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This week I made the decision to rededicate myself to God fully! I am choosing to demonstrate OUT LOUD that walking with God isn’t easy. Some months, weeks, days are easier than others. But this month I fell. HARD! I returned to sin I had no business dealing with again. I genuinely feel like 7 more strongholds came in and I’ve been fighting each day to not sin sexually in some capacity. I keep running back to God over and over and I’m starting to feel like I am just disappointing Him repeatedly. I know He’s a keeper and if I keep diligently seeking Him something has to shift. BUT sin will make you FEEL so ashamed that you just stopping talking to God. This week I chose to keep talking to Him! Crying out to Him! Repenting and pleading with Him! Because each day He wakes me up is mercy but I don’t want to fight my entire life to walk in a freedom I’m supposed to have while on earth through Jesus! Lord, please deliver me completely and anybody else who is dealing with secret sin or sin in general! I want my trust to be solely in you & I want to feel so comforted in you that I don’t seek worldly pleasures that only last a moment!
I understand we ALL may have busy lives BUT who wakes you up every morning ? GOD! Therefore spending time with Him shouldn’t be like pulling teeth. I’m not here to beg you to spend time with the one who created and crafted you. I’m here to ask you to sit down and reflect on everything He has protected you from, given you grace and mercy through, loved you in spite of, and forgiven you of! Then ask yourself - “Why don’t I ever talk to God? Why am I not more grateful? Why do I feel entitled to His grace?”
Psalm 139 : 1-24
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