Transcript:
Come, Holy Spirit.
Whatever good that you want to accomplish in my life through this desolation.. I. accept it. I embrace it. If there's anything about. me that has been tepid or lazy or negligent, and through my own faults, your spiritual consolation has withdrawn. Show me that.
Help me not to be unaware, but to become aware. If you are trying me. to see how much I am, and how much I let myself out in your service and your praise without such great pay of consolation and great graces. Help me. Help me to rise to this occasion. and seek you for your own sake.
Let me too. engage. with the challenge. with a heart of trust, Practice my patience. And faith. So that. by your grace, this desolation becomes to me. not a curse, but something that helps me grow.
And if you're wanting to give me. true acquaintance and knowledge, that it is not mine to get or to keep great devotion. intense love, tears or any other spiritual consolation, but that all. is the gift and grace of you. That it’s way of helping me grow. in humility. help me to see it. help me to grow in humility.
I want to realize. and delight in the truth that all is grace. Everything that is good comes from you. Help me to let go of my pride. to let go of.. my achievement. mindset or any kind of boasting that I have.. To be joyful, to be able to let go of it Lord.
Whichever.. those three purposes, or maybe even some mix of them. Help me to become aware.. Help me to become open and docile to whatever good you are seeking to do me, to whatever. way you are. loving me in this time. Amen.