1. Church Girl Beyonce

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sZirWKsOBg

2. Nene Leakes "Is it a coincidence?"

https://www.tiktok.com/@areupayinfam/video/6900509379649424642?lang=en

3. She-In Influencer fukumean tiktok

https://www.tiktok.com/@itsdanidmc/video/7255371334866439470?lang=en

4. On My Daughters Birthday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHbBDFY7uDw&t=75s&pp=ygUZb24gbXkgZGF1Z2h0ZXJzIGJpcnRoZGF5IA%3D%3D

5 .Kelli Insecure

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_ireuAsM3s

6. Raymonte

https://www.tiktok.com/@bdtrelilbrother?lang=en

7. Can't find Hey Derek but this one is good too!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvwQzVGf0fE

8.Trisha Paytas 2 for 6

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHpJL7fbA4Q

9. Benji Green

https://www.tiktok.com/discover/benji-green?lang=en

i love doing this so much thanks for listening!

I forgot to add I always love the most real ass people on Big Brother not the people playing a character. Stop trying to make people act a certain way to differ them from others just let people be who they are especially in the DR it’s more interesting!!! 

Can we bring cool remixes back?

Tana Mongeau

Doja Cat

Fan Behavior

Streams and the Music Industry

Follow Your Human Design And Astrology

People Are Mean

Twitter is X Now

Im a Fangirl Now

I Really Want This Weeks Crumbl

Friend Drama

Boy Drama

Self Confidence

Venus Retrograde

I want to Move

Coffee Changed My Life

Climate Change Woes

Social Media Detox

Back on my Duolingo Vibe

Sometimes I Watch TV In Spanish

My Netflix automatically does CC in Spanish

Why Do I Attract Duds

I Do Dance Like Britney Spears in My House

Am I Crazy..................

i forgot to mention dolly parton in this. girl if she was brought out i think i would go insane i love dolly it would be beautiful need to see it honestly her dad too! maybe even lil nas x maybe i'm getting too crazy. go listen to her music!!

the setlist!

river - endless summer vacation

flowers - endless summer vacation

prisoner - plastic hearts

gimme what i want - plastic hearts

midnight sky - plastic hearts

mother's daughter - she is coming

d.r.e.a.m. - she is coming

nothing breaks like a heart

malibu - younger now

adore you - bangerz

we can't stop - bangerz

wrecking ball - bangerz

rooting for my baby - bangerz

party in the USA - the time of our lives

girls just wanna have fun - breakout

7 things - breakout

best of both worlds - hannah montana

Doja's Performance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3Yk6FrjMkQ

I have not been watching family channels at all for a while i do watch kyra sometimes and kkandbabyj occasionally but thats it but i do watch the dad challenge podcast sometimes to keep up with the drama of course and that Jessfam video triggered me so much and i agreed with the DCP a lot actually except that i feel like he was insinuating that her youngest childs hair cut was ugly which i thought was weird but

Also Kyra is engaged to Preston

I have been thinking about Trisha Paytas and her infertility

Amberlynn reid i have been in the amber-verse for years i think about jennifer gwen ann if yall watched her

I have been watching tana mongeau since her story time days and i love her podcast with brooke

like in the most recent episode tana and brooke talk about their digital footprint and i just think about all the embarrassing most deep thoughts ive shared on here and how weird it is for people to know them and stuff but also i feel like you are putting it all out on the table flaws an all and saying take it or leave it which i feel like is also freeing like you’ll only have people in your life who like you with all the baggage you bring and people who aren’t scared to be exposed 

im still thinking about Taylor swift and olivia rodrigo speak now has been my go to album this summer its so fucking good think about the rise in men getting with super famous women just to break their hearts its like theyre trying to break them down and its so scary and bad and they like seek them out like literal fame fuckers blood suckers like just what olivia rodrigo said and its so sad and it has happened to taylor it happened to olivia, keke, ariana more recently

but anyways back to trisha paytas i just think of her new podcast and how she talks about moses

back to kyra and oscar!!!!!!!!!! tieing loose ends i think the worst part of that situation which i am finally understanding and moving to team oscar sorry oscar for my past views

also this is just alleged and speculated but anyways here is my youtube round up yall know all i do is consume media so its fun to talk maybe ill come back to you with my hot takes on these YouTuber podcasts idk we will see 

THANKS FOR LISTENING

I literally have like dresser here is what happened so when I moved into my college apartment i worked so hard that summer to save up money to make my apartment look as cute as possible why because i am a taurus sun and libra moon but also an interior designer and was an interior design college student at the time. But anyways, I wanted either a baby pink dresser or a baby blue one and i found this vintage dresser that came in both colors and was so excited to purchase it. I bought it and when i tell you i couldnt even but my fucking socks in it like it was just a mess but i had this huge closet at my old apartment so i just got a bunch of plastic drawers for it and that lasted for a while but then i decided to redo my apartment after i graduated just for some new energy and i got a new dresser from target and when i tell you i was a mess i was a mess mentally at the time and physically i tried to build it and gave up my dad came down and tried to build it he fucked it up and barely tried thats not really his forte but i moved the dresser to my new apartment 5 hours away and over time the dresser just stopped working two shelves were unusable the top drawer had gapping at the bottom and my apartment was so small that i had to shimmy through maybe a foot of space thats generous to get around it it was hellish 

i took a break from my family last year and this is so selfish i have just decided to be honest on here i feel like that jt video like i dont have kids i dont have to go as hard like thats why i am selfish its not good but its true i spend a lot of time alone and i think i have abandonment wounds but my nightmare when estranged from family was how am i gonna move out by myself like even if i hire someone and i realized i probably wouldn’t be able to afford it and just how hard it was going to be 

for all those reasons i wouldn’t move that dresser or pick a new one until i was scrolling on amazon recently which is my new obsession so bad i know but i was like fuck it im getting cube organizers and bins i need something thin something where i can see everything easily whatever i got it and when i tell you this box was ridiculously big my apartment has a mail room it won’t take your shit to your room and like i said im always alone anyways i took the organizer out of this HUGE ass box in the mail room the box was dented like all fucked up i was like here we go a fucking again with this dresser saga anyways i lifted this heavy ass 9 cube organizer literally it rested on my boobs and hurt so bad and braved the walk and steps and elevator ride to my apartment the box sat on my floor for like 2 weeks after sitting in the mail room for like one week 

procrastinating scared i was scared of having two pieces of furniture not being able to build it all of that but i was listening to my astrologers last night and cam white said just get the hell up and do it not in those words but something similar so i get the fuck up put insecure on the tv and build the organizer and when i tell y’all my room hasn’t looked better i hung up this picture over it that had been resting on the broken dresser and cleaned my room put all my clothes away and everything looked so good i was so relieved but i walked into the living room and saw the big broken dresser just fucked up shelf less and everything i notices the piece of particleboard i believe on the back hd like dried water residue but was also like gapping from it and i was like maybe i will be able to move it if that shit is gone so i just started puling it and i dont know it felt so fucking freeing and then i had got it off and the dresser was flexible and i broke it into parts and was able to throw the shit away this morning 

anyways thanks for listening and i think i want another cube organizer but im a little scared i won’t be able to do everything to the same standard again but i cant live in clothes chaos again again thanks for listening. 

I wake up and go to work I barely make it through the day throughout that time I dream of a life I am not living of people who are no longer in my life and to be a person that I am not.

I doom scroll first thing in the morning and spend all of my personal hours doing the same. Comparing my life to other occasionally chatting with friends and family. On a good day a call with someone makes me laugh or I read a book maybe take a walk. But those moments before I close my eyes again I am aimless scrolling on social media waiting for it to inspire me to do something. 

It sucks. It’s not the life I want to live. 

I think about spirituality and manifestation so much and after watching this movie it just made me realize how self-centered it can be if you allow it to. 

I can’t control everything. I can’t control other people. I can’t make everything in my life perfect. But I can try to be the best version of myself at all times. I can try to accomplish my goals. I can try instead of giving up.

I talk about my serotonin addiction on here a lot and I go through spurts of being really good and really bad but I’m going to say it now hopefully it will stick. I am going to stop spending so much time online. 

This was something I realized yesterday. The astrological transits right now are crazy hopefully I will be able to talk about that soon but I had just went too long seen too much and I was on tiktok and it helped me cook dinner and I was just overall very depressed yesterday and was wondering why. 

I decided to say no more social media tonight and for the first time in a long time I did my night routine i watched a movie without having tons of tabs up I was alone with my thoughts before bed it was just different. 

We all have a day that we live over and over again and i hope that in the future my day will be one where i am living my dream instead of something i dread. 

I am not perfect. No one is perfect. I heard on a podcast today someone said “I am the worst person I know” you know all of your flaws you know your deepest darkest secrets and you will never know someone to the extent that they know themselves. 

Oddly I think i try so hard to make my life a movie but watching this movie I made myself realize how my life isn’t one. 

I want my brain back. I want to do things because my brain told me to do them or because I saw it physically and was inspired. 

The internet is amazing and has connected us in so many ways. But at the end of the day I think too much of a good thing wont be a good thing for long. I know i have said that 1000 times on here but honestly it feels different now.

What is your groundhog day? And do you love it or do you hate it? Do you want to change it? It’s up to you decide. 

Thanks for listening and let’s see what comes of this little social media break! Thanks again hopefully I will be inspired to talk more now.