Vanessa’s Lack Thereof

& he did way more than the average person 🫦

A ruthless rant about taking accountability for oneself without forcing your own shit (beliefs, principles, biases, etc) onto others. I am specifically speaking to all idiots who are obese and try to coerce everyone to cater to their needs because of inexperience and entitlement or any other dumbass excuse while ignoring everyone else. Like the new age trannies, you demand respect yet REFUSE to respect anyone who does not agree with you or comply to your dog shit nonsense. Fuck y’all 🖕🏾😤

Ladies I am here again to talk about how gross it is when you turn sons into the husband you want and know you will never get. Perhaps there is a better way 🤔

A realization I’ve never considered before made me see things in a new light. They hate us cause they ain’t us and, as weird as it may seem, they can be in the right as well 🤷🏽‍♀️🫀🫂

A random conversation that was interrupted by a small altercation involving animals. I handled it like a G and there was no blood and no wounds. So guess you could say it’s going well. Bones it 🤜🏾 🤛🏾🦸🏽‍♀️

A conversation for myself by myself (as the majority of these audios are) about re-teaching my brain to see in pictures. Learning to play with imagination to hack my reality for the better 👌🏾🖼️🥳

A passionate conversation about what makes people successful and it has a wee bit to do with race but mostly not at all so don’t get it twisted 🤡

I’m shit. Everything is shit. Nothing fucking even matters!!!!!!!!! 👺🖕🏾🙎🏽‍♀️

Ugh, this one was rough. Feeling very inadequate but fuck it.

I have been struggling to speak the past few days and this is the best I can do right now. I’m dissatisfied and insecure with my audios, and truly all aspects of my life, lately. Still, I am here persisting even when (especially when) it feels all hope is lost… okay okay, I am being a bit dramatic about shit but I feel what I feel and try not to judge myself too harshly while taking 100% accountability at the same time. I’m not perfect and I don’t strive to be either. And I have to keep proving to myself that effort and consistency matter even when it feels like it doesn’t. And especially when it makes no sense and there are interferences (like the wind making a part of this conversation hard to hear)