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Title: Tyranny to Freedom
Subtitle: Diary of a Former Stalinist
Author: Ludwik Kowalski
Narrator: Jon Diienno
Format: Unabridged
Length: 3 hrs and 46 mins
Language: English
Release date: 04-03-15
Publisher: Ludwik Kowalski
Genres: Bios & Memoirs, Personal Memoirs
Publisher's Summary:
Based on diaries written between 1946 and 2004 in the USSR, Poland, France, and the US, this is the story of one man's struggle to find his identity. For Polish-born Kowalski, writing this book was a moral obligation to all victims of Stalinism, including his parents. The testimony traces his professional development as a nuclear physicist and his ideological evolution from one extreme to another - from dedicated communist student in Poland to active anti-communist after retirement. Religion, ethnicity, and pursuit of happiness are also presented.
Members Reviews:
quite good and better than expected
My expectations in starting the read of an edited journal was that it might be too cryptic, without balance. But to my surprise the writer and author does a wonderful job of interrogating and arguing with himself throughout. This creates a mental conversation that's portrays various points of view, and also the internal mental struggle of discovery (or evolution of thinking). Bravo; hand me another volume of writing from this literate scientist !
Intellectual and Spiritual Odyssey
Full disclosure: L. Kowalski and I worked at Montclair State University: he in physics, I in classics.
This little book is a fascinating melange of autobiography and diary fragments. K. can admit that his memory of events may be faulty, but the documentary evidence of the diaries is an accurate record of his thoughts and feelings as the actual events were unfolding. The earliest memory finds K enrolled in a Moscow kindergarten and elementary school during the thirties. He was so well indoctrinated in the communist world view "to faithfully serve the cause of Lenin and Stalin" that even the unjust arrest and deportation of his father to Siberia (where he perished) could not shake his faith in the righteousness and eventual triumph of world communism.
One of the main themes of the book is the gradual undoing of that blind faith, which survived even the Hungarian Uprising, and the growing realization that the whole system was corrupt and terroristic: "one of the two most destructive ideologies of the twentieth century (113)."
A second theme is the relationship between a scientific education (nuclear physics) and a communist society. After the war and the move back to Poland, K's intellectual career was almost short circuited when the Ministry of Security discovered that his father had been arrested in the Soviet Union and deported as an enemy of the people. K was lucky and survived the investigation. Subsequently he was even permitted to continue his physics studies in Paris under the supervision of the son-in-law of Marie Curie, Frederic Joliot-Curie, himself a Nobel Prize winner. After Joliot-Curie's death K remained in his institute where he earned his doctorate.
The relationship of K to his Jewish family origins constitutes a third theme. A diary entry describes how his mother regretted that the family had not emigrated to Israel. K's reaction is to insist that he was Polish and not Jewish. Yet after his emigration to the United States and his marriage to Linda, he and his wife in 1975 joined a synagogue.
K. is not at all reticent in mentioning his many both serious and transitory sexual affairs (a fourth theme) on his way to a lifelong commitment to his wife Linda.