you may be heartbroken to know that the red light may be the red light that is on my computer. but it was very bright when i thought a bright light was flashing across my face but the red light on my computer it is not that bright.  it may have just been that. 

but yea the emo movement was larkinified.  i didnt know about that genre until i was in thirties. i listened to a song one time that was really suprising like very anti good. it was kind of like telling kids to go do destructive stuff like "go do this go do that " or something   when like 5 years before it was like love songs or whatever then like 5 years later a mainsteam song it sounded like a little troll telling the kids to go burn down the tree where they live. 

instead of a kids song it was a troll to tell a kid to go burn down the tree they live in. so when i heard that song i realized things were a lot worse than i realized. i missed all of that stuff when it was going on and found it when i was in thirties.  

so i am not surprised by what is happening now because awhile back trolls were singing to tell people to do stuff and doxing people with phones and riots things like that

there is a story about two american guys recently wanted to invade and take over haiti i think. "Two North Texas men are facing charges after allegedly plotting to invade an island off Haiti, kill all the men and turn the women and children into their sex slaves, according to the U.S. Attorney's Office Eastern District of Texas."  that was recent

i am pretty sure things are going to get bad.   its going to be like immature people using laser pointers on you and things like that.   that is what to look forward to i am afraid.

laser pointers and everything. like mean boys

its very stupid. they are going to be hostile to everyone. they want the land. but they will be hostile to the people on the land. may kill everyone.  some of them sound like they dont think very many humans should exist

like if you love hiedi klum , i dont love hiedi klum because she was there for the first victoria secret fashion show and stayed until the end and dominated the entire entertainment industry even though she is not american. she was very interested in using the internet in the 90s for the victoria secret show.   i dont like that personally. but i know a lot of you really like her and go to her parties and things like that.  kind of canker sore to me  she is more important than 99 percent of americans. that is why i dont like it.

in my opinion, this kind of thing has been building for a long time. to me it seems like it was kind of over for america once the internet got hijacked. i think it is really wierd that it got hijacked like it did.  i didnt realize people are so resourceful to know that they needed to hijack the internet like that. i think even 9/11 had something to do with the internet.

so all of this didnt like occur to me until today.  that a lot of people that go in to entertainment may have no highschool education 

i dont have many examples really to give you, but like here is an example of how i think the internet changed america.  say , garage bands for instance, before the internet, they were more localized and although they became famous, it was a different kind of smaller fame.  after the internet, any garage band that became famous, was then cast for kids shows, movies, news, social media all that stuff. so their fame was not localized.  it was kind of like kiddy bopper stuff instead of like garage band stuff. i am not sure how to tell you. but like garage bands that formed after the internet, did you know that some of those people were like 14 and 15 years old when they started their band, they chose not to go to college, and then they became rich and famous. while they probably watched you go to college and maybe not have many opportunities. but because they became a kiddy bopper or something they were like kind of more important than you and still are more important than you.