This week was incredibly difficult and exhausting. Even though I dedicated a lot of time to this track, I found it unusually hard to write, develop the ideas, and give the music any real sense of direction.
It was the first time since I started WeeklyBeats that I truly felt blocked. The lack of inspiration, combined with the pressure of the deadline, made the whole process much heavier than usual.
The original idea was to create a deep techno track, but somehow everything went in the opposite direction. At some point, I completely lost the thread of what I was trying to do. The track became a collection of ideas that did not always seem to understand each other, and there was definitely some desperation hiding inside the creative process.
The hardest part was writing the lead and finding a rhythmic grid where it could properly exist. I kept changing it, moving it around, rewriting it, and trying to make it belong to the rest of the track. It became incredibly challenging and, honestly, quite frustrating.
I think all of us go through this kind of process occasionally. Still, I have been feeling so inspired and happy with my recent work that I did not expect to suddenly find myself in this place.
Maybe I need a short break from these heavier styles so I can reset, explore something different, and find my centre again. Perhaps I should spend a little more time with my chillstep and psydub project. I am also working on an album that I hope to release before the end of the year, so maybe that is where some of my creative energy needs to go right now.
Anyway, here is the result of a track born from creative stagnation, too many disconnected ideas, and a mind that had already reached its limit.
The mix itself did not turn out too badly, but I am still not completely happy with the way the lead sits inside it. To me, it feels slightly detached from the rest of the track, as if it belongs to a different version of the song. But at some point, I simply did not have the mental energy to keep fighting with it.
Sometimes finishing a track is not about reaching the result you imagined. Sometimes it is just about accepting where the process took you, letting it go, and moving forward.
I hope you enjoy this strange and confused little journey.
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