asking all day long? Why are you here?