I Miss You (Berlin, II)

I miss you like toes miss shoes

Feelin cold but got no use for tissues

Cuz they'd be misused

Like anger used and abused

And misplaced

Like a snail in a foot race

Loneliness got no place

In the zone between my ears

Yet it's got a home between my fears

And it's been there for years

At least it was

Lately it's been gone

And that's because

I got you to fawn on

And kiss and love

My gift from the heavens above

Bein without you's got me goin insane

Seein a kraut whose not you on this train does the same

But soon we'll be together

Sucks that soon feels like forever

Waitin long it's like whatever

Bein strong unlike a feather

Don't want this rhyme to get weak

So I guess I'll end her here

If it's me you seek

Close your eyes; I'll whisper I love you in the air

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Inside green eyes, I see my reflection 

A dream of your thighs is a dream of perfection

And then I wake up, alone in Berlin

My mind taken up by thoughts of my friend 

But "friend" doesn't cut it 

And neither does "lover"

The way I can put it

You're above every other 

Before Anyone Else 

That's why you're my BAE

You're good for my health

You brighten my day 

You turn up my life 

You take away strife 

You make me believe

That you'll be my wife

Without you, I bleed 

Like a wound from a knife

And with you I need 

More time in this life 

So this ones for you 

Back in the red, white and blue 

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The first month passed

We were half a world away

My thoughts were downcast

Missin you every day

But as my adventure in India came to a close

I offered an idea

Hoping you wouldn't oppose

That we would meet two months from then -

A long time, yes, to be without best friend,

Your lover and antidote to melancholy

But we would meet on the island of Bali

We would have our own adventure

A celebration of our love

A month-long story to indulge in pleasure

And life-long memories to speak of

With enthusiasm electric enough

To short circuit a small city

You said the next two months would be rough

But well worth it, to reunite with me

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We knew there was a clock

Ticking till I went abroad

From Delhi to Berlin - Bali to Bangkok

I knew not how long I'd be gone

6 months

A year

However long it was

To lose you was my fear

We'd talked about options various

Had conversations light and serious

But as the day of departure came near to us

We were still left with confusion and cluelessness

Then the day came

When I boarded that plane

With tears in our eyes

Would our relationship change?

Surely, it would

We said we'd give each other freedom and space

For we understood

In our hearts, no one could the other's place

But the prospect seemed impossible

We knew not the solution optimal

Though we believed it fully solvable

Our emotions still burned bright and volatile

Was the separation to be truly traumatic?

Or were we just being unduly dramatic..

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My first anniversary gift

Was a bookmark with coordinates

Given to me at that spot, too

I'll share their story with you...

Before our first kiss

Before we joined hearts

Before Love's bliss

That's where our story starts

We met at the mall for cake

You gave me a gift

As a friend, you insist

With graciousness and a wink, did I take

The night went on

And we grew close

If one conclusion was foregone

It's that you were sweeter than fructose

And the other was that you liked me

Obviously

But I mean liked, liked me

This, we'd soon see

For as we walked back

To our cars that night

With confidence, no lack

I asked if you wanted to take flight

As in, try Acro

You were all for it

We had no mat, though

The floor was fine fit

Things ignited from a spark

And on the ground, we shared our first kissed

Now, on a bookmark

I have that ground's coordinates

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I want to write a rhyme about

When her and I

Climbed a mountain

to admire the sky

From a planetarium

The World seems to be

A gleaming Aquarium

With you and I occupying

It's tiny terrarium

The stars that glimmered above

Our curious minds that night

Are as eternal as our love

A cliche written; be, it might

I'd bend grammatical rules for you

Support you through your school issues

Be your shoulder to cry on, even your tissues

And when I went on a journey, god, how I missed you

The lead up to months spent apart

Is a tale for another day

The heat up of my once cold heart

Makes me grateful you're still my Bae

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"The moment I say I love you

Is the moment I lose you"

That was your favorite phrase

Back in the early days

And yet, adieu

We've still not said

Half a year, plus two

We've been together instead

But what took place

After those fateful words were spoken?

The life we knew before was broken

A new paradigm, embraced

One in which you were mine

And I was yours

And ever since, that love has shined

Though at times, clouded with storms

To love is to give

The Power of pain

The option to shiv

Through heart and through brain

Once it is said

Life's not the same

Tears will be shed

Two hearts, aflame

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The way she would squeeze my arm

Silently telling me

She loves me

Just as "we" became "we"

Or at least, were becoming

You see, our relationship was budding

We wanted not to cause harm

Which is why she only said it by squeezing my arm

It was quite apparent

We had fallen up

In love, but we dare not share it

Our budding "us" was not tall enough

But it grew over time

Not just mine, but..

As much as in me, as in you

And the night we spoke it

First me, that "I love you"

And back, you joked with

"You're delusional if you think I don't love you"

Okay not joked,

But an unusual way for it to be spoke

That night

The feeling was incomprehensible

Unbelievable

Incredible

So tangible and sweet

You'd assume it edible

That the girl that I love

Could love me back

Did love me

Back in fact!

From that night on

It became our favorite phrase

Beautiful like the light of dawn

Brightening even the darkest days

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La Cantera

2015

Just two friends hangin' out, yeah?

But things were not as they seemed

We both know it

Though the female played coy

She wouldn't admit

She had feelings for the boy

He had tried to kiss her

About a week before

Turned him down like "Whoa, Mister"

If only they knew what was in store

Raising to the highest heights

Raging in the lowest lows

Orgasms after filthy fights

Falling in love; you know how it goes

Our first kiss was so magical

Acro led to something greater

Hid your nip slip, so tactical

Thinking, "I'll see you later"

Music was in the air

Running my fingers through your hair

In the world, I had not a care

Though, you wouldn't let me back to your lair

But a week or two after

We Netflix'd and chilled

Now we share so much laughter

With joy, I am filled

Thank you, my Love

For all of the mems

My gift from above

Your smile, the most precious of gems

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Our first date

Was at a hookah lounge

Which went great

Till it was time to bounce

We went to my car

Continued conversing

Under the stars

I tried the next thing

A move to escalate

I went for the kiss

She hit the breaks

But it wasn't a diss

Not a sign of disrespect

She used humor

Like "not yet"

I still had to woo her

And I didn't worry

This was the beginning

Of a beautiful story

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