In today's episode I tell you about the dream that changed my life, the time I got my dream job and the reason I lost it. I also expel the most remarkable accidental sound from my human body that you have to hear to believe.

After recording this episode I had an epiphany that the dream I'd had was an exact foreshadowing of the event to come. The dangling carrot of my dream job was the identity; the costume I was being fitted for. In the end it was a grindstone, and I had to kill that identity instead. I believe it was my future self telling me to hold steady, and trust that the death would allow me to be free.

Today we go donut dumpster diving and I tell you an utterly wackadoo story involving two wizard brothers: one good and one, well... strange. Not all turning points are tragic, some are just 'tarded. I'd like to thank old mate and the homie for catalysing my mythic initiation. I wouldn't be here without them.

Welcome to my first episode of the series. Today I am discussing, in frank terms, the story of how my gay best friend r*ped me.

In my early years my infinite exploration for identity bounds left me socially awkward and obsessed with self-accountability. Eventually, life drew the line for me. This episode explores the nuanced dynamics of an incredibly bizarre and formative trust rupture. It is not a revenge piece nor a trauma recount. It is a truth dive.

TW: This episode goes deeply into themes of Sexual Assault.