Stupid realizations got me in my feelings. Just gotta keep optimistic and believe my time is coming and I can enjoy it eventually. Til then I will bask in the topsy Turvy madness that is my embarrassment/life 😪

Motivating you Vanessa. Don’t be a dumb bitch 🫡

Not the greatest effort but still nailing it despite it all. So grateful. Keep it up Ness 👌🏾🙏🏾💋🔮

We’ve come a long way Vanessa. Keep it up. So proud and appreciative of how much effort we have put in consistently these past years. This world is wild and I’m so excited to tread this journey while enjoy every single moment of it.

Was watching Avatar 2: The Way of the Water and noticed the family dynamic of dreams. Also what it seems to mean to be a leader and to raise good leaders (boys mostly). Spoiler alert: people mostly don’t care to understand the weight leaders carry for all and that these leaders also take all the blame and downfalls and responsibility for all as well. I discuss a unique perspective that I genuinely appreciate, respect, and admire. Also I go into detail about the movie to make points so if you haven’t seen it and don’t want to ruin it then do not listen.

And I just need to operate from a place that is radiating from unattached unconditional love, awareness, and have optimal faith, perspective and tact.

Vanessa!!! We’re getting better though progress has been, arguably, slow. Stay the course and remember we only do things because we want to and not for any other reason outside of us 😊

Just keep moving regardless of outside people and influences trying to stop and deter you. Those dummies are only forcing us to be better 💪🏾🤟🏾

Consummate that’s the “professional” term I was trying to remember. This is a conversation ALL FEMALES especially western women need to hear and thoroughly Fucking understand because we are quite literally ruining the lives of decent men who do not fucking deserve it and I am so FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT 🤬🤬🤬 Using GOT example to illustrate this point that ALL WOMEN need to fucking hear!!! So run n tell that!

I felt extremely passionate and in the flow only to realize I am again going in n out of range. Sometimes you can barely hear me then it gets loud as fuck. Definitely annoying as shit yet I again feel compelled to post regardless. Member Vanessa this is the game. Perfection is a process and we are still in the beginning ish stages. Humans fuck up and we just happen to be excelling at this for now. Keep it pushing and eventually we will be better. Just. Keep. Moooving 💟♉️♎️