This week’s essay is called, “The Gaybors” and is written by Amelia Montooth. Amelia is a producer, content creator, strategist and CEO of Mutuals Media (the creators of Gaydar with Anania). This essay is about the power of queer community and the beauty of self-discovery and evolution when blanketed by a network of queer support and chosen family.

Content warning for this week’s episode is: unexpected loss.

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This week’s essay is called “Our Battle With AIDS” by Kendel D. Smith. It is written in loving memory of Kendel’s partner, Stephan Ray Sansom.

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This week’s essay is called, “Oh God, I’m a Whore” and is written by Caroline Dunphy. This essay centers around the often-awkward, often-inconvenient, and often-unexpected circumstances of our gay awakenings. In this case, as a sugar-riddled pre-teen at a sleepover watching the movie Dodgeball.

Caroline is an emmy-winning Executive Producer. She’s worked with Trevor Noah, Stephen Colbert, Jodan Klepper, Samantha Bee; she built the video originals slate at Crooked Media from the ground up, and is currently building YouTube’s first late-night show, Outside Tonight with Julian Shapiro-Barnum.

Content warning for this week’s episode is: religious trauma.

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This week’s essay is called, “I Swear I Love Him” and is written by drag queen, writer, standup, singer, and actor, Pissi Myles. We love this essay because it isn’t grandiose. It isn’t based in trauma. It is simply a wonderfully sweet love letter and celebration of queer joy. Something we really need right now.

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Alphabet Club is a queer storytelling podcast where every other week week, Shannon Beveridge will curate a personal essay by someone in our community — stories about desire, heartbreak, gender, sex, friendship, family, and becoming. After the reading, we sit with it together. We talk about what it brings up. What it reflects back to us. Each episode will feature a performance of a personal essay followed by an interview with the author and Shannon.

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I'm so grateful Joy kept going when she felt like quitting.. I don't think this is the end but it is a much needed pause. Thank you if you've been here from the start or if you came somewhere after!

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I'm so inspired by Cameron's comedy!! Watch it here! https://www.dropout.tv/cameron-esposito-four-pills/videos/cameron-esposito-four-pills

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Pattie is doing work we all should be following! This episode was such a breath of fresh air to film!

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If you haven't heard LP's music do yourself a favor and go listen.. truly so talented!!

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If you haven't seen Catherine's show Pretty Gay you are missing out! Highly recommend it!!

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