What if the pattern that keeps showing up, the dynamic that repeats, the thing you've worked on for years and it's still there, what if none of it is random?

In this episode I share what I believe is at the root of a lot of spiritual exhaustion. And why understanding this one thing changes everything about how you approach the hard stuff in your life.

Topics covered: soul purpose, soul journey, energetic stagnation, light body, past lives, ancestral healing, Akashic Records, spiritual growth, spiritual awakening, patterns, self-discovery, women's spirituality, healing.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?

⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing.⁠

⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma⁠

Most people don't have trouble accessing their intuition. They have trouble trusting it.

There's a difference. And it changes everything about how you work with the third eye chakra.

In this episode I explore what actually destabilizes this center, why illusion is more practical than it sounds, and why the third eye needs a solid foundation before it can see clearly.

Topics covered: third eye chakra, intuition, illusion, pattern recognition, spiritual growth, self-discovery, embodiment, women's spirituality, Akashic Records, healing, psychic abilities.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?

⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing.⁠

11. ⁠Root chakra: why you can't go higher without going deeper first.⁠

14. Sacral chakra: wanting things is not the problem.⁠

17. Solar plexus chakra: you either collapse or control.⁠

⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

⁠20. Heart chakra: it's not about more love and light.⁠

23. Throat chakra: are you speaking your truth or avoiding it?

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma⁠

In this episode I share my own origin story. How five burnouts, chronic migraine, and one moment standing in my kitchen finally showed me what I had been missing for 20 years on my spiritual journey.

I talk about growing up lonely, learning that being good was how you earned love, and how those patterns didn't disappear when I found spirituality. They just found more sophisticated clothing.

This episode is for the woman who has been doing the inner work for years and still feels stuck. Who has all the knowledge but can't understand why it hasn't landed. Who is living more in her head than in her body, and doesn't fully realize it yet.

What I share in this episode is not a success story. It's an honest look at how survival patterns follow us even into the places we thought were safe.

Topics covered: spiritual burnout, body awareness, living in your head, survival patterns in spirituality, the good girl pattern, nervous system, embodiment, Akashic Records.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?

⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing.⁠

7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you’re doing everything right

15. You’re so strong. You’re so spiritual. Why haven’t you figured it out yet?

16. 18 years with a spiritual mentor and I slowly stopped trusting myself

⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma⁠

In this episode I talk about why the body is such an important part of the spiritual path, especially for women. I also share how it took me five burnouts before I finally started listening to the wisdom of my own body.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing8. How chronic migraine became my greatest teacher15. You’re so strong. You’re so spiritual. Why haven’t you figured it out yet?16. 18 years with a spiritual mentor and I slowly stopped trusting myself19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma⁠

Most of us think we're being honest. But there's the yes that should have been a no. The over-explaining that goes on a little too long. The truth you quietly reshaped before it left your mouth.

In this episode I explore the throat chakra and the one thing that destabilizes it most. Not the obvious dishonesty. The subtle kind that's so normalized you don't even notice it anymore.

Topics covered: throat chakra, authenticity, truth, boundaries, people pleasing, self-expression, spiritual growth, self-discovery, embodiment, women's spirituality, Akashic Records.

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⁠1. What are the Akashic Records?⁠

⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing

⁠7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you're doing everything right⁠

11. Root chakra: why you can't go higher without going deeper first

14. Sacral chakra: wanting things is not the problem

17. Solar plexus chakra: you either collapse or control

19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

20. Heart chakra: it's not about more love and light

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma

Most women don't think of themselves as people pleasers. They think of themselves as kind, easy to be around, good with people.

But there's a moment. A tiny contraction in the body. Right before the mouth says yes.

In this episode I explore what's actually happening in that moment, and why it's quietly one of the most exhausting things we do.

Topics covered: people pleasing, self-abandonment, boundaries, nervous system, burnout, embodiment, spiritual growth, self-discovery, body awareness, women's spirituality.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?

⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing

⁠7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you're doing everything right⁠

⁠11. Root chakra: why you can't go higher without going deeper first⁠

⁠14. Sacral chakra: wanting things is not the problem

⁠15. You're so strong. You're so spiritual. Why haven't you figured it out yet?⁠

⁠17. Solar plexus chakra: you either collapse or control

⁠⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing.⁠⁠

⁠20. Heart chakra: it's not about more love and light

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You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma⁠

At some point on the spiritual journey something shifts. The practices that once felt freeing start to feel like pressure. The language that once brought relief starts to sound like another set of rules.

In this episode I share what I noticed when I finally looked at how I was practicing spirituality and what I found uncomfortable about it.

Topics covered: spiritual growth, spiritual awakening, self-discovery, embodiment, burnout, spirituality and ego, women's spirituality, patterns, healing.

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⁠⁠⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing⁠⁠

8. How chronic migraine became my biggest teacher

12. Why spiritual growth quietly turns into spiritual superiority

13. Why chasing your soul purpose is keeping you stuck

⁠⁠⁠15. You're so strong. You're so spiritual. Why haven't you figured it out yet?⁠⁠⁠

16. 18 years with a spiritual mentor and I slowly stopped trusting myself

19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

You can also find me on Instagram: ⁠akasha.uma

Most heart chakra content talks about love, compassion and opening up.

This episode goes somewhere different.

Because the main energy that destabilizes the heart chakra isn't a lack of love. It's grief. The kind that was never allowed to be felt.

In this episode I explore what the heart chakra is actually about and what it takes to bring it back into balance.

Topics covered: heart chakra, grief, self-love, self-acceptance, boundaries, embodiment, spiritual growth, spiritual awakening, Akashic Records, women's spirituality, healing.

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⁠⁠1. What are the Akashic Records?⁠⁠

⁠⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing

⁠7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you're doing everything right⁠

⁠11. Root chakra: why you can't go higher without going deeper first

⁠14. Sacral chakra: wanting things is not the problem

⁠17. Solar plexus chakra: you either collapse or control

⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

You can also find me on Instagram: akasha.uma

An Akashic Records clearing is not a quick fix. It's not there to bypass your feelings or remove the hard stuff so you don't have to feel it.

It's deep energetic work. And it works best when the timing is right.

In this episode I share the signs that tell you when you're ready for this kind of work and what readiness actually means.

Topics covered: Akashic Records, Akashic Records clearing, energetic healing, spiritual growth, self-discovery, embodiment, nervous system, women's spirituality, healing, spiritual awakening.

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1. What are the Akashic Records?

4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing

7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you're doing everything right

18. Witch wounding: how past persecution still lives in the body

You can also find me on Instagram: akasha.uma

You feel drawn to spirituality. You sense you have something to share. And at the same time there is this persistent fear around being seen.

It's not weakness. It might be witch wounding.

In this episode I explore what witch wounding is, how it shows up in the body and in daily life, and why healing it starts with safety rather than forcing yourself to be visible.

Topics covered: witch wounding, past lives, Akashic Records, embodiment, nervous system, root chakra, sacral chakra, solar plexus, spiritual growth, women's spirituality, healing, self-discovery.

Related episodes:

⁠⁠⁠1. What are the Akashic Records?⁠⁠⁠

⁠⁠⁠4. What actually happens in an Akashic Records reading and clearing

7. The light body: why you feel stuck even when you're doing everything right

⁠⁠11. Root chakra: why you can't go higher without going deeper first

⁠⁠14. Sacral chakra: wanting things is not the problem

⁠⁠17. Solar plexus chakra: you either collapse or control

⁠⁠19. Not everyone is ready for an Akashic Records clearing

20. Heart chakra: it's not about more love and light

You can also find me on Instagram: akasha.uma