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When God Doesn’t Answer Your List: From Demands to Deep Trust
In this episode, I share what my first prayers looked like after Monica’s death—raw, desperate, and full of demands. From pleading for miracles to panicking over future loss, I’ll tell you how my relationship with God shifted from transactional to transformational.
I’m reading from the final chapter of Dying to Be Healed, where I open up about how Monica’s faith journey—and eventual death—led me to chase after God with a new purpose.
This isn’t a tidy testimony tied up with answers, but a reminder that peace doesn’t come from getting what we ask for—it comes from trusting the One we ask.
And often, the greatest healing doesn’t happen in the way we expect.
📖 Scripture of the Week
“Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.” — Hebrews 4:16
Take time this week to reflect: Are you asking God more for things… or for more of Him? Let your prayers shift from demands to drawing near.
By Stefanie Cabaniss - Christian Grief Coach, Purpose After Loss Coach, Health Professional4.8
5959 ratings
SHOW NOTES
When God Doesn’t Answer Your List: From Demands to Deep Trust
In this episode, I share what my first prayers looked like after Monica’s death—raw, desperate, and full of demands. From pleading for miracles to panicking over future loss, I’ll tell you how my relationship with God shifted from transactional to transformational.
I’m reading from the final chapter of Dying to Be Healed, where I open up about how Monica’s faith journey—and eventual death—led me to chase after God with a new purpose.
This isn’t a tidy testimony tied up with answers, but a reminder that peace doesn’t come from getting what we ask for—it comes from trusting the One we ask.
And often, the greatest healing doesn’t happen in the way we expect.
📖 Scripture of the Week
“Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.” — Hebrews 4:16
Take time this week to reflect: Are you asking God more for things… or for more of Him? Let your prayers shift from demands to drawing near.

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