Listen to me borderline weep in an episode from March where I told faithful Patreon subscribers vaguely about signing a book deal, what it means to me, and why it links back to signs I've seen over the years about Be There in Five, my career, and life in general. I recorded this in one take, very tired, very relieved and very much not knowing what to expect, but I can hear so many different emotions in my voice. Upon listening to it again, I don't think there's a better way to capture how I felt at that time.