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It’s been a year. Here’s the playlist. This is the sequel to episode 82, by the way.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0FgnLCUgq6zFylrxzuIXnc?si=W63RC14iRq6MhJyd8NwFHQ

Thank you for listening to me. 💙

I need you to understand that you’re a good person, not because you benefit others and sacrifice yourself at every turn, but because you’ve got a good heart and you don’t hurt people. You were not out here to make people happy.

I want you to read this next part a couple times.

If you’re in my life today, it’s because I love you. I love YOU. Not the way you make me feel about myself or the things you do for me or any level of convenience blah blah blah you’re not a scapegoat or a punching bag or a doormat Nah, hoe. I love you. I love who you are. I love the things that make you so uniquely you. You have a story and I wanna hear it. I care about your dreams and your nightmares and I love seeing you get all happy when you talk about the things that make you smile. I love you, dude. If someone else in your life does not absolutely radiate that same energy, first of all, they’re fucked up because how could you not look at a good person and just love them like people aren’t pawns what the FUQ anyway the point is that you work a shift and then you go home. You do not constantly have to do for people. Do that shit while you’re getting paid to do it and then go home and goddamn enjoy yourself. Everybody else does it. You can do it, too. Enjoy yourself, Motherfucker. Oh also, if I try to invite collaborators on the Spotify playlist, the link will expire in seven days which is fucking stupid so I guess just like here’s a link to the playlist and then I can send you the link personally or you can tell me what songs that you want to put on there or something like that I don’t know. I guess Spotify used to be cool and now it’s not. Sad face. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7Icj5QLEDXNQTNSXLwewWB?si=odemdNLOT6eKuxpl2CC6Dg

Today, we talk about…. What we expect from each other. Just listen for like two minutes and you’ll get the picture. Those two words are said so much within the hour. Im not gonna put them here.

I will say, however, that I hung out with a really cool person the other day and I presented her with this question. She kinda said that she sees it as someone knowing what to do and actually, like, doing what needs to be done. Like not just having the information but actually applying it.

What do you think?

This isn’t small talk, is it? I don’t know how to do small talk. What is small talk?? Do you small talk?

00-1:00 Intro 

1:00-4:00 Question for Eddy // Why me? 

4:00- 10:40  Spicy confessions 

10:40-12:40. Sex ed for the straights 

12:50-30:00. Weight loss // extra context and background 

30:00- 35:00 Safe outlets and healthy coping 

35:00-44:00. Beauty, sex appeal, and self-expression 

44:00.-45:30. Eddy’s story time 

45:00-01:02:00 Spooky and spiritual 

01:02/:00-01:10:00. People pleasers make for easy targets 

01:10:00-01:27:00. Why? A people pleaser’s origin 

01:27:00- 01:28:17 Close us out, Eddy! 

Eddyyyyyy! Thank you so much for being on this episode of “Unsubscribe.” with me. I hope to have you on again soon.

This episode is a whole lotta nothin’. I do complain a lot though, I notice. Enjoy.

I just… I have so much to say in life and I never do. I get shut down a lot. No one can shut me down here. Come hang with me. No one will shut you down here.

Greg Beharrell once said, “You ever notice how many “true stories” happen to comedians?” Now, for the most part, I do believe they could be absolutely true. Some of us just see things… differently? Like… some of us are story tellers. Not liars. We’re honest. We just have a more engaging way of telling you what happened. Okay let me not say “we” I just mean I do have a different way of telling my stories than most. I’m not sure how, but I know it’s different. I’m just saying that I can back up my shit so don’t call me a liar. Sit the fuck down and let me tell you a story.

Listen I’m scared of AI. I am. I’m sorry. I’m not done talking about it. I’m also not done gossiping. 💁‍♀️ It’s really not gossip. I just… I think sometimes things happen to me that are very shocking. Last year, a lot had happened that was completely unexpected. I feel… scared and fascinated and excited and just filled with curiosity about everything we talk about in this episode today. That’s what I do. I put pieces together and try to make sense of things. There’s so much more that I would say if it were my place. So much missing context. Soooo much missing context that has nothing to do with me. I am one of the lucky ones. I wish you had a podcast, too. I wanna hear what you have to say. I mean unless you’re one of those people and it’s all a bunch of lies. I don’t know. If you’re just an average truther that listens to my podcast, make a podcast!! I wanna listen! I’m serious. All I’m saying is that this would happen to me. The one person I like turns to be a whole-ass sociopath? Yeah. That is exactly what would happen to ol’ Kye here. Wow. I realize that this is giving very Olivia Rodrigo, BUT, to be fair….. a couple weeks is a pretty short time to move on. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s no couple minutes, but it’s a close second. 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I am joking. Mostly. LMAOOO no I am kidding let me stop.

Today, I take a look back on some of the things I’ve done since living alone. I remember where I found my peace. There are so many unfinished projects on my computer and I kinda wanna go through a few of them with you. This was a blast for me to make but I hope it wasn’t too boring a listen. I mean I’m sure if it was, you just turned it off, and that’s totally okay. Life is too short to be bored if we can help it. Audio is just… good. Sounds are fun. It’s so, like, honest and uncomplicated. Now, when I say “uncomplicated” I just mean like I don’t know I mean it just is. Like it can be as easy or difficult as you make it. There isn’t a hidden meaning. I mean sometimes there is, but usually those are fun. It’s art! Ya know? Like it’s not stressful. It’s just good clean fun. We need more of that. I have a few new hobbies now, but rediscovering the old ones was so cool. Now I just… have more hobbies. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I mean hell. This. This is a hobby that I left for a while. It’s really nice to be back. Come talk about your hobbies with me next time. 😊

So I decided to go with a different title. This one’s more interesting. 😂😂😂😂 Plus, AI was kinda the reoccurring theme here.

Today, I talk with my best friend, Ashton. He’s watched me go through so much. He deserves mad props. My brother from another. 🖤 Anyway we also learn some science.

We also talk news and pop culture. By “we” I mean you and I. By “you and I” I mean me. I talk news and pop culture. I also talk about me, because what else is new? Oh! We talk about AI. We talk a looooot about AI.

I would also like… wow I say “also” a lot. Anyway, I would also like to draw attention to this right hererere.

https://instagram.com/desertorganelle?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= ✨Art.✨