**Please note: this episode briefly mentions sexual abuse**
The road that has led me to this point to be sharing these conversations with you on this podcast has taken a a lot of courage, trust, and healing within myself.
To truly understand for myself what it is a desire. What makes me tick. What is even worth celebrating.
I’ve had to really dig deep and understand why I felt the way I do in the core of me… judgment resentment, Anger, and not completely seeing myself worthy or even enough for myself, my husband, or my kids.
I learned that it was my thoughts that led me to feel the way I did. Thoughts that there was something completely wrong with me in and out of the bedroom. These thoughts suffocated me and left me not knowing what to do.
It all came down to desire. I didn’t feel desired. My husband didn’t feel desired. My kids didn’t feel desired.
I needed to discover what that desire looked liked for me. It meant seeing myself and body as desirable. I needed to learn how to come back to myself so that I could embody my best sexy self.
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