just a whole lot of rambles, discussion, & felt like podcasting at that time but never uploaded. thinking on doing a season two for this podcast, we'll see!!

just as toxic masculinity is a male problem, white supremacy is a white people problem. In this week's episode, I discuss the beginnings of Layla F. Saad's book, Me and White Supremacy: How to Combat Racism, Change the World, and Be a Good Ancestor. I share a bit of my experiences but not journal entries to not trigger any emotional trauma within the BIPOC communities but relate to a lot of Saad's writings. Please purchase, read the book yourselves, and do the work! There's so much to educate yourself on in doing that Layla F. Saad provides guidance and journals prompts to best navigate with. Let's work together and Be good ancestors! Thank you, Layla F. Saad.

so you're spiraling, that's a good thing! what a great thing!

On this week's episode of Where the Magic Happens, I share with you some updates prior to this mercury retrograde we are entering. I talk about my pussy, my oral health, and drastic extremes I've taken myself with my mental health. I embrace a scrumptious analogical concept behind spiraling and the beautiful truths we meet with it that unravel. I briefly go into my experience with babysitting and working with kids and how monumental it's been for my inner child developing and healing towards capabilities to the self and to my acting capabilities. We briefly also discuss systematic racism in Hollywood and the revelations behind characters that we all hold within us as told by Anthony Meindl and his philosophy. It's another episode about identity, my inner child, imposter syndrome, and my acting capabilities! I hope you all enjoy this one, thanks for listening!!

In this week's episode, I share my toxic experience working as a bartender, the strength within my self worth and value I knew better of myself to be, and ways to move out of that energy/space. I also provide a couple methods I've started to try as ways to combat my morning into evening bedridden depressions if you too suffer from this frustration. Finally, we move into ways we can create a safer space and world for all communities of people. Fuck racism, Islamopobia, transphobia, homophobia, etc...the list goes on and on, fuck the colonizer mindset's bullshit. be kind, inclusive, welcoming, and accepting; Progress Up! not backwards towards hatred and bigotry.  

SPECIAL GUEST EPISODE: Graphic Designer and best friend, Annette Lee, joins us to speak on men who groom and develop connections and relationships with younger women/girls. We discuss the life stage gap vs age gap, celebrities like Leonardo DiCaprio, Drake, Jeffrey Epstein, and more who may use status/power to manipulate women unconscious of themselves in the transitions into partnerships. There are a variety of assumptions, reasons, and knowings as to why on the situational spectrum behind these individuals and this idea. Come join us with a glass of water or water into wine!!! aaand I hope y'all will enjoy this episode with yourselves and/or amongst your friends! 

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Hi everyone, in this episode, I speak on one of my experiences under dissociation through which was triggered by a traumatic experience I had at a concert. I speak on catcalling, consent, sexual harassment, PTSD, and more. Again, this is one of the many experiences I've had in this lifetime but I DO NOT speak on where any of what I have with my mental health stems from. I don't speak on any events, traumas, etc that date back as to why I have much added to my mental health; I only speak on that of most recent current events. I am happy and have learned how to heal from these parts of myself so whenever they may come to surface, I continue to learn to feel, embrace, release, and move forward from them. 

I also speak on some advice Florence Given, Gary Vee, and close friends of mine share with an experience like this and how to handle these types of situations. I love New York City, but these just so happen to be a few bad days there; these events and individuals can reveal themselves anywhere. 

Finally, I share a changed perspective on the self love journey and practice but I want to add that solitude and alone time is so important. You should spend as much time with yourself alone as possible, facing yourself to grow and heal forward with and to enjoy your company and choices that resonate and bring life within you daily. Solitude is important and so is balancing time with the right, good people to experience life with, to turn to to share a laugh, or to comment on something from what lies before you. 

time & currency no longer may be wrongly valued as factors of limitations or self reflections of worth but rather tools that help bring us amongst happiness but does not bring us happiness itself. Happiness attracts them both; for we must change our relationship and views of time and currency.

self care, self compassion, self love, self forgiveness...

post grad depression updates, progress, and more I hope sounds relatable and is of help. You are not alone and let's breathe another breath together. So grateful to be able to breathe in deep and be alive another day, now baby steps in feeling alive daily, creatively, and immensely in navigating ourselves through the rest of our paths/journeys that more is set out for us. Let's enjoy the present and awaken when it calls for us to move ourselves best we can. Bless you all!!

just because you may not be the one always leading or speaking, does not mean your presence in any presentation, confrontation, protest, and revolution isn't of equal value. It doesn't mean you are not worthy and deserving. YOUR PRESENCE AND INITIATIVE/CALL TO ACTION IS ENOUGH TO ANY MOVEMENT!! 

I discuss my thoughts and feelings during a recent production gig for a Wizards Event and compare that to other production gigs and earnings individuals deserve more of that align with certain circumstances.

leading and following or as I prefer to retitle it as supporting: acting as speaker vs supporter amongst the group

I speak on meeting new people and understanding how you yourself and others operate, recognizing patterns, events, and differences in opinions, values, and morals to navigate your travel with yourself and with the right people and groups. Do not dim your light loves, do not dim that essence you radiate within a room - be mindful, self aware, considerate, and love yourselves. Travel and explore and branch off from travel buddies when it calls for it but communicate it appropriately. I speak on some other great reasons as. to why I love and feel connected to Scotland as I feel to Italy and a pub crawl during which I had a white chicks kind of dance off with a gorgeous guy! Stay tuned!!!