In this episode, I’m sharing where I’m at post-ayahuasca and post-burning man, two back-to-back experiences that cracked me open in ways I didn’t expect. It’s not a full recap. More like a soft landing. I talk through the love blocks I’ve been trying to heal, the visions that shook me, the chaos in my head, and what it’s been teaching me about surrender, safety, and being seen as more than just a body.

I talk about:

— what ayahuasca showed me about love, worthiness, and protection

— the cage of people pleasing I didn’t know I was still living in

— the masculine energy that came out of me during ceremony

— visions of the love I’ve always dreamed of and why I still couldn’t fully open the door to it

— becoming my own dream partner (for real this time)

— celibacy, sexual transmutation, and reclaiming my energy— burning man being the most magical thing I’ve ever experienced

— learning how to actually surrender, not just say I’m going to

— why I’m not dating right now

— how my love wounds and money blocks are weirdly the same

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