I could do more here had a real busy week, so impressed i managed to get this as far along as it is.

There is a bunch more additions i could do here but need to cut it off here and go waytch Norwood, go legs.

(and the legs won, go you mighty legs).

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Wildly distorted, rhythmic noise. I enjoy making my synthesizers sounds like corroding battery acid and burning electronics. It's my comfort zone. Three analog synths, a drum computer and some cheap guitar pedals can get you a long way. It's harsh and it's mean. It's not trying to be pretty. But there is something beautiful in the destruction. Or I think so, at least. How do you feel about it?

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Produced on the DirtyWave M8 model:02

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(Elixir XII) - Integration of the Heart

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I haven't had a chance to read comments or listen to people's tracks. Thank you for listening and looking for me. I will make time this week. I did say to neon Liminal on saturday night "oh fuck, I need to make music"

wanted to make something with a choir and then also put a beat to it. Which it turns out I love disco break drums. And I also used few other conga drums and Egyptian nile darbouka and an echolocation synth which I wanna play with more

Things are still pretty up in the air with my mom, we don't know how they are gonna proceed yet.

› life stuff not nice‹ life stuff not niceShe has a tumour in her lung, and I took her to the ER last week because she was coughing up blood clots. I noticed the sound of her cough suddenly changed and asked a lot of questions to get her to go. We are all not hospital fans in the family, which is funny when I who hate hospitals the most has to talk someone into going. She is still coughing blood but less, and gets winded really easily because her lung capcity is diminished. We will have to go back again when it gets worse. The problem is the first biospy didn't get a good sample, so they still don't know if it's cancer (which if it is, it hasn't spread so that's good). They keep commenting that other than the tumour she's in perfect health, which also makes it hard to figure out what it is.  it could be fungal, an abcess, and other options. they can't treat until they know. A lot of waiting. Also the most stressful time of year at my job and my fun videogame stopped being fun because of some idiot guy. Though Canto 10 just came out for Limbus company so that was a nice distraction this week and I started playing Hell Maiden which is colourful vampire survivor/keeper's toll. I'm trying to get out do things to relax myself. I hung out with my best friend at her daughter's sports tournment, so that was really nice. Bringing my mom a latte from the coffee shop because it makes her smile. Gotta do the little things. Make those happy moments.

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bashing my head to get this one out i'm tired but i need to write something

Written in FL Studio using Vital for robotic noises

Pads using Cymatics Daydream

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A small secret. I usually upload my tracks on Sunday, and also send it to some friends. But this time I did not send them the entire song! Just the first gentle part that you will hear.

Here is the thing: I am quite insecure about my voice, but decided to use it for this song. Some mouth sounds first, then reciting a small text (the transcription + translation is at the end). I really wanted to do something with voice because I started using a recorder (Zoom 4, gifted to me a year ago) and became quite excited by the possibilities.

But, insecurity. So what to do? Make it fun I guess. Create a distraction. Have this little side of me for you WeeklyBeaters (???) first, and try to keep the secret. So, two tracks for the price of one this week!

Text:

> Salut ! Moi c'est Nuée. Comme une nuée.

> Par la fenêtre il y a la cime des tilleuls encore verts sur fond bleu zébré de blanc.

> Ils tressaillent à chaque petit coup de vent, comme une foule en train de danser sur une musique qui m'est alien.

> Plus loin il y a des corneilles qui virevoltent, et je me plais à penser qu'elles me tracent des lettres dans le ciel genre "Hey ! Ça va ?" "Ouais ça va. J'écris ce qui me passe par la tête. C'est plaisant. C'est pas si différent que de faire de la musique au final."

> Bon allez, il est temps de finir ce stupide morceau.

And the translation

> Hello! That's me, Nuée. Like a flock/swarm.

> By the window I can see the top of the still green linden trees, on a blue background with white strips.

> They wave with each small burst of wind, like a crowd dancing to alien music.

> Farther are crows twirling, and I like to think that they are drawing letters in the sky like: "hey! You good?" "Yeah I'm good. I am writing what crosses my mind. It's fun. Not that different from making music after all."

> Well, time to end this silly song.

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Another week that finds me only using the Polyend Play+. What started off and a randomly generated drum pattern turned into this fairly quickly. Cleaned up the tracks a bit in Ableton Live but didn't go to crazy, so the tracks are about 90% raw for better or worse. Think I'll keep the Play+ tracks going through out Sept and next week I think the Polyend Synth wants a chance to shine like brilliant trash! Who knows what spoopy season will bring?! Hope you dig it

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its a couple things. I finally used the famous sound "sonar" sound from goldeneye for the n64. a while ago i watched a video on how that sound was made and since then i had to use it at least once in a track. its not a sample from the game - i really made it how they made it for the game.

it's bothering me that its so long as a song but it is fine. i don't always have to shorten everything down.

the bell sound is inspired by a little moment in the neon genesis evangelion soundtrack.

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